Audio As you feel me inside of you, you may see images of water flowing, or of the air, of wings or birds flying in the sky. Let me come to you. Allow me to enter your energy-field. As an angel I am different from you. I'm not an individual being, I'm not a soul, an individual soul like you. You are creators because of your unique individuality; you create something new in the universe just by being you. Angels and angel energies are there to support you, to hold you and remind you of the oneness out of which you were born. You do not yet understand the miracle of you, of you being a creator. You are divine beings in another way, different from the way angels are. In order to become real creators, you had to separate from oneness. In a way, you were angels before you were born as an individual soul. There is still a part of you that is angelic, but it's mixed with the energy of individuality and therefore separation. You were all born from joy, from a sense of joy. It has been an act of deepest creativity to give birth to you. You are entirely new; there is nothing, no one exactly like you in all of the universe. Creating you is something that has been supported by a lot of universal energies like me, archetypical angel energies. You can see it like this: God or Oneness desired to create darkness, separation, in order to create something new. Because when something new is born, it always happens inside darkness. It is literally unknown territory, it is new. And you are exploring this darkness, this unknown land by living, by being here on earth. It was inevitable that you became lost, that you felt lost along your journey. You are in between two realities. You were born from oneness, from an angel-like realm. On your journey you have gone to the other extreme, the extreme of separation, feeling abandoned and lost. The meaning behind this journey is that you learn to bring together these two energies. You are not meant to simply return to the level of oneness where you came from. You are destined to be creators: to create something new. You bring light and life into darkness and separation. When you do so with confidence and trust, you realize that you are birthing oneness inside yourself. And this is what you are doing right now, at this stage of your journey as a soul. All of you have gone to the extreme of separation, of feeling disconnected. All of you want to go back, want to reconnect strongly with your source. But you need to understand who you are. You were meant to discover that oneness inside and spread it across the universe. You are not going back. You are bringing heaven down on earth and in other places. Even though you regard me as a very high energy, you have something that I do not have. You are the creators. And you experience this as a mixed blessing. There is great pain inside you because a part of you doesn't realize your power, your strength. Now I am taking you back to the ancient days of Egypt. People were living here and working here and they lived quite unconsciously. They felt trapped inside their bodies, inside their animal nature. There was no memory inside of their divine nature. Then a cosmic impulse came from the universe to awaken consciousness in humanity. And you are very much a part of this impulse. There was a great influx of energies and it entered into this land because the energy of Earth is transparent here; it enables light to enter. Most people living here were not ready for this level of awareness but there were also people, who were like you, who were ahead of mass consciousness. In fact, you were here yourselves but in a different body. You often had to live hidden lives; you had to be really careful to show who you were. But you were the energy-holders. You were receiving this cosmic energy, because whenever an impulse arrives on earth from the outside, there need to be human beings who are evolved enough to receive that energy. These human beings are channels for higher energy and they inspire other human beings around them. And you were here doing this. You may have been quite invisible during those lives, but you were transmitting energy to this place, to this land and you contributed to the civilization of ancient Egypt. Please feel this for yourself. You have already felt it when you were touched or moved by the places you visited. Respect yourself for this. Some of you have felt that you are a guardian of these places. And you are in fact guarding an energy that was very precious at that time. It pains you to see how it has been misunderstood and still is not understood very well by many people. Forgive them for this. Simply be there and feel the peace inside your heart. You are still energy holders and you inspire other people in ways that you do not even know. You are on the verge of a breakthrough in this lifetime. You are reconnecting with your divine essence. It takes a lot of faith and clarity of mind to venture into the new. You are afraid to be your greater self, to be the creator self inside of you. You're afraid to own your power. In fact most of the darkness inside of you is your own power that you refuse to use or to receive. And by power I mean creative power. Wherever there is fear inside you, you are suppressing your power. So I'm asking you now to simply look at the fear inside you that blocks you the most. The fear may be related to your work or to your relationships. Now go inside this fear with your awareness. And imagine that you completely own your energy. You are at one with your power. Feel it throughout your body. You are the messengers of oneness. You are important and you should respect yourself more. So look at the fear again and now see it from the perspective of you as the creator. What are you really afraid of? Feel that it is unnecessary. Simply breath in, breath out, breath through the fear and accept the fear too. It is part of the darkness that you are meant to encounter, don't be afraid of it. The darkness welcomes you, it wants you. Embrace your worries, your doubts, your fears with a gentle smile. This is your mission and this is your greatness. You are here to help humanity at this stage. You are still the energy-holders and in order to fulfill your role, you need to accept your greatness. Please feel my embrace, I love you so much. I am with you always. © Pamela Kribbe |
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Books by Pamela Kribbe
- The Lightworker series and The Healing series are also available as audio books -