{"id":266,"date":"2020-03-14T09:54:29","date_gmt":"2020-03-14T09:54:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jeshua.net\/lv\/wp\/?p=266"},"modified":"2020-03-14T09:54:29","modified_gmt":"2020-03-14T09:54:29","slug":"divi-tumsas-veidi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jeshua.net\/lv\/cenelingi\/cauri-vartiem\/divi-tumsas-veidi\/","title":{"rendered":"Divi Tumsas Veidi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong><em>Pamelas \u010denelings ar Je\u0161ua<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Angliski tulkoju\u0161i Marija Baesa un Franks Tehans<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0101rgie draugi, es esmu Je\u0161ua, vecs draugs, kur\u0161, daloties \u0161aj\u0101 p\u0113cpusdien\u0101 ar jums, vienk\u0101r\u0161i m\u012bl b\u016bt kop\u0101 m\u012blest\u012bbas un vienot\u012bbas ener\u0123ij\u0101. Tas ir kaut kas, ko j\u016bs \u013coti v\u0113laties, jo j\u016bs bie\u017ei j\u016btaties vi\u013c\u0146u var\u0101 un apmald\u012bju\u0161ies dz\u012bv\u0113 uz Zemes. Es esmu \u0161eit, lai atg\u0101din\u0101tu jums paties\u012bbu, kura dz\u012bvo j\u016bsu iek\u0161ien\u0113, j\u016bsu dv\u0113sel\u0113. Vi\u0146a nav nov\u0113rojama ar neapbru\u0146otu aci, un j\u016bs zaud\u0113jat saikni ar \u0161o paties\u012bbu, kad j\u016bs esat aiz\u0146emti un iesaist\u012bju\u0161ies j\u016bsu daudzaj\u0101s aktivit\u0101t\u0113s, pien\u0101kumos un atbild\u012bb\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>L\u016bdzu, veltiet br\u012bdi tam, lai k\u013c\u016btu mier\u012bgi un \u013cautu visiem \u0161iem \u0101r\u0113jiem spiedieniem norimties. Saj\u016btiet klusumu dzi\u013ci sav\u0101 iek\u0161ien\u0113. Klusums j\u016bsu sird\u012b nav tuk\u0161ums, bet pilna kl\u0101tb\u016btne, kuru var sajust tikai, ja j\u016bs veicat soli atpaka\u013c no ikdienas dz\u012bves trok\u0161\u0146a. J\u016bs \u0161odien esat \u0161eit, lai spertu \u0161o soli atpaka\u013c, lai j\u016bs var\u0113tu atcer\u0113ties, kas j\u016bs esat, un atjaunotu sevi ar pilnu klusumu j\u016bsu sird\u012b. Tas \u013caus jums s\u0101kt atkal dz\u012bvot, bet tagad viegl\u0101k un priec\u012bg\u0101k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dz\u012bve reiz\u0113m liekas c\u012b\u0146a, bet tas nav t\u0101, k\u0101 tas ir dom\u0101ts b\u016bt. J\u016bs \u012bsten\u012bb\u0101 esat \u0161eit, lai izjustu sevi, lai atcer\u0113tos savu sp\u0113ku un savu skaistumu k\u0101 starojo\u0161iem gaismas e\u0146\u0123e\u013ciem un dal\u012btos \u0161aj\u0101 gaism\u0101 ar citiem. Darot to, j\u016bs jut\u012bsieties uz Zemes k\u0101 m\u0101j\u0101s. Dz\u012bve atkal k\u013c\u016bs vienk\u0101r\u0161a, viegla un priekpilna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0101tad ejiet iek\u0161ien\u0113, kop\u0101 ar mani, un atcerieties avotu, no kura j\u016bs izn\u0101c\u0101t: nez\u016bdo\u0161u, bezgal\u012bgu Gaismu, kura vienm\u0113r ir kust\u012bb\u0101 un main\u012bga, pie\u0146em jaunas formas un vienm\u0113r paliek nedal\u0101ma un Viena. J\u016bs esat \u0161\u012bs straumes da\u013ca, un paties\u012bb\u0101&nbsp;<em>nekas ar jums nevar notikt<\/em>. J\u016bs esat dro\u0161\u012bb\u0101 un neskarami pat tagad, m\u0101jojot sav\u0101 zemes \u0137ermen\u012b. J\u016bs esat dro\u0161\u012bb\u0101 pat \u0161aj\u0101 pasaul\u0113, kur\u0101, \u0161\u0137iet, domin\u0113 c\u012b\u0146a un konflikti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0160odien m\u0113s run\u0101jam par Gaismu un tumsu, un k\u0101&nbsp;<em>ienest<\/em>&nbsp;Gaismu tums\u0101. Un kas ir tumsa? Tas ir kaut kas, kas izraisa pretest\u012bbu jums k\u0101 cilv\u0113ciskai b\u016btnei. Neviens nev\u0113las piedz\u012bvot tumsu, neviens nev\u0113las ciest s\u0101pes, skumjas vai bailes. Tom\u0113r t\u0101 ir j\u016bsu dz\u012bves da\u013ca. T\u0101tad, k\u0101p\u0113c \u0161eit ir \u0161\u012b tumsa?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cilv\u0113ki ir uzdevu\u0161i \u0161o jaut\u0101jumu gadsimtiem ilgi. Tagad pirmk\u0101rt daudz ir atkar\u012bgs no t\u0101, k\u0101 j\u016bs uzdodat \u0161o jaut\u0101jumu. Vai j\u016bs uzdodat \u0161o jaut\u0101jumu ar atkl\u0101tu attieksmi: \u201cK\u0101p\u0113c \u0161eit ir tumsa, k\u0101p\u0113c tas notiek ar mani, ko man ar to dar\u012bt?\u201d Jeb j\u016bs izvirz\u0101t jaut\u0101jumu aiz bail\u0113m, dusm\u0101m un pretest\u012bbas: \u201cK\u0101p\u0113c uz zemes ir t\u0101, ka \u0161\u012b tumsa ir kl\u0101teso\u0161a man\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113, un k\u0101 es varu p\u0101rsp\u0113t to vai izvair\u012bties no t\u0101s?\u201d J\u016btiet izmisumu un pretest\u012bbu, ko izsaka p\u0113d\u0113jais jaut\u0101jums, un atpaz\u012bstiet \u0161\u012bs emocijas sev\u012b pa\u0161\u0101, jo t\u0101 ir t\u0101da cilv\u0113ciska reakcija \u2013 pretoties tam, kas liekas tum\u0161s, kait\u012bgs vai sare\u017e\u0123\u012bts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dzi\u013c\u0101kais izaicin\u0101jums jums k\u0101 cilv\u0113ciskai b\u016btnei ir sac\u012bt \u201cj\u0101\u201d situ\u0101cij\u0101s, kuras j\u016bs s\u0101kum\u0101 atsak\u0101ties pie\u0146emt, sac\u012bt \u201cj\u0101\u201d tam, no k\u0101 j\u016bs gribat izvair\u012bties par katru cenu. Tas prasa lielu iek\u0161\u0113ju sp\u0113ku, lai teiktu \u201cj\u0101\u201d tam, kas n\u0101k j\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113 tumsas form\u0101. Ja j\u016bs nevarat atrast \u0161o sp\u0113ku, kas ir saprotami, un j\u016bs sak\u0101t \u201cn\u0113\u201d, j\u016bs nocietin\u0101ties pretest\u012bb\u0101 tam, kas notiek, un tumsa k\u013c\u016bst dzi\u013c\u0101ka un izmisums pieaug.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Faktiski dz\u012bv\u0113 ir divu veidu tumsa. Pirm\u0101 tumsa ir kaut kas \u0101r\u0113js, kas notiek ar jums j\u016bsu dz\u012bves ce\u013c\u0101. T\u0101 var b\u016bt \u0161\u0137ir\u0161an\u0101s no k\u0101da, kuru j\u016bs m\u012blat, m\u012b\u013cot\u0101 zaud\u0113jums, slim\u012bbas vai nelaimes gad\u012bjums, kaut kas, kas jums sag\u0101d\u0101 dzi\u013cas cie\u0161anas: kr\u012bze, liel\u0101ka neveiksme. Es to nosauk\u0161u par&nbsp;<em>pirmo<\/em>&nbsp;tumsu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Un uz to ir j\u016bsu reakcija, j\u016bsu emocion\u0101l\u0101 atbilde. Jebkura cilv\u0113ciska b\u016btne s\u0101kotn\u0113ji tiecas pretoties liktenim, norobe\u017eoties no tumsas. Bet, ja j\u016bs paturat savu pretest\u012bbu un izturaties repres\u012bvi, un turpin\u0101t teikt \u201cn\u0113\u201d, izsakot spriedumu par to, kas notiek j\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113, par\u0101d\u0101s papildus tumsas sl\u0101nis, tumsas otrais veids. Es nosauk\u0161u to par&nbsp;<em>otro<\/em>&nbsp;tumsu. T\u0101 aptvert&nbsp;<em>pirmo<\/em>&nbsp;tumsu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pirm\u0101 tumsa ieved j\u016bs intens\u012bvu, dzi\u013cu emociju l\u012bmen\u012b. J\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113 notiek kaut kas, kas rada daudz skumju, bai\u013cu un s\u0101pju, un, kad j\u016bs izj\u016btat \u0161\u012bs emocijas, j\u016bs esat \u012bsteni dz\u012bvi. Dz\u012bve pl\u016bst caur jums k\u0101 milz\u012bgs vilnis. Vai j\u016bs varat \u013caut tam notikt? Dzi\u013c\u0101s emocion\u0101l\u0101s nastas nom\u0101c j\u016bs \u2013 t\u0101s \u0161ok\u0113 j\u016bs \u2013 un tad rodas jaut\u0101jums, vai jums ir sp\u0113ks tic\u0113t, ka \u0161aj\u0101 pieredz\u0113 ir kaut kas, kas kaut kur j\u016bs aizved\u012bs. Tic\u0113t, ka dz\u012bve ir noz\u012bm\u012bga, kaut ar\u012b m\u0113s k\u0101 cilv\u0113ciskas b\u016btnes bie\u017ei nesaprotam noz\u012bmi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Run\u0101jot nopietn\u0101k, vai sp\u0113jat pie\u0146emt, ka j\u016bsu dv\u0113sele var b\u016bt&nbsp;<em>izv\u0113l\u0113jusies<\/em>&nbsp;g\u016bt \u0161o pieredzi, iesp\u0113jams, lai kaut ko sl\u0113ptu paceltu virspus\u0113, lai dziedin\u0101tu jums kaut ko nezin\u0101mu, kas prasa izdziedin\u0101\u0161anu. Tas ir izv\u0113les br\u012bdis, kad j\u016bs saskaraties ar sp\u0113c\u012bg\u0101m emocij\u0101m: pie\u0146emt un \u013cauties, vai pretoties un nosl\u0113gties.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cilv\u0113ku vair\u0101kums grib teikt \u201cn\u0113\u201d. Es neteik\u0161u, ka tas ir nepareizi, bet, t\u0101 darot, j\u016bs uzliekat tumsas papildus sl\u0101ni&nbsp;<em>uz<\/em>&nbsp;<em>jau<\/em>&nbsp;eso\u0161\u0101s tumsas. Sl\u0101ni, kuru es sauk\u0161u par \u201c<em>otro<\/em>&nbsp;tumsu\u201d, tumsas otro veidu. \u0160\u012b tumsa n\u0101k no iek\u0161ienes, t\u0101 ir j\u016bsu reakcija uz&nbsp;<em>pirmo<\/em>&nbsp;tumsu. Ja j\u016bs turpin\u0101t teikt \u201cn\u0113\u201d, j\u016bsu emociju pl\u016bsma apst\u0101jas, un j\u016bs esat iestr\u0113dzis. \u201cN\u0113, es nev\u0113los to piedz\u012bvot, es atsakos, es nevaru to pie\u0146emt.\u201d Ja j\u016bs turpin\u0101siet, j\u016bs piepild\u012bsieties ar aizvainojumu, dusm\u0101m un r\u016bgtumu. \u0160ie uzskati paties\u012bb\u0101 nav emocijas, tie ir spriedumi, kuri sasald\u0113 dabisko emociju pl\u016bsmu j\u016bsu iek\u0161ien\u0113.&nbsp;<em>Otr\u0101<\/em>&nbsp;tumsa ne\u013cauj dz\u012bvei pl\u016bst caur jums, j\u016bs esat uzc\u0113lu\u0161i sienas un aizsardz\u012bbu. Galu gal\u0101 tas var jums piesaist\u012bt smagas tumsas formas, piem\u0113ram, dzi\u013cu izmisumu, atsve\u0161in\u0101t\u012bbu un depresiju. Kad j\u016bs esat depresij\u0101, dz\u012bves pl\u016bsma ir gandr\u012bz apst\u0101jusies. J\u016bs iek\u0161\u0113ji j\u016btaties miru\u0161i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dz\u012bve vienm\u0113r ir lieta, kura main\u0101s. Dz\u012bve sav\u0101 b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101 ietver iesp\u0113ju izaugsmei un dziedin\u0101\u0161anai, jaunai piedzim\u0161anai, ja j\u016bs pamat\u0101 tai uzticaties. Bet, ja j\u016bs turpin\u0101t teikt \u201cn\u0113\u201d, j\u016bs izsl\u0113dzat t\u0101du iesp\u0113ju. J\u016bs neatlaid\u012bgi turpin\u0101t apgalvot, ka dz\u012bve nav t\u0101da, k\u0101dai tai vajadz\u0113tu b\u016bt, un, kad j\u016bs \u0161\u0101di v\u0113rt\u0113jat dz\u012bvi, j\u016bs sevi no t\u0101s atsl\u0113dzat. \u0160aj\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 j\u016bs sasniedzat dzi\u013c\u0101ko tumsu, k\u0101du cilv\u0113ks var piedz\u012bvot. T\u0101 nav&nbsp;<em>pirm\u0101<\/em>&nbsp;tumsa (\u0101r\u0113j\u0101s situ\u0101cijas), kas noved cilv\u0113kus dzi\u013c\u0101kaj\u0101 tumsas l\u012bmen\u012b, tas ir past\u0101v\u012bga atteik\u0161an\u0101s pie\u0146emt emocijas, kuras izriet no&nbsp;<em>pirm\u0101s<\/em>&nbsp;tumsas. T\u0101 ir&nbsp;<em>otr\u0101<\/em>&nbsp;tumsa: iek\u0161\u0113ja nocietin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s, j\u016bsu j\u016btu dabas izsl\u0113g\u0161an\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0101 vien\u012bg\u0101 veid\u0101 ienest Gaismu \u0161aj\u0101 tumsas veid\u0101? Ja kaut kas ien\u0101k pirmaj\u0101 tumsas veid\u0101 un k\u013c\u016bst \u013coti b\u0113d\u012bgi, ba\u017e\u012bgi un skum\u012bgi, j\u016bs joproj\u0101m varat tam tikt kl\u0101t. Tas v\u0113l ir dz\u012bvs, tas skar j\u016bsu emocijas, kuras iet caur \u0137ermeni un psihi, un tas akt\u012bvi mekl\u0113 noz\u012bmi tam, k\u0101p\u0113c ir noticis. \u0160\u0101ds cilv\u0113ks no psiholo\u0123isk\u0101 viedok\u013ca joproj\u0101m ir viengabalains un vesels, pat ja vi\u0146\u0161 saskaras ar \u013coti nopietn\u0101m situ\u0101cij\u0101m. Cilv\u0113kam, kuram ir dar\u012b\u0161ana ar pirmo tumsu, ir vajadz\u012bgs komforts un l\u012bdzj\u016bt\u012bba, un vi\u0146\u0161 sp\u0113j sa\u0146emt un nov\u0113rt\u0113t m\u012blo\u0161u \u017eestu no otra \u2013 vi\u0146\u0161 v\u0113l ir \u013coti dz\u012bvs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bet cilv\u0113ki, kuri turpina savu atteik\u0161anos pie\u0146emt, kuri turpina teikt \u201cn\u0113\u201d, ir cilv\u0113ki, kuri atsl\u0113dz sevi no m\u012blest\u012bbas sa\u0146em\u0161anas. Vi\u0146i nosl\u0113dz sevi ne tikai no iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s Gaismas, bet ar\u012b no Gaismas no \u0101rienes, kura v\u0113las n\u0101kt pie vi\u0146iem no citiem. T\u0101 ir vientul\u012bba, t\u0101 ir apmald\u012b\u0161an\u0101s \u2013&nbsp;<em>t\u0101 ir elle uz Zemes<\/em>. Un es saku jums, ka katrs no jums paz\u012bst \u0161o elli iek\u0161\u0113ji. Varb\u016bt j\u016bs par to neesat piln\u012bgi p\u0101rliecin\u0101ti, ta\u010du daudziem cilv\u0113kiem \u0161is nosl\u0113g\u0161an\u0101s process ir s\u0101cies jau b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u016bs zin\u0101t, k\u0101 b\u0113rns spont\u0101ni un neiegro\u017eoti ien\u0101k pasaul\u0113 un cik viegli pl\u016bst vi\u0146a emocijas. \u0160\u012bs emocijas bie\u017ei \u0101tri iet caur vi\u0146a b\u016bt\u012bbu, jo nav ne \u0161\u0137\u0113r\u0161\u013cu, ne sl\u0113gtu v\u0101rtu. Pamat\u0101 dz\u012bve br\u012bvi pl\u016bst cauri b\u0113rnam. Protams, ir iz\u0146\u0113mumi, jo da\u017ei b\u0113rni nes slogus no agras b\u0113rn\u012bbas vai pag\u0101tnes dz\u012bv\u0113m, ta\u010du jums ir pieturas punkts, ko es izveidoju. B\u016bt b\u0113rnam noz\u012bm\u0113 b\u016bt nosac\u012btas atv\u0113rt\u012bbas st\u0101vokl\u012b. B\u0113rns ir dz\u012bv\u012bgs un spont\u0101ns, jo vi\u0146\u0161 nevar b\u016bt cit\u0101ds, vi\u0146\u0161 v\u0113l nav iem\u0101c\u012bjies sevi iegro\u017eot t\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101, k\u0101 to dara pieaugu\u0161ie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bet l\u012bdz ar j\u016bsu izaug\u0161anu j\u016bs s\u0101kat just emocijas, ar kur\u0101m j\u016bs nezin\u0101t, k\u0101 tikt gal\u0101. Sabiedr\u012bba m\u0101ca cilv\u0113kus izvair\u012bties no sare\u017e\u0123\u012bt\u0101m emocij\u0101m. T\u0101dej\u0101di pieaugu\u0161ie ap jums bie\u017ei jums nepal\u012bdz saprast \u0161\u012bs emocijas, un vi\u0146i izvair\u0101s par t\u0101m run\u0101t. Daudzi no jums b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101 bij\u0101t samulsu\u0161i. J\u016bs s\u0101k\u0101t dom\u0101t, ka esat d\u012bvaini un at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bgi. Varb\u016bt k\u0101 b\u0113rni j\u016bs bij\u0101t iedvesmas, entuziasma, m\u012blest\u012bbas, sap\u0146u pilni, bet \u0161ie sap\u0146i sapl\u012bsa, saduroties ar skarbo realit\u0101ti. J\u016bs s\u0101kat celt barjeras pret j\u016bsu saj\u016btu dabu, rea\u0123\u0113jot uz bail\u0113m un aizspriedumiem, eksist\u0113jo\u0161iem j\u016bsu \u0123imenes vid\u0113, vai v\u0113l\u0101k skol\u0101 un cilv\u0113kos, ar kuriem j\u016bs satiekaties. Durvis aizveras, un bie\u017ei tas notiek neapzin\u0101ti, tom\u0113r da\u017ei no jums atceras to k\u0101 vecas skumjas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Paraugieties, vai j\u016bs sp\u0113jat atrast sav\u0101 iek\u0161ien\u0113 b\u0113rnu, j\u016bsu spont\u0101numa simbolu. B\u0113rnu, kur\u0161 ir komunikabls, neiegro\u017eots, dz\u012bvs un t\u0101ds, kur\u0161 saka \u201cj\u0101\u201d tam, kas par\u0101d\u0101s k\u0101 pieredze. Vai j\u016bs varat saredz\u0113t k\u0101du, kur\u0161 saka \u201cj\u0101\u201d priekam, baudai un patikai, k\u0101 ar\u012b skumj\u0101m, bail\u0113m un dusm\u0101m? Izt\u0113lojieties, ka \u0161is b\u0113rns iek\u0161ien\u0113 v\u0113las n\u0101kt pie jums. Vi\u0146\u0161 paliek tur, telpa un laiks ir il\u016bzijas. Iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 realit\u0101t\u0113 nekas nav pazudis. J\u016bsu s\u0101kotn\u0113j\u0101 dz\u012bves pl\u016bsma ir saglab\u0101jusies un joproj\u0101m v\u0113las ar jums savienoties.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Uz br\u012bdi izt\u0113lojieties, ka \u0161is smaido\u0161ais b\u0113rns ir atn\u0101cis pie jums ar atv\u0113ru attieksmi. \u0160eit, j\u016bsu izt\u0113l\u0113, vi\u0146\u0161 saka: \u201cTu atceries, kas es esmu?\u201d Paskatieties uz \u0161o b\u0113rnu un pajaut\u0101jiet, ko j\u016bs vi\u0146a lab\u0101 varat dar\u012bt. Sird\u012b j\u016bs v\u0113laties redz\u0113t \u0161o b\u0113rnu piepild\u012btu ar kaut ko, ko j\u016bs varb\u016bt ilgu laiku bij\u0101t nost\u016bmu\u0161i mal\u0101. \u013baujiet \u0161im b\u0113rnam br\u012bdi run\u0101t. B\u0113rns j\u016bsos nost\u0101jas, lai teiktu \u201cj\u0101\u201d, vi\u0146\u0161 ir da\u013ca no jums, kura v\u0113las dz\u012bvot, t\u0101p\u0113c \u013caujiet vi\u0146am run\u0101t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0113rnam joproj\u0101m piem\u012bt uztic\u0113\u0161an\u0101s. K\u0101 pieaugu\u0161ie, j\u016bs esat uzs\u016bku\u0161i idejas, kuras ir pilnas ar bail\u0113m un neuztic\u0113\u0161anos, un tas piebaro teik\u0161anu \u201cn\u0113\u201d dz\u012bvei un veicina j\u016bsos&nbsp;<em>otro<\/em>&nbsp;tumsu, otro tumsas veidu. Apsveriet, vai j\u016bs varat piedot formu&nbsp;<em>otrajai<\/em>&nbsp;tumsai j\u016bsu izt\u0113l\u0113, j\u016bsu da\u013cai, kura pretojas dz\u012bvei, kura vairs negrib just s\u0101pes un kura faktiski v\u0113las atst\u0101t \u0161o dz\u012bvi. Vai j\u016bs j\u016btat saciet\u0113\u0161anos un sarauk\u0161anos sav\u0101 iek\u0161ien\u0113? Vai j\u016bs varat sajust to fiziski vai varb\u016bt redz\u0113t kr\u0101su, kura asoci\u0113jas ar to?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u016bsos ir da\u013ca, kura ir \u013coti nogurusi un vairs nev\u0113las dz\u012bvot, jo vi\u0146a ir redz\u0113jusi un pieredz\u0113jusi p\u0101r\u0101k daudz s\u0101pju un c\u012b\u0146u. J\u016btiet \u0161\u012bs da\u013cas smagumu. Vai j\u016bs varat teikt tai \u201cj\u0101\u201d? Nem\u0113\u0123iniet to uzreiz main\u012bt, m\u0113\u0123iniet saprast, k\u0101 vi\u0146a ir&nbsp; radusies. Neviens apzin\u0101ti nesl\u0113dz sevi aiz nev\u0113l\u0113\u0161an\u0101s dz\u012bvot. Tas ir izmisuma akts, t\u0101 ir nezi\u0146a par to, ka ir cits ce\u013c\u0161 dz\u012bvot, tas atst\u0101j j\u016bs ar izsl\u0113g\u0161an\u0101s refleksu, ar atrau\u0161anos, ar \u201cn\u0113\u201d teik\u0161anu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Es neaicinu&nbsp;<em>tikai<\/em>&nbsp;teikt \u201cj\u0101\u201d visai tumsai j\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113: smagiem notikumiem, saslim\u0161an\u0101m, s\u0101p\u0113m, cie\u0161an\u0101m vai jebkam. Es aicinu j\u016bs teikt \u201cj\u0101\u201d&nbsp;<em>otrajai<\/em>&nbsp;tumsai, kura j\u016bsu iek\u0161ien\u0113 atsl\u0113dz j\u016bs no dz\u012bves s\u0101p\u012bgu notikumu&nbsp;<em>rezult\u0101t\u0101<\/em>, kura vairs nev\u0113las pieredz\u0113t dz\u012bvi un atsak\u0101s no t\u0101s. Un, lai aizsniegtos l\u012bdz \u0161ai da\u013cai j\u016bsos, jums ir j\u0101b\u016bt \u013coti maigiem, jo tur nav piem\u0113rojama neatlaid\u012bba un piespie\u0161ana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0101 ir Gaismas b\u016bt\u012bba, Gaisma, kura var iepl\u016bst tums\u0101. Gaisma var sasniegt katru st\u016br\u012bti, jo tai nepiem\u012bt spriedums. Vi\u0146a nesaka: \u201cAk, tas ir slikti, mums ir j\u0101salau\u017e \u0161\u012b aizst\u0101v\u012bba vai aizsprostojumi, jo gaismai ir&nbsp;<em>j\u0101pl\u016bst<\/em>&nbsp;cauri.\u201d Vi\u0146a nekad t\u0101 nesaka. Gaisma vienk\u0101r\u0161i saka: \u201cEs saprotu.\u201d Gaisma saka: \u201cTas jums ir \u013coti sare\u017e\u0123\u012bti, es to varu saredz\u0113t. Es varu redz\u0113t, k\u0101 j\u016bs esat saspringu\u0161i, k\u0101 j\u016bs esat nosl\u0113gu\u0161ies un k\u0101 \u0161\u012b nosl\u0113g\u0161an\u0101s galu gal\u0101 padara j\u016bs noguru\u0161us un iztuk\u0161otus.\u201d Gaisma ir maiga un pl\u016bsto\u0161a. Vi\u0146a var izprast dzi\u013c\u0101k\u0101s s\u0101pes un cie\u0161anas, un visciet\u0101ko cilv\u0113ka dv\u0113seli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Es atkal aicinu j\u016bs atv\u0113rties Gaismai. Ja j\u016bs nevarat atrast \u0161o v\u0113lmi sev\u012b, ja j\u016bs nej\u016btaties atv\u0113rti \u013caut aiziet \u201cn\u0113\u201d, tad \u013caujiet sev vienk\u0101r\u0161i b\u016bt, jo Gaisma \u0161eit ir vienm\u0113r. Vi\u0146a ir ar jums pat tik dzi\u013ca izmisuma br\u012b\u017eos, kad jums liekas, ka j\u016bsos Gaismas vairs nav. T\u0101 notiek \u0161ajos laikos un taj\u0101s situ\u0101cij\u0101s, kad j\u016bs esat piln\u012bgi zaud\u0113ju\u0161i saskari ar vi\u0146u un nekad vairs necerat vi\u0146u redz\u0113t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Faktiski Gaisma ir&nbsp;<em>j\u016bsos<\/em>, vi\u0146a pieder visam, kas ir. Viss visums un viss Rad\u012btas&nbsp;<em>ir<\/em>&nbsp;Gaisma. Viss ir piepild\u012bts ar Gaismu. Ziniet, ka vi\u0146a ir te un dod j\u016bsu tic\u012bbu dz\u012bvei. Tikl\u012bdz j\u016bs \u013caujat mazai tic\u012bbai un pa\u013c\u0101v\u012bbai ien\u0101kt j\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113, j\u016bs paverat durvis. J\u016bs zin\u0101t, ka pat vistum\u0161\u0101kaj\u0101 nakt\u012b j\u016bsu dv\u0113sele vienm\u0113r ir j\u016bsu tuvum\u0101 un sniedzas pie jums ar Gaismu un mierin\u0101jumu. Kaut ar\u012b \u0161\u012bs durvis ir pusvirus, Gaisma atrad\u012bs, kur atv\u0113rties. Jums nekas nav j\u0101dara, tikai j\u0101at\u013cauj tam notikt.&nbsp;<em>Gaisma ir ar jums, dz\u012bve ir ar jums<\/em>. Galu gal\u0101, j\u016bsu \u201dn\u0113\u201d dz\u012bvei nevar sevi uztur\u0113t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Es aicinu j\u016bs \u013cauties Gaismai, kur Gaisma noz\u012bm\u0113 teikt \u201cj\u0101\u201d ne tikai gr\u016bt\u012bb\u0101m j\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113, bet ar\u012b j\u016bsu probl\u0113mai pateikt \u201cj\u0101\u201d, j\u016bsu pretest\u012bbai dzi\u013c\u0101m emocij\u0101m, kas liek jums justies kailiem un neaizsarg\u0101tiem. K\u013c\u016bstiet atkal l\u012bdz\u012bgi b\u0113rnam. Dz\u012bvojiet!&nbsp;<em>Sakiet visam \u201cj\u0101\u201d<\/em>. Ieskaujiet sevi l\u012bdzj\u016bt\u012bb\u0101 un sapratn\u0113. To darot, j\u016bs padar\u0101t savu dz\u012bvi pl\u016bsto\u0161u,&nbsp;<em>un j\u016bs to varat izdar\u012bt!<\/em>&nbsp;Es redzu j\u016bsu sp\u0113ku. Katr\u0101 no jums ir apzi\u0146as liesma, spo\u017ea Gaismas liesma. Es esmu \u0161eit, lai jums to atg\u0101din\u0101tu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00a9 Pamela Kribbe<br><a href=\"http:\/\/www.jeshua.net\/\">www.jeshua.net<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tulkoja J\u0101nis Oppe<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pamelas \u010denelings ar Je\u0161ua Angliski tulkoju\u0161i Marija Baesa un Franks Tehans D\u0101rgie draugi, es esmu Je\u0161ua, vecs draugs, kur\u0161, daloties \u0161aj\u0101 p\u0113cpusdien\u0101 ar jums, vienk\u0101r\u0161i m\u012bl b\u016bt kop\u0101 m\u012blest\u012bbas un vienot\u012bbas ener\u0123ij\u0101. 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