{"id":380,"date":"2020-03-20T15:51:59","date_gmt":"2020-03-20T15:51:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jeshua.net\/lv\/wp\/?p=380"},"modified":"2020-03-20T15:51:59","modified_gmt":"2020-03-20T15:51:59","slug":"sakot-ardievas-cels-no-seram-uz-milestibu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jeshua.net\/lv\/raksti\/sakot-ardievas-cels-no-seram-uz-milestibu\/","title":{"rendered":"Sakot ardievas: ce\u013c\u0161 no s\u0113r\u0101m uz m\u012blest\u012bbu"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Gerits Gilens<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0101ve nav tikai ardievu teik\u0161ana un tikai skumjas.
Caur n\u0101vi j\u016bs ar\u012b vair\u0101k apzin\u0101ties m\u012blest\u012bbu pret otru un otra m\u012blest\u012bbu pret jums.
M\u012blest\u012bba nekad nemirst, m\u012blest\u012bba ir m\u016b\u017e\u012bga.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kad nomira mana m\u0101te 2019. gada j\u016bnij\u0101 95 gadu vecum\u0101, es uzrakst\u012bju \u0161os v\u0101rdus vi\u0146as piemi\u0146as kartei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vair\u0101kus gadus pirms savas n\u0101ves vi\u0146a s\u0101ka ciest no demences \u2013 procesa, kas paradoks\u0101l\u0101 k\u0101rt\u0101 tuvin\u0101ja m\u016bs. Vi\u0146a bija uzaugusi stingr\u0101, taisn\u0101 protestantu vid\u0113 un vienm\u0113r to n\u0113s\u0101ja sev\u012b. Tas mani kaitin\u0101ja, it \u012bpa\u0161i, kad biju b\u0113rns. K\u013c\u016bstot vec\u0101kai, vi\u0146a k\u013cuva arvien maig\u0101ka, un m\u0113s tuvin\u0101j\u0101mies viens otram. Vi\u0146as demence \u0161o procesu pa\u0101trin\u0101ja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es atceros, ka, vedot vi\u0146u pastaig\u0101, vi\u0146a man st\u0101st\u012bja, cik vi\u0146ai ir ne\u0113rti, ka vi\u0146a vairs nezina, kur\u0161 ir dz\u012bvs un kur\u0161 ne. Piem\u0113ram, vi\u0146a bie\u017ei dom\u0101ja, ka vi\u0146as vec\u0101ki joproj\u0101m ir dz\u012bvi. Es vi\u0146ai teicu, kas tas ir saprotams. Es paskaidroju, ka vi\u0146as vec\u0101ki patie\u0161\u0101m joproj\u0101m ir dz\u012bvi un gaida vi\u0146u. K\u013c\u016bstot vec\u0101kai, vi\u0146a non\u0101ca vi\u0146iem tuv\u0101k un s\u0101ka izjust vi\u0146u kl\u0101tb\u016btni. Tas, ko vi\u0146a izt\u0113loj\u0101s, faktiski bija paties\u012bba. Pateicoties demencei, vi\u0146a s\u0101ka atv\u0113rties \u0161\u0101d\u0101m dom\u0101m. \u0160aj\u0101 dz\u012bves p\u0113d\u0113j\u0101 posm\u0101 vi\u0146a var\u0113ja atlaist savus vecos, stingros priek\u0161status. Jauka, maiga sieviete, k\u0101da vi\u0146a bija sav\u0101 b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101, s\u0101ka izpausties arvien vair\u0101k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es nedaudz dz\u012bvo\u0161anu un mir\u0161anu sal\u012bdzinu ar k\u0101pura dz\u012bvi, kur\u0101 notiek vi\u0146a tap\u0161ana par tauri\u0146u. Visu m\u016b\u017eu j\u016bs esat k\u0101 k\u0101purs, j\u016bs r\u0101pojat apk\u0101rt un jums nav ne jausmas par tauri\u0146u, kas esat sav\u0101 b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101. P\u0113c tam j\u016bsu pasaule k\u013c\u016bst maz\u0101ka, pien\u0101k vecums, k\u0101purs p\u0101rv\u0113r\u0161as k\u016bni\u0146\u0101. Nav jauki, ja uzskat\u0101t, ka k\u016bni\u0146a \u2013 t\u0101s ir beigas, bet ir lieliski, ja zin\u0101t, ka k\u016bni\u0146\u0101 notiek p\u0101rveido\u0161an\u0101s par tauri\u0146u. Kad j\u016bs novecojat un varat tauri\u0146u sajust, jums ir laim\u012bgas vecumdienas, bet, ja j\u016btaties tikai mirsto\u0161s k\u0101purs, tad j\u016bs esat nelaim\u012bgs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sav\u0101 m\u0101t\u0113 es jutu, ka tauri\u0146\u0161 ir dzimis; m\u012blest\u012bba starp mums auga arvien liel\u0101ka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146a nomira pansion\u0101t\u0101, kur pavad\u012bja savas dz\u012bves p\u0113d\u0113jos gadus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neilgi pirms vi\u0146as atie\u0161anas no \u0137erme\u0146a man tika dots mirklis vienatn\u0113 ar vi\u0146u. Es vi\u0146u nosk\u016bpst\u012bju un teicu: \u201cKad m\u0113s atkal tiksimies, m\u016bsu starp\u0101 vald\u012bs m\u012blest\u012bba.\u201d Skumjas un m\u012blest\u012bba sag\u0101ja kop\u0101. Tagad starp mums viss ir labi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daudz ir rakst\u012bts par dz\u012bvi p\u0113c n\u0101ves. Lai kaut ko min\u0113tu, Pamela Kribe reiz veica skaistu \u010denelingu \u201cN\u0101ve un tas, kas aiz t\u0101s<\/a>\u201d. Un ar\u012b es pats par to uzrakst\u012bju \u201cP\u0113c n\u0101ves<\/a>\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160aj\u0101 rakst\u0101 es grib\u0113tu run\u0101t par palic\u0113jiem. K\u0101 mums attiekties pret tuvinieka n\u0101vi, ko dar\u012bt ar b\u0113d\u0101m, ar tuk\u0161umu, kas rodas m\u016bsu sird\u012bs p\u0113c tuvinieka n\u0101ves?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tic\u012bba dz\u012bvei p\u0113c n\u0101ves parasti \u012bsti nepal\u012bdz. J\u016bs nejut\u012bsiet maz\u0101k s\u0101pju un tuk\u0161uma nek\u0101 k\u0101ds ateists. J\u016bs bie\u017ei redzat, ka uztic\u012bgiem cilv\u0113kiem p\u0113c tuvinieka zaud\u0113juma ir \u013coti ierobe\u017eota attieksme pret savu tic\u012bbu. Vi\u0146i dusmojas uz Dievu un sp\u0113c\u012bgi apspie\u017e radu\u0161\u0101s \u0161aubas. Vai ar\u012b vi\u0146i apspie\u017e savas b\u0113das; galu gal\u0101 vi\u0146u tuvinieks atrodas debes\u012bs un ir laim\u012bgs, t\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146iem vajadz\u0113tu b\u016bt laim\u012bgiem. Un, kad vi\u0146i nav laim\u012bgi, vi\u0146i j\u016btas nepareizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vienk\u0101r\u0161i tic\u012bba, ka m\u012b\u013cotais dz\u012bvo t\u0101l\u0101k, nav risin\u0101jums. T\u0101ds nav ar\u012b ateista skaidrojums, ka otrs aizg\u0101jis uz visiem laikiem un ka ar\u012b \u0161\u012b br\u016bce nekad negrib\u0113s, nekad nevar\u0113s sadz\u012bt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Risin\u0101jums, kuram ticu es, ir sirds ce\u013c\u0161: pieredze, ka m\u012blest\u012bba ir realit\u0101te, kura p\u0101rsniedz laiku un telpu. Patiesi j\u016btiet un \u013caujieties m\u012blest\u012bbai. Piedz\u012bvojot, ka caur \u0161o m\u012blest\u012bbu otrs joproj\u0101m ir \u0161eit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0101pes no n\u0101ves<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0113s dz\u012bvojam div\u0101s pasaul\u0113s: \u0101r\u0113j\u0101 un iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101. Gandr\u012bz viss, ko m\u0113s m\u0101c\u0101mies skol\u0101, attiecas uz apk\u0101rt\u0113jo pasauli: tur notiek lietas; tur t\u0101s jums ir j\u0101dara. Tikl\u012bdz b\u0113rns iegrimst sav\u0101 iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 pasaul\u0113, no vi\u0146a tiek pras\u012bta uzman\u012bba. Grimt sap\u0146ot nav \u013cauts; vi\u0146am vai vi\u0146ai j\u0101klaus\u0101s stundas klas\u0113. T\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 m\u0113s sa\u0146emam uzst\u0101d\u012bjumu: svar\u012bga ir \u0101r\u0113j\u0101 pasaule, nevis iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0101 tikt gal\u0101 ar sav\u0101m j\u016bt\u0101m, ar skumj\u0101m, ar dusm\u0101m? K\u0101 attiekties pret citiem? K\u0101 jums sekm\u012bgi izmantot savu rado\u0161umu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mums tiek m\u0101c\u012bts atrast savu ce\u013cu apk\u0101rt\u0113j\u0101 pasaul\u0113, bet ne iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 pasaul\u0113 \u2013 nav \u0123eogr\u0101fijas stundu par m\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113jo pasauli, lai cik pla\u0161a t\u0101 neb\u016btu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0113s neuzzin\u0101m iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s pasaules un t\u0101tad ar\u012b sevis v\u0113rt\u012bbu. Paties\u012bb\u0101 daudzi no mums uzskata, ka \u0161\u012b iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 pasaule pat nav \u0101r\u0113j\u0101s pasaules da\u013ca, \u2013 ka m\u0113s esam m\u016bsu smadzenes. Tad izn\u0101k, ka visi \u0101r\u0113j\u0101s pasaules likumi attiecas ar\u012b uz iek\u0161\u0113jo pasauli; ja kaut kas vai k\u0101ds paz\u016bd no \u0101r\u0113j\u0101s pasaules, tad vi\u0146\u0161 paz\u016bd ar\u012b no iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s pasaules.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nav gr\u016bti saredz\u0113t, ka tas nesumm\u0113jas. Rakstot \u0161o, es klausos Allegri skaisto \u201cMiserere\u201d. Tas man rada lielu saj\u016btu, kas tas ir skaistums; skaistums, kuru es nekad nevar\u0113\u0161u atkl\u0101t, p\u0113tot k\u0101da cilv\u0113ka smadzenes. K\u0101ds, kur\u0161 piedzimis kurls, nekad nevar\u0113s uzzin\u0101t, ko noz\u012bm\u0113 dzird\u0113t, p\u0113tot smadzenes un ausis k\u0101dam, kur\u0161 ir dzird\u012bgs.  Cilv\u0113ka smadze\u0146u izp\u0113te nedod nek\u0101du ieskatu vi\u0146a iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 pasaul\u0113, un t\u0101p\u0113c iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 pasaule nav izskaidrojama, nov\u0113rojot \u0101r\u0113jo pasauli. \u0160\u012b iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 pasaule ir liela skaistuma avots; ne tikai m\u016bzik\u0101, bet ar\u012b literat\u016br\u0101, glezniec\u012bb\u0101, arhitekt\u016br\u0101, film\u0101s, sp\u0113l\u0113s utt. Tas viss izriet no cilv\u0113ka gara, un tas ir kaut kas cits: m\u012blest\u012bba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0113s varam bezgal\u012bgi p\u0113t\u012bt apk\u0101rt\u0113jo pasauli, dabas likumus, atomus, bet m\u012blest\u012bbu tur neatrad\u012bsim. M\u012blest\u012bba ir kaut kas no iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s pasaules. M\u012blest\u012bba sniedz piepild\u012bjumu, kad m\u0113s ar otra cilv\u0113ka iek\u0161\u0113jo pasauli savienojamies no m\u016bsu pa\u0161u iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s pasaules: tas ir visaptvero\u0161s savienojums no sirds uz sirdi. N\u0101ve ir tikai liela dr\u0101ma m\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113, kas liel\u0101 m\u0113r\u0101 izriet no fakta, ka savu iek\u0161\u0113jo pasauli m\u0113s atst\u0101jam nov\u0101rt\u0101. T\u0101p\u0113c ka dom\u0101jam, ka laika un telpas likumi attiecas ar\u012b uz m\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113jo pasauli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0101pes, ko izraisa n\u0101ve, rodas no p\u0101rliec\u012bbas, ka, ja cilv\u0113ks paz\u016bd no m\u016bsu \u0101r\u0113j\u0101s pasaules, tad vi\u0146\u0161 vai vi\u0146a ir piln\u012bgi aizg\u0101jis. L\u012bdztekus tam paz\u016bd ar\u012b iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 saikne \u2013 m\u012blest\u012bbas saikne starp diviem cilv\u0113kiem. M\u012b\u013cotais ne tikai izz\u016bd no m\u016bsu \u0101r\u0113j\u0101s pasaules, bet ar\u012b m\u016bsu iek\u0161ien\u0113 ir iedrag\u0101ts caurums.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u012bnoties ar zaud\u0113jumu: uzvara p\u0101r n\u0101vi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0101 m\u0113s varam dzied\u0113t \u0161ausm\u012bgo caurumu, kuru rada tuvinieka n\u0101ve?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1) Dodiet iesp\u0113ju cer\u012bb\u0101m<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja m\u0113s esam piln\u012bgi p\u0101rliecin\u0101ti, ka n\u0101ve ir beigas, ka pag\u0101tn\u0113 viss ir zaud\u0113ts uz visiem laikiem, tad l\u012bdz ar \u0161o domu m\u0113s izsl\u0113dzam jebkuru risin\u0101jumu. S\u0101pes m\u016bsos nekad nevar\u0113s izdzied\u0113ties, caurums nekad nepiepild\u012bsies. T\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 m\u0113s esam uzb\u016bv\u0113ju\u0161i aizsprostu starp caurumu m\u016bsos un dz\u012bvino\u0161u \u016bdeni, kur\u0161 v\u0113las iepl\u016bst: m\u012blest\u012bbas pl\u016bsmu no otra cilv\u0113ka, kur\u0161 joproj\u0101m ir \u0161eit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dziedin\u0101\u0161ana s\u0101kas, dodot iesp\u0113ju pozit\u012bvajam, cer\u012bb\u0101m. Ja mums dz\u012bv\u0113 ir j\u0101izv\u0113las starp negat\u012bvo un pozit\u012bvo un m\u0113s nezin\u0101m, kur\u0161 ir paties\u012bba, tad vienm\u0113r ir sapr\u0101t\u012bgi izv\u0113l\u0113ties pozit\u012bvo. Galu gal\u0101, izv\u0113loties negat\u012bvo, tas mums noteikti neko nedos, bet, izv\u0113loties pozit\u012bvo, tas var atnest kaut ko skaistu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kas \u0161aj\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 ir pozit\u012bvais?
Dzi\u013c\u0101kaj\u0101 l\u012bmen\u012b m\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 pasaule ir atdal\u012bta no laika un telpas, k\u0101dus m\u0113s tos redzam \u0101r\u0113j\u0101 pasaul\u0113. M\u0113s izj\u016btam laiku un telpu, bet iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 l\u012bmen\u012b m\u0113s ar to neaprobe\u017eojamies. M\u016b\u017e\u012bg\u0101 dz\u012bve nenoz\u012bm\u0113, ka j\u016bs bezgal\u012bgi ejat pa laika pl\u016bsmu, bet gan to, ka j\u016bsu dzi\u013c\u0101k\u0101, b\u016btisk\u0101k\u0101 da\u013ca nekad nav ieg\u0101jusi laika pl\u016bsm\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paraugieties spogul\u012b, redziet, k\u0101 main\u0101s j\u016bsu \u0137ermenis, vecums, tom\u0113r j\u016btiet, ka dzi\u013ci iek\u0161ien\u0113 j\u016bsos ir kaut kas nemain\u012bgs, kas vienm\u0113r paliek tas pats. Cer\u012bba rodas, ja dodat \u0161ai cer\u012bbai iesp\u0113ju \u2013 varb\u016bt t\u0101 ir taisn\u012bba, ka j\u016bsu \u0137ermenis noveco, bet j\u016bs ne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja paskat\u012bj\u0101ties spogul\u012b un pie\u0161\u0137\u012br\u0101t \u0161ai bezlaic\u012bbas saj\u016btai iesp\u0113ju, apsveriet \u0161\u0101du domu: m\u0113s nevaram nomirt, jo n\u0101ve ir kaut kas t\u0101ds, kas notiek laika pl\u016bsm\u0101, bet m\u0113s esam no laika neatkar\u012bgi.
Cer\u012bba ir tas, ka konstat\u0113jat \u2013 j\u016bs vairs neatsak\u0101ties no domas, ka varat b\u016bt miris.
J\u016bs esat br\u012bnums.
J\u016bs atrodat cer\u012bbu, vienk\u0101r\u0161i atsakoties dom\u0101t, ka j\u016bsu tuvinieks ir miris.
Vi\u0146a apzi\u0146a ir izg\u0101jusi no laika un telpas pl\u016bsmas, kur\u0101 j\u016bs joproj\u0101m eksist\u0113jat. M\u012blest\u012bba, kas pl\u016bst no sirds uz sirdi, joproj\u0101m past\u0101v \u2013 ja esat gatavi to sa\u0146emt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

2) Dodiet iesp\u0113ju m\u012blest\u012bbai<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Iepriek\u0161min\u0113t\u0101s domas, protams, ir abstraktas, ta\u010du dodiet t\u0101m iesp\u0113ju. Veiciet n\u0101kamo vingrin\u0101jumu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Iedom\u0101jieties, ka p\u0113c savas n\u0101ves esat pamodies cit\u0101 pasaul\u0113; j\u016bs j\u016btaties viegl\u0101ks un m\u012blest\u012bbas piepild\u012bts. Visas r\u016bpes, bailes un nastas ir izzudu\u0161as. J\u016bs j\u016btaties gai\u0161\u0101ks, br\u012bv\u0101ks un m\u012blest\u012bbas piepild\u012bts. J\u016bs dom\u0101jat par cilv\u0113kiem uz Zemes, kurus atst\u0101j\u0101t aiz sevis. J\u016bs j\u016btat vi\u0146us, redzat vi\u0146u r\u016bpes, redzat, cik sasieti vi\u0146i da\u017ereiz ir un iestr\u0113gu\u0161i idej\u0101s un aizspriedumos. J\u016bs redzat ar\u012b vi\u0146us c\u012bn\u0101mies, lai no tiem atbr\u012bvotos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bsu pa\u0161a zemes pl\u0101na r\u016bpju un bai\u013cu netrauc\u0113ts, j\u016bs p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i piepild\u0101ties ar m\u012blest\u012bbu un sapratni pret cilv\u0113kiem, kurus atst\u0101j\u0101t aiz sevis. J\u016bs bij\u0101t k\u0101purs; j\u016bs esat k\u013cuvis tauri\u0146\u0161. Visas bailes j\u016bsos ir rad\u012bju\u0161as telpu m\u012blest\u012bbai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs cen\u0161aties nos\u016bt\u012bt milz\u012bgo m\u012blest\u012bbu, ko j\u016btat iek\u0161ien\u0113, tiem, kas palika aiz jums. Diem\u017e\u0113l vi\u0146i diez vai ir atv\u0113rti. Vi\u0146i ir p\u0101r\u0101k iestr\u0113gu\u0161i sav\u0101s stingraj\u0101s idej\u0101s, s\u0101p\u0113s \u2013 un, iesp\u0113jams, skumj\u0101s par j\u016bsu aizie\u0161anu. Vi\u0146i ir p\u0101rliecin\u0101ti, ka j\u016bs tur vairs neesat, ka vi\u0146i vairs nav saklaus\u0101mi un saj\u016btami, un t\u0101d\u0113j\u0101di vi\u0146i ir piln\u012bgi sl\u0113gti j\u016bsu m\u012blest\u012bbai. Ir raid\u012bt\u0101js, j\u016bs, bet uztv\u0113r\u0113ji pa\u0161i ir izsl\u0113gu\u0161ies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kas vi\u0146iem j\u0101dara, lai atv\u0113rtu savas sirdis un sajustu lielo m\u012blest\u012bbu pret vi\u0146iem?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

3) Atveriet savu sirdi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad j\u016bs esat palic\u0113ju lom\u0101. Un miru\u0161ais, par kuru j\u016bs s\u0113rojat, ir p\u0101rv\u0113rties m\u012blest\u012bbas \u2013 m\u012blest\u012bbas pret jums \u2013 avot\u0101. K\u0101 j\u016bs varat atv\u0113rties \u0161ai m\u012blest\u012bbai? K\u0101 j\u016bs varat atv\u0113rt savu sirdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0101kumam: atverieties \u0161ai iesp\u0113jai. Ja nekas nenotiek, ja j\u016bs neko neman\u0101t, j\u016bs p\u0113c tam vienm\u0113r varat \u0161o iesp\u0113ju noraid\u012bt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0101tad j\u016bs esat atv\u0113rts iesp\u0113jai, ka miru\u0161ais jums ir m\u012blest\u012bbas avots. Bet \u0161ai m\u012blest\u012bbai ir vajadz\u012bgs ar\u012b uztv\u0113r\u0113js, kur\u0161 ir j\u0101noska\u0146o. \u0160is uztv\u0113r\u0113js ir j\u016bsu sirds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u012bkojieties \u0161\u0101di: dodieties uz savu sirdi, izsl\u0113dziet pr\u0101tu un saj\u016btiet savu sirdi. Izt\u0113lojieties miru\u0161o k\u0101 skaistu starojo\u0161u E\u0146\u0123eli \u2013 \u013coti starojo\u0161u, piln\u012bgi piepild\u012btu ar m\u012blest\u012bbu pret jums.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tad sakiet sev: es esmu gatavs sa\u0146emt \u0161o m\u012blest\u012bbu. Es j\u016btu, ka m\u016bsu m\u012blest\u012bbas saiknes p\u0101rsniedz n\u0101vi; sirds savienojums ir m\u016b\u017e\u012bgs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un tad j\u016btiet, k\u0101 s\u0101k pl\u016bst m\u012blest\u012bba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saj\u016btiet to sav\u0101 sird\u012b \u2013 j\u016bs neesat viens.
J\u016btieties m\u012blest\u012bbas avota ieskauts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u0146emiet un atdodiet.
P\u0101rejiet no savas \u0101r\u0113j\u0101s realit\u0101tes \u2013 kur past\u0101v n\u0101ve \u2013 uz iek\u0161\u0113jo realit\u0101ti, kur n\u0101ves nav, ir tikai m\u012blest\u012bba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tad padom\u0101jiet par sav\u0101m s\u0101p\u0113m, b\u0113d\u0101m \u2013 vis\u0101m j\u016bsu zemes pl\u0101na r\u016bp\u0113m. \u013baujiet tur maigi iepl\u016bst m\u012blest\u012bbai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Visbeidzot \u2013 sirds realit\u0101te.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daudzi cilv\u0113ki godina divus elkus: telpu un laiku. \u0160ie divi elki visu klasific\u0113 pa plaukti\u0146iem, nodro\u0161inot, ka viss k\u0101rt\u012bgi nodal\u012bts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160iem diviem elkiem ir b\u0113rns: n\u0101ve. Kad telpa un laiks ir visvareni, viss tiek sadal\u012bts, un agri vai v\u0113lu viss atdal\u0101s \u2013 vienot\u012bba ir il\u016bzija. N\u0101ve, atdal\u012b\u0161an\u0101s no \u0161\u0137ietam\u0101s vienot\u012bbas, vienm\u0113r uzvar. Cilv\u0113ki, kas intens\u012bvi m\u012bl, var uz visiem laikiem pazust m\u016b\u017e\u012bgaj\u0101 nakt\u012b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No zin\u0101tnes skatpunkta \u0161is t\u0101 saucamais ac\u012bmredzamais fakts jau sen ir novecojis. Laiks un telpa faktiski ir vienoti: telpas-laika kontinuum\u0101; \u0161is laiks-telpa nav virs visuma vienot\u012bbas, bet ir t\u0101 sast\u0101vda\u013ca. T\u0101p\u0113c t\u0101diem jaut\u0101jumiem, cik liels un vecs ir visums, nav j\u0113gas: visums nav kas t\u0101ds, kas past\u0101v laik\u0101 un telp\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gaisma st\u0101v atsevi\u0161\u0137i no laika un telpas. Visuma visa gaisma, ieskaitot pag\u0101tnes un n\u0101kotnes gaismu, ir vien\u0101 m\u016b\u017e\u012bg\u0101 tagadn\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja visums ir vienots, k\u0101p\u0113c lai m\u0113s b\u016btu atsevi\u0161\u0137i?
Pie\u0146emsim, ka dzi\u013ci sev\u012b m\u0113s st\u0101vam atsevi\u0161\u0137i no laika un telpas. To, ko \u0101r\u0113j\u0101 pasaul\u0113 sauc par gaismu, iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 pasaul\u0113 sauc par M\u012blest\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sirds realit\u0101te ir m\u016b\u017e\u012bgas m\u012blest\u012bbas paties\u012bba, un \u0161\u012bs m\u012blest\u012bbas avots ir tas, kas m\u0113s esam. Sirds realit\u0101te noz\u012bm\u0113 ar\u012b to, ka m\u0113s varam izv\u0113l\u0113ties piedzimt k\u0101 e\u0146\u0123elis visiem, no kuriem atvad\u012bj\u0101mies, kad dev\u0101mies uz citu valst\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Izt\u0113lojieties: katru reizi, kad k\u0101ds nomirst, m\u016bsos k\u0101da da\u013ca izgaismojas; katru reizi, kad k\u0101ds nomirst, m\u0113s j\u016btamies vair\u0101k m\u012bl\u0113ti. N\u0101ve nav m\u012blest\u012bbas beigas, bet gan m\u016b\u017e\u012bgas beznosac\u012bjuma m\u012blest\u012bbas mo\u0161an\u0101s. Kad m\u0113s mirstam, paz\u016bd m\u016bsu bailes un r\u016bpes, t\u0101 maz\u0101, nere\u0101l\u0101 pasaule, kuru atst\u0101jam aiz sevis, lai m\u016bsu patiesais Es var\u0113tu piedzimt k\u0101 mirdzo\u0161a m\u012blest\u012bbas zvaigzne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nesakiet ardievas, bet apskaujiet m\u016b\u017e\u012bgo m\u012blest\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a9 Gerrit Gielen<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Gerits Gilens N\u0101ve nav tikai ardievu teik\u0161ana un tikai skumjas.Caur n\u0101vi j\u016bs ar\u012b vair\u0101k apzin\u0101ties m\u012blest\u012bbu pret otru un otra m\u012blest\u012bbu pret jums.M\u012blest\u012bba nekad nemirst, m\u012blest\u012bba ir m\u016b\u017e\u012bga. Kad nomira mana m\u0101te 2019. gada j\u016bnij\u0101 95 gadu vecum\u0101, es uzrakst\u012bju \u0161os v\u0101rdus vi\u0146as piemi\u0146as kartei. Vair\u0101kus gadus pirms savas n\u0101ves vi\u0146a s\u0101ka ciest no…<\/p>\n

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