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Pamelas \u010denelings ar Mariju Magdal\u0113nu<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tulkoju\u0161i Marija Baesa un Franks Tehans<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0101rgie draugi, es esmu Marija Magdal\u0113na. J\u016bs zin\u0101t mani, mana fig\u016bra un seja ir k\u013cuvu\u0161as par da\u013cu no j\u016bsu v\u0113stures un t\u0101dej\u0101di izkrop\u013cotas un saboj\u0101tas. Bet j\u016bs zin\u0101t manu izcelsmi, jo m\u0113s dz\u012bvojam no t\u0101 pa\u0161a avota \u2013 telpas sirds iek\u0161ien\u0113, dv\u0113seles m\u0101jok\u013ca. J\u016bs b\u012bda t\u0101 pati v\u0113lme, kas bija aps\u0113dusi mani manas dz\u012bves laik\u0101 uz Zemes. Ilgas, v\u0113lme p\u0113c paties\u012bbas, p\u0113c t\u0101, kas ir re\u0101ls, p\u0113c b\u016bt\u012bbas. V\u0113lme dz\u012bvot no savas dv\u0113seles, no iedvesmas, no b\u016bt\u012bbas \u2013 tas ir tas, kas ir svar\u012bgi jums.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dz\u012bve t\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 var ievainot. T\u0101 aizved j\u016bs pie tum\u0161\u0101kaj\u0101m da\u013c\u0101m j\u016bsos, jo dz\u012bvot p\u0113c savas iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s b\u016bt\u012bbas noz\u012bm\u0113, ka viss ir redzams. Gaismai ir j\u0101sp\u012bd p\u0101r visu, lai j\u016bs var\u0113tu k\u013c\u016bt vienots un piln\u012bgs sev\u012b. Daudzi cilv\u0113ki ir aiz\u0146emti c\u012b\u0146\u0101 ar sevi, un to ir s\u0101p\u012bgi redz\u0113t. Cilv\u0113ki bie\u017ei dz\u012bvo p\u0113c t\u0113liem, bild\u0113m, un idealiz\u0113tu normu kopuma, k\u0101 b\u016bt veiksm\u012bgam cilv\u0113kam, kur\u0161 ir paz\u012bstams un cien\u012bjams pasaul\u0113. Tad, pirms j\u016bs to zin\u0101t, j\u016bs aizrauj prom sabiedr\u012bbas vair\u0101kuma viedok\u013ci un pras\u012bbas. J\u016bs j\u016btat, ka jums j\u0101piel\u0101gojas \u0161im dom\u0101\u0161anas veidam, lai j\u016bs var\u0113tu likties pievilc\u012bgs un labs pasaules ac\u012bs. Tas ved j\u016bs prom no j\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s b\u016bt\u012bbas, un \u0161\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 j\u016bs atvienojaties no sevis. Bet joproj\u0101m ir balss, kas saka: \u201cej iek\u0161ien\u0113, atkl\u0101j, kas tu esi\u201d. \u0160aj\u0101 atv\u0113rtaj\u0101 bez-nosod\u012bjuma telp\u0101 j\u016bs varat atkl\u0101t, kas j\u016bs esat: gaisma un tum\u0161\u0101s da\u013cas, un viss, ko j\u016bs esat piedz\u012bvoju\u0161i: j\u016bsu saj\u016btas, emocijas un reakcijas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u012bl\u0113t sevi noz\u012bm\u0113 at\u013caut sev\u012b atv\u0113rtu telpu un b\u016bt kop\u0101 ar sevi, un apl\u016bkot, kas taj\u0101 ir. Bet atkal n\u0101k balss no \u0101rienes, visbie\u017e\u0101k bai\u013cu balss, kas saka: \u201cesi labs, esi paklaus\u012bgs, piel\u0101gojies norm\u0101m, neliecies at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bgs vai d\u012bvains citu cilv\u0113ku ac\u012bs\u201d, un j\u016bs atkal pazaud\u0113jat iek\u0161\u0113jo dialogu ar sevi un \u0161o atv\u0113rto telpu. J\u016bs iesl\u0113dzat sevi va\u017e\u0101s, v\u0113rt\u0113jat sevi saska\u0146\u0101 ar \u0101r\u0113j\u0101s pasaules, sabiedr\u012bbas standartiem un, darot to, j\u016bs ievainojat sevi. T\u0101tad j\u016bs tiekat vilkts atpaka\u013c un uz priek\u0161u starp pasaules aicin\u0101jumu, kas bie\u017ei ir bai\u013cu balss, un dv\u0113seles saucienu, kura vestu j\u016bs uz iek\u0161ieni, pie b\u016bt\u012bbas tam, kas j\u016bs esat. Un k\u0101 j\u016bs varat iz\u0161\u0137irt \u0161o c\u012b\u0146u, kas velk uz karu starp iek\u0161ieni un \u0101rieni, starp b\u016bt\u012bbu un \u0101r\u0113jo?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Klausieties savas sirds balsi.<\/em> Izv\u0113lieties sev, izv\u0113lieties ce\u013cu, pa kuru j\u016bs v\u0113laties iet \u0161aj\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113. Izlemiet to dar\u012bt ar visu savu sp\u0113ku, bez nosac\u012bjumiem! Iegrimstiet dzi\u013cum\u0101, kur domin\u0113 patiesa m\u012blest\u012bba. Bet ziniet, ka \u0161ai dzi\u013cajai telpai nav dibena, un tas var likties k\u0101 l\u0113ciens bezdiben\u012b, tuk\u0161um\u0101. J\u016bs vairs neatbalst\u012bs atzin\u012bgs nov\u0113rt\u0113jums, komplimenti un citu atbalsts, j\u016bs paliksiet viens.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saj\u016btiet uz br\u012bdi milz\u012bgo telpu j\u016bsu sirds centr\u0101, kur nav spriedumu un nav idealiz\u0113tu t\u0113lu, kam jums b\u016btu j\u0101seko. Vien\u012bgi Esam\u012bba tur ir kl\u0101teso\u0161a, t\u012bra Esam\u012bba. Vai j\u016bs varat iztur\u0113t tik daudz br\u012bv\u012bbas, vai ar\u012b j\u016bs dodat priek\u0161roku palikt piesiets pie norm\u0101m un v\u0113rt\u012bb\u0101m, ko nosaka citi? Vai j\u016bs varat veikt \u0161o ienir\u0161anu dzi\u013cumos? Vai j\u016bs varat patiesi dz\u012bvot?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dz\u012bve izaicina j\u016bs veikt l\u0113cienu nezin\u0101maj\u0101, kas ir bied\u0113jo\u0161i. Tom\u0113r ierobe\u017eot sevi zin\u0101m\u0101 \u0161auraj\u0101 ce\u013c\u0101 un nedz\u012bvot piln\u0101 m\u0113r\u0101 ir slikt\u0101k. J\u016bs tad k\u013c\u016bstat par vergu impulsiem no savas \u0101rienes, un j\u016bs pazaud\u0113jat \u201csevi\u201d un vairs nej\u016btaties laim\u012bgs. Atrast patiesu gandar\u012bjumu dz\u012bv\u0113 var tikai, ieejot j\u016bsu sirds pl\u016bsm\u0101. J\u016bsu sirdspuksti, kas ir unik\u0101li visum\u0101, vien\u012bgie zina ce\u013cu. Un da\u017ereiz, ja j\u016bs esat pazaud\u0113jis sevi, ir j\u0101n\u0101k tum\u0161iem laikiem, lai atgrieztu j\u016bs pie sevis pa\u0161a, lai pal\u012bdz\u0113tu jums atcer\u0113ties, kas j\u016bs esat sav\u0101 dzi\u013c\u0101kaj\u0101 b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101. Viss \u0101r\u0113jais paz\u012bstamais paz\u016bd, un sam\u0113r\u0101 ar to, cikt\u0101l j\u016bs dz\u012bvojat saska\u0146\u0101 ar ar\u0113jiem standartiem un ide\u0101liem, jums ir saj\u016bta, ka viss ir zaud\u0113ts, ka j\u016bs esat iekritis dzi\u013c\u0101, meln\u0101 bedr\u0113 \u2013 un \u0161\u012b saj\u016bta ir \u0161ausm\u012bga! To sauc par \u201cDv\u0113seles Tum\u0161o Nakti\u201d, tom\u0113r t\u0101 ir tikai p\u0101reja. J\u016bs tiekat nog\u0101d\u0101ts l\u012bdz V\u0101rtiem, kaut kam, kas atver kaut ko t\u0101lum\u0101, kaut ko liel\u0101ku, ainavu, ko ar parasto redzi, bai\u013cu un vecu ideju noteiktu, nevar saredz\u0113t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Izt\u0113lojieties, ka j\u016bs esat tum\u0161\u0101 tunel\u012b. J\u016bs nevarat saskat\u012bt pat \u0161\u012b tune\u013ca sienas, un j\u016bs j\u016btaties neb\u016bt\u012bbas ieskauts. Neb\u016bt\u012bba nav nekas nepareizs. Sav\u0101 b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101 neb\u016bt\u012bba nav ne slikta, ne \u013cauna; t\u0101 ir absol\u016bta atv\u0113rt\u012bba bez jebk\u0101diem aizspriedumiem vai cer\u012bb\u0101m, uz kur\u0101m balst\u012bties. Tom\u0113r neb\u016bt\u012bba neizraisa j\u016bsos bailes, ka t\u0101 j\u016bs grib sagraut. Tas, ko neb\u016bt\u012bba sagrauj, ir vec\u0101s identit\u0101tes, kuras j\u016bs uzskat\u012bj\u0101t par da\u013cu no sevis. Bet ziniet, ka to, kas j\u016bs patiesi esat, nevar sagraut, nevar pazudin\u0101t. Tas ir m\u016b\u017e\u012bgs un neierobe\u017eots k\u0101 telpa j\u016bsu sird\u012b, par kuru teicu agr\u0101k. T\u0101 telpa ir tur \u2013 vienm\u0113r. Izt\u0113lojieties, ka j\u016bs pie\u0146emat neesam\u012bbu un noteikt\u012bbas tr\u016bkumu, un tai pat laik\u0101 j\u016bs j\u016btat savu sp\u0113ku un neatkar\u012bbu. J\u016bs tad neesat atkar\u012bgs no \u0161\u012bs pasaules; j\u016bs esat br\u012bvs savas esam\u012bbas dzi\u013cumos!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Turpiniet izt\u0113loties, ka j\u016bs ejat caur tum\u0161o tuneli un p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i j\u016bsu priek\u0161\u0101 par\u0101d\u0101s V\u0101rti. Pal\u016bkojieties, k\u0101 \u0161\u012b aina iedarbojas uz jums: vai jums ir bail no \u0161iem V\u0101rtiem, vai ar\u012b j\u016bs v\u0113laties iet cauri tiem? Vai durvis ir smagas un sl\u0113gtas, vai ar\u012b viena no durvju pus\u0113m ir pusvirus un Gaisma sp\u012bd no otras puses? Vienk\u0101r\u0161i pie\u0146emiet to, jums nekas nav j\u0101dara. Izt\u0113lojieties tagad, ka j\u016bs st\u0101vat \u0161o V\u0101rtu priek\u0161\u0101 un pieliekat tiem savu roku. \u013baujiet V\u0101rtu ener\u0123ijai pl\u016bst caur jums. V\u0101rti ir slieksnis, aiz kura atrodas jaunais, tas, ko j\u016bsu dv\u0113sele v\u0113las jums par\u0101d\u012bt \u2013 tikl\u012bdz j\u016bs esat gatavs to ieraudz\u012bt. Pieliekot savu roku V\u0101rtiem, j\u016bs iepaz\u012bstaties ar jauno un ar to, kas v\u0113las pl\u016bst j\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113 \u2013 ritm\u0101, kas ir jums piem\u0113rots. Pal\u016bkojieties, vai j\u016bs sa\u0146emat to, jauno ener\u0123iju, ener\u0123iju no M\u0101j\u0101m un j\u016bsu dv\u0113seles. \u013baujiet tai pl\u016bst caur j\u016bsu roku un iek\u0161\u0101, un caur visu j\u016bsu \u0137ermeni veid\u0101, kas j\u016btams k\u0101 labs \u2013 ne par maz un ne par daudz. Ener\u0123ija pl\u016bst ap j\u016bsu galvu un caur vi\u0146u, j\u016bsu pleciem un j\u016bsu sirdi un ieiet arvien dzi\u013c\u0101k: j\u016bsu v\u0113der\u0101, j\u016bsu gurnos, astes kaul\u0101 un caur j\u016bsu k\u0101j\u0101m l\u012bdz j\u016bsu p\u0113d\u0101m. Un ziniet, ja j\u016bs esat Dv\u0113seles Tum\u0161aj\u0101 Nakt\u012b, kaut kas jauns gaida j\u016bs aiz V\u0101rtiem, lai gan tas paliek neredzams j\u016bsu tagad\u0113j\u0101m ac\u012bm. Ar jaun\u0101m ac\u012bm j\u016bs redz\u0113siet to realit\u0101ti V\u0101rtu otr\u0101 pus\u0113, un j\u016bs att\u012bst\u012bsiet \u0161\u012bs jaun\u0101s acis, \u013caujot aiziet vecajam dz\u012bves veidam; kad j\u016bs nesagr\u0101bs vairs paties\u012bbas un izdz\u012bvo\u0161anas mode\u013ci, pie kuriem j\u016bs tur\u0113j\u0101ties iepriek\u0161.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0101 jums atpaz\u012bt, kad j\u016bs esat gatavi aiziet no vec\u0101? Bie\u017ei tas ir caur neapmierin\u0101t\u012bbas, dusmu, nepatikas vai izmisuma un bezcer\u012bbas saj\u016bt\u0101m, kas r\u0101da, ka jums vairs nav vajadz\u012bgas lietas t\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101, k\u0101d\u0101 t\u0101s ir. J\u016bs tad var\u0113tu dom\u0101t: \u201cEs vairs nev\u0113los \u0161eit b\u016bt, es nev\u0113los dz\u012bvot uz Zemes\u201d, bet faktiski tas, ko j\u016bs sak\u0101t, ir: \u201cEs vairs nev\u0113los veco ce\u013cu, es nev\u0113los lietas, k\u0101das t\u0101s ir\u201d. Tom\u0113r j\u016bsu pr\u0101ts, t\u0101ds, k\u0101ds tas ir, form\u0113jies pag\u0101tn\u0113, var neb\u016bt v\u0113l iedom\u0101jies, ka ir citi ce\u013ci, un t\u0101d\u0113\u013c Dv\u0113seles Tum\u0161\u0101 Nakts k\u013c\u016bst bezcer\u012bga un intens\u012bva. T\u0101 k\u0101 vecais ir atkritis, bet jaunais v\u0113l nav atn\u0101cis, atra\u0161an\u0101s uz \u0161\u012bs robe\u017el\u012bnijas un \u0161aj\u0101 tum\u0161aj\u0101 tunel\u012b liek jums izv\u0113l\u0113ties. Vai nu j\u016bs turpin\u0101t sekot savas sirds balsij un paliekat uztic\u012bgs sev, vai ar\u012b j\u016bs atk\u0101pjaties atpaka\u013c pie bals\u012bm no \u0101rienes: bai\u013cu d\u0113\u013c, paz\u012bstam\u0101 d\u0113\u013c, pag\u0101tnes d\u0113\u013c. T\u0101p\u0113c es \u013coti l\u016bdzu j\u016bs: ja j\u016bs piedz\u012bvojat Dv\u0113seles Tum\u0161o Nakti sav\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113, palieciet taj\u0101, turpiniet ie\u0161anu iek\u0161ien\u0113 un saj\u016btiet, kas tur ir. Ja tur ir bailes, nedro\u0161\u012bba, skumjas vai izmisums, neties\u0101jiet tos, palieciet ar tiem un neatk\u0101pieties no tiem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bsu Gaisma ir stipr\u0101ka par vis\u0101m t\u0101m emocij\u0101m, kas nav galapunkts, bet pieturas vieta ce\u013c\u0101. Redziet V\u0101rtus no att\u0101luma, kuri jau ir tur!<\/em> Savienojieties ar jaun\u0101 ener\u0123iju ce\u013c\u0101 uz \u0161iem V\u0101rtiem. Un k\u0101du dienu V\u0101rtu durvis pla\u0161i atv\u0113rsies \u2013 redziet to sav\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101. Varb\u016bt tas ir par daudz, lai justu to visu tagad, bet v\u0113rojiet to uz br\u012bdi no att\u0101luma. K\u0101 tas b\u016bs, kad V\u0101rti pla\u0161i atveras un j\u016bs ejat cauri tiem? Kas j\u016bs gaida tur? K\u0101das saj\u016btas tas izsauc j\u016bsos? Jums nav v\u0113l j\u0101iet caur V\u0101rtiem, tas atn\u0101ks \u2013 viss n\u0101k sav\u0101 laik\u0101. Bet j\u016btiet t\u0101 sol\u012bjumu tagad: Gaismas skaistumu tur, saj\u016bsmu, prieku un komfortu par esam\u012bbu tur. J\u016btiet dz\u012bves mier\u012bgumu tur un priec\u0101jieties, jo tas ce\u013c\u0161, pa kuru j\u016bs ce\u013cojat tagad \u2013 tas, kas saj\u016btams k\u0101 tum\u0161a nakts, kura palielina j\u016bsu bailes \u2013 ved turp!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paturiet \u0161o perspekt\u012bvu sav\u0101 acu priek\u0161\u0101, un j\u016bsu ce\u013c\u0161 k\u013c\u016bs viegl\u0101ks. Es turu j\u016bs pie rokas, j\u016btiet manu kl\u0101tb\u016btni. Katru reizi, kad V\u0101rti atveras, tas padara m\u016bs laim\u012bgus, un m\u0113s j\u016btamies dzi\u013c\u0101k vienoti ar jums visiem. M\u0113s visi esam savienoti cits ar citu, un katrs solis, ko jebkur\u0161 individu\u0101li sper, nes kaut ko visiem mums k\u0101 Veselumam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Marija Magdal\u0113na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a9 Pamela Kribbe 2012
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Pamelas \u010denelings ar Mariju Magdal\u0113nu Tulkoju\u0161i Marija Baesa un Franks Tehans D\u0101rgie draugi, es esmu Marija Magdal\u0113na. J\u016bs zin\u0101t mani, mana fig\u016bra un seja ir k\u013cuvu\u0161as par da\u013cu no j\u016bsu v\u0113stures un t\u0101dej\u0101di izkrop\u013cotas un saboj\u0101tas. Bet j\u016bs zin\u0101t manu izcelsmi, jo m\u0113s dz\u012bvojam no t\u0101 pa\u0161a avota \u2013 telpas sirds iek\u0161ien\u0113, dv\u0113seles m\u0101jok\u013ca….<\/p>\n

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