Become Aware of Your Loneliness
Pamela Kribbe channels Jeshua
Dear friends, I I am Jeshua. I greet you all from an ocean of silence and love. This invisible ocean ensures that everything is connected throughout your world. An invisible tapestry, a network of energy, connects everything with everything, and supports all. The consciousness that you seek, and to which you belong, is not bound by time and space. It is also not somewhere else, neither beyond nor above the Earth. It is much closer, yet at the same time you are always separated from it because you are drawn into the world of the senses, the physical world, the voices and sounds of the people and the society around you. And those voices you hear come not only through your ears, they come also from your inner space. Those voices have filled that space, your consciousness, with content: thoughts and beliefs which are not free from fear.
Your consciousness is largely filled with input from outside you, and that input comes from the past and is based on fear. There are all kinds of fear: anxiety about survival, fear of pain and violence, and also fear of rejection, separation, and loneliness. So you see how, in the midst of an ocean of connection and love, you are stranded on a small island of fear and trapped in old beliefs, while not being aware of the underlying unity that supports you. Be aware that you are an island; be aware of your loneliness. In every person lives this pain of loneliness, of being alone and lost.
Let us now, very consciously, call up that loneliness and not run away from it. Do not block it out, go straight to it. You might then notice that before your inner eye appears something, or someone, that represents this loneliness in you: the figure of a human or an animal, or an image from nature. Just look at what reflects your loneliness, that feeling of not being connected to the whole, the feeling of having to fumble your way through the murk. Let this loneliness become larger, and also the fear that comes with it.
The deepest fear in every human being is to be ultimately abandoned: the fear of being ostracized by the whole, rejected by the father-mother of the universe and thrown back upon yourself. It makes you feel as if you are short of oxygen, as if you gasp for breath, spiritually. Your life breath seems lost to you if you are separated from this connection to the whole.
Why do I ask you to become aware of this loneliness? Because it is something you need to do! If you remain oblivious to your own deepest pain, you go numb inside. You search outside yourself for ways to make that pain bearable instead of looking for the true connection, the one with the heart of the universe; that which you are part of, along with your soul, along with your soul mates.
Instead of that inner connection, you usually go for superficial, outer distractions. To fill your inner emptiness, you look for success in the field of work, or you attempt to gain social respect, and so you give yourself away. And whether you do that through relationships, ambitions, dreams, or desires, the real problem, the wrenching problem, always remains in the background: the loss of connection with what is essential, with the Source.
I ask you to now let go of what seems to be solutions, and instead go to the depth of your own loneliness. Realize that when you enter into this loneliness with your full attention and awareness, you are then no longer alone in the darkness – awareness brings light. If you are fully and sincerely present to your own loneliness, you become aware of two extended arms waiting to receive you. It is life itself that welcomes you and brings you back to your origin, to your Source.
Be fully aware, as you take this step, that you are not only seeing your own personal grief, you are also coming face to face with the common lot of humanity. Lack of connection, separation, and loneliness are the deepest pain in all people. You can read that pain in the faces and the eyes of those around you, and you do not even have to look very deep to see it. However people may live their lives, there is always that lostness in them. This is the sorrow of a world that has become alienated from the most essential thing there is: the feeling of belonging, of being at home somewhere, of being connected in a meaningful way.
You who hear this are called upon to bring this connection back into the world, among people. And you do this by looking directly at the darkness within yourself and receiving it with an open heart. By doing this, you become a gateway for others, a passage that helps them through their loneliness to their own light. Imagine now that angel wings have wrapped themselves around your shoulders. The connection to the One, the warmth of life and the Cosmos, is very close; it has never been far away.
Your society, however, has removed itself from this original energy, has become separated from this connection through movement toward the opposite, and a great amount of grasping for power has been the result of doing that. Power always leads to separation, to feelings of superiority where you conceive yourself being in a higher position than other people, and that creates a separation and an inner void within you. If you feel above another, when you have power over another in one way or another, you break the connection with the other. You are in conflict, in competition, which then becomes a striving to dominate and to avoid being dominated. In every case, it leads to a void that eventually becomes intolerable.
Also, those in power try to acquire even more power. And you can do this for a very long time, but in the end, no one can live without genuine love and connection. The world is still in the grip and thirst for power, which causes immense suffering, pain, and grief. Unfortunately, the way back is not easy to find. After all, when a society has been in the grip of power and powerlessness for a very long time, a true understanding of what love is, what connection really means, has all but disappeared: love without manipulation, connection without dependency and conflict.
What this world, and everyone in this world, needs most is the energy of pure love. But this love is difficult for you to accept, because in the course of time you have lost your way as a result of your mode of thinking, willing, and acting, which has gone off in the wrong direction. That is why I ask you to have compassion for yourself and your own pain, and to understand that it is not just your personal pain with which you are dealing, but also a collective pain: the pain of humanity. If you realize this, you better understand what is at stake: that what you do is important for the whole.
Do you dare look at your inner darkness with the light of your awareness? If you do, you break through the pattern of the collective consciousness. You then go back to what was once original and naturally connected with, and supported by, the whole. By going your own way, you not only create your own path, you create an energetic opening for the awareness of other people and you become a pioneer for them.
Take yourself seriously, you are a carrier of light and consciousness. Feel angelic arms around you; feel the energy of Home, of the Source. If you are fully aware of this, you can more easily understand the world around you and see things in perspective. You see the world around you for what it is, and at the same time, you live from your soul and your heart. You will no longer go along with the energies of power and dependence, and you will let go of the struggle with the past. You will then be free, and your freedom serves humanity.
Thank you so much for your attention.
Jeshua
© Pamela Kribbe
Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan
10 thoughts on “Become Aware of Your Loneliness”
As always & ever Pamela, I love your work … though most of all, I simply adore the frequency that flows through the Beloved’s words. That always leaves me in wonder & awe. THANK YOU Dear Sista of The Awakened Heart w/ ONLY Blessings on Your Way ~
I love hearing what you know. I will try my hardest to get there. Thank you
Very insightful as always…
Thank you Pamela, for this timely and insightful message. Jeshua is one of my guides and I love him dearly. Lonliness is such a problem and I am experiencing this first hand on a profound level. On one hand you see how it is neccessary. On the other hand you wonder how much you can take until you finally reach that space of inner peace and harmony. Sometimes it is hard to hang on when you see all this profound inner growth but nothing ever manifesting on the outside of you. You can’t help but ask yourself if you are doing something wrong. I see clearly what needs to be done. I have all the knowledge, tools and resources and put them into practice regularly. Yet there is still an illusive stronghold there that I seem powerless and paralyzed too despite my best efforts.
I am also a spiritual teacher although I am currently in the midst of changing my focus to a vocation in the arts. I truly thought I had found my calling as a spiritual teacher and reader. But that door eventually closed and I could not accept it. I had come to identify with it so strongly I could not let it go. I felt so rejected and unsupported which lead to isolation and lonliness. Eventually I realized that my spiritual knowledge and abilites were simply to be used in a different way. The door has always been open for music and art. Songs and lyrics flow over me like an eternal waterfall. It has since I was a kid but a lack of self worth kept me from exploring it fully. It’s funny how an open door can be just as scary and lonely as a closed door.
Although I still struggle to let go of the past and false beliefs, I always feel this immense love, hope and peace inside me. Sometimes it is barely felt and other times it is overwhelming. I am happy to say that I am starting to feel it more and more frequently. I know that if I keep making the choice to go forward and allow enlightenment that a transformation will finally take place and the loneliness I often feel will become a distant memory. I can feel all of it coming to the surface. I thank you Pamela and Jeshua for your loving presence and messages that lead us to understanding, hope, peace and joy. I am eternally grateful.
Thank you for your timely and profound channeling Pamela. I have so much love and gratitude for all that you share and the beautiful frequency that permeates into our hearts.
I have known this for a long time and I have tried to follow this path. When Jeshua guides us to feel the loneliness I find that however lonely I’ve felt today, it refuses to poke its head out when called upon to be felt. Even the suggestion that I might see it as some kind of figure gives me a headache.
I’ve tried many ways of going through my suffering rather than avoiding it, but I end up getting bored and sucked back into the usual distractions.
I find it easier when I’m listening to the channelling rather than reading it, then I can just sit there and be ‘held’ and not have to make the effort that makes my head ache.
It’s a beautiful channelling and very pertinent for me now, but there seems little I can do to bring this state of awareness to myself. So I hope it comes naturally.
I have found this particular channeling of Jesuah, to be powerful, enlightening, and liberating…in a deeply personal way.
How many of us are dissuaded, from following our own true path…(and how frequently this happens in our lives) …by “the fear of being alone”???
“The path-finder ” has a lonely journey, in this world. And those (who are really of lesser courage), will often attempt to subvert your direction… simply because your unerring sense of what is prudent,
and true, and sincere… and your determination to follow same…actually puts them in a bad light.
” Pearls before swine”…etc.
Thank you Jesuah, for the words of comfort and support, in this channeling… and thank you Pamela
I feel very lonely.
Hello ! :p
I have spent most of my life alone. I still have a regular job in the business world, and I go in there m to f, and do what I have to do. I am not a shy person and I know how to move in that world, i guess i am a good actor. but i am alone. i know a lot of people, i have a handful of friends, and even to this few friends I cannot be completely myself. I feel completely myself camping in nature in silence, or at night in front of a candle. I have tried to have relationships, but that does not work. It is an interesting experience this incarnation. I am still puzzling all together. As a child I lived in my own world, reading history and philosophy alread at 10 years old, I was obsessed with Russian History and the period between 1650 and 1750. Which gives me a hint of my last incarnation, at least that is what I think. I had an Archetypal dream with Jeshua when i was around 8 or 9. I feel very connected to his purpose. I am glad I am able to try to continue to bring that consciousness, however, I cannot help to say to myself ” what the heck am i doing here!, I surely volunteered for this, but what was i thinking?” Jeshua, just keeping guiding me, and help me find humor in this whole journey 🙂 Thanks!