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Pamelas Kribes \u010denelings ar Je\u0161ua<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es esmu Je\u0161ua, es sveicu j\u016bs visus no savas sirds. J\u016btiet \u0161eit izplat\u012bto gaismu, t\u0101 pl\u016bst no j\u016bsu sird\u012bm. Es apskauju j\u016bsu gaismu sev\u012b, un tad t\u0101 atspogu\u013cojas atpaka\u013c j\u016bsos, lai j\u016bs zin\u0101tu, sajustu un atcer\u0113tos, kas j\u016bs esat: gaismas darbinieki, gaismas nes\u0113ji. Tas ir j\u016bsu augst\u0101kais m\u0113r\u0137is, j\u016bsu iedvesma \u2013 r\u0101d\u012bt visu gaismu no j\u016bsu sirds un dv\u0113seles \u0161eit uz Zemes. Saj\u016btiet \u0161o v\u0113lmi sev\u012b, vis\u0101s sav\u0101s \u0137erme\u0146a \u0161\u016bn\u0101s. J\u016bs esat \u0161eit, lai \u013cautu savai gaismai mirdz\u0113t, bez trauc\u0113jumiem, bez kauna vai vainas saj\u016btas. Dariet to, atveriet visas savas \u0137erme\u0146a \u0161\u016bnas un j\u016btiet gaismu sev\u012b \u2013 \u013caujiet tai starot!<\/em> Lai t\u0101 br\u012bvi pl\u016bst uz aug\u0161u no v\u0113dera, caur sirdi, kaklu, ac\u012bm. Gaisma gandr\u012bz liesmo, jo vi\u0146a to v\u0113las; tas ir gaismas raksturs \u2013 mirdz\u0113t k\u0101 saulei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs pietiekami ilgi esat aiztur\u0113ju\u0161i savu gaismu, un tagad ir laiks iet prom no kav\u0113jumiem, aiztures un pretest\u012bbas. K\u0101ds atvieglojums gan tas ir, ka jums ir at\u013cauts to dar\u012bt un to var izdar\u012bt; tam ir vajadz\u012bgs daudz sp\u0113ka, lai uztur\u0113tu \u0161o gaismu, kura v\u0113las starot no jums. Gaismas sl\u0113p\u0161ana jums prasa daudz p\u016b\u013cu un rada daudz stresa, un tas padara j\u016bs slimus un nom\u0101ktus, sar\u016bgtin\u0101tus un v\u012blu\u0161os. J\u016bs esat \u0161eit uz Zemes, lai uzklaus\u012btu savas dv\u0113seles aicin\u0101jumu, un tie\u0161i tas padar\u012bs j\u016bs br\u012bvus un laim\u012bgus. K\u0101p\u0113c tas \u0161\u0137iet tik gr\u016bti izdar\u0101ms? J\u016bs ar savu gaismu c\u012bn\u0101ties, pat s\u0113\u017eot \u0161eit. J\u016bs no t\u0101s baid\u0101ties, un bailes rada pretest\u012bbu, v\u0113lmi pasl\u0113pties un piel\u0101goties tam, kas, j\u016bsupr\u0101t, ir pien\u0101c\u012bgs un pareizs. Tas rada aizsardz\u012bbas sienas, kuras j\u016bs esat uzc\u0113lu\u0161i sev\u012b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016btiet tagad, ka dv\u0113sele j\u016bsu iek\u0161ien\u0113 ir stipr\u0101ka nek\u0101 jebkad agr\u0101k. J\u016bsu dv\u0113sele v\u0113las piedzimt uz Zemes, \u0161eit un tagad. J\u016btiet kv\u0113lojo\u0161o v\u0113lmi j\u016bsu dv\u0113sel\u0113 un prieku, kas to pavada. Uguns j\u016bsos nepaz\u012bst nek\u0101das \u0161aubas par sevi, t\u0101 ir aizraut\u012bbas p\u0101rpilna; t\u0101 uzliesmo un iedvesmo, t\u0101p\u0113c \u013caujiet tai tur b\u016bt. \u013baujiet ugunij, j\u016bsu dv\u0113seles gaismai, pl\u016bst caur jums. J\u016btiet, k\u0101 gaisma pace\u013cas ap jums, un uz\u0146emiet savu dv\u0113seli j\u016bsu \u0137ermen\u012b<\/em>. Ieelpojiet to, kas j\u016bs esat. J\u016bs nevienam neesat par\u0101d\u0101 attaisnojumu vai skaidrojumu tam, kas j\u016bs esat: \u201cTas ir tas, kas es esmu, \u0161\u012b ir mana b\u016bt\u012bba, mana b\u016btne.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ikvienam no jums dz\u012bves laik\u0101 tika tricin\u0101ta j\u016bsu p\u0101rliec\u012bbas strukt\u016bra. P\u0101rliec\u012bba: \u201cEsmu t\u0101ds; es esmu\u201d, kas j\u016btama bez \u0161aubu \u0113nas, tika saboj\u0101ta jums visiem. Da\u017eos gad\u012bjumos tas notika, pirms j\u016bs s\u0101k\u0101t savu pa\u0161reiz\u0113jo dz\u012bvi. Iesp\u0113jams, ka iepriek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s dz\u012bv\u0113s tika g\u016btas br\u016bces \u2013 gan gar\u012bgas, gan fiziskas \u2013, kas j\u016bs ietekm\u0113ja un aptum\u0161oja j\u016bsu sp\u0113ju just, kas j\u016bs esat, un j\u016bsu s\u0101kotn\u0113jo gaismu. Var ar\u012b b\u016bt, ka j\u016bs atcer\u0113j\u0101ties savu gaismu, kad piedzim\u0101t pa\u0161reiz\u0113j\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113, ta\u010du nesp\u0113j\u0101t \u0161o atmi\u0146u saglab\u0101t. J\u016bs ietekm\u0113ja j\u016bsu vide, kuru p\u0101rvald\u012bja bailes, dusmas, nedro\u0161\u012bba un \u0161aubas. Jums visiem ir paz\u012bstama saj\u016bta, ka esat pazaud\u0113ju\u0161i savu iek\u0161\u0113jo ce\u013cu, un tad j\u016bs mekl\u0113jat gaismu \u0101rpus sevis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tas ir praktiski katra b\u0113rna liktenis, jo, s\u0101kot dz\u012bvi uz Zemes, j\u016bs esat neaizsarg\u0101ti. Mazu\u013ca vecum\u0101 j\u016bs esat fiziski, k\u0101 ar\u012b emocion\u0101li ievainojami, t\u0101p\u0113c j\u016bs instinkt\u012bvi tiecaties nodibin\u0101t kontaktu ar savu vidi un pa\u013caujaties uz to; j\u016bs to dar\u0101t vair\u0101kos veidos. Da\u013ca no jums alkst m\u012blest\u012bbas siltumu k\u0101 siltu segu ap jums: t\u0101 ir p\u0101rliec\u012bba un dro\u0161\u012bba, p\u0113c kur\u0101m ilgojas katrs Zemes b\u0113rns. Bet j\u016bsu iek\u0161ien\u0113 var ar\u012b rasties dzi\u013cas bailes, kad j\u016bs atkal iemiesojaties uz Zemes, \u012bpa\u0161i, ja esat apgr\u016btin\u0101ti ar br\u016bc\u0113m un r\u0113t\u0101m no iepriek\u0161\u0113j\u0101m dz\u012bv\u0113m, t\u0101p\u0113c j\u016bs j\u016btat lielu vajadz\u012bbu b\u016bt lolotiem un p\u0101rliecin\u0101tiem jau no agras b\u0113rn\u012bbas. J\u016bs tiecaties pie apk\u0101rt\u0113jiem cilv\u0113kiem cer\u012bb\u0101 ieg\u016bt no vi\u0146iem gaismu un sp\u0113ku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ir v\u0113l viens veids, k\u0101 j\u016bs varat kontakt\u0113t ar apk\u0101rt\u0113jiem cilv\u0113kiem, un tas nav saist\u012bts ar v\u0113l\u0113\u0161anos sa\u0146emt, bet gan dot. J\u016bs, kas \u0161eit atrodaties, visi esat jut\u012bgas dv\u0113seles. J\u016bsu sird\u012b un gar\u0101 ir dzi\u013cums, un pat k\u0101 mazi b\u0113rni vai mazu\u013ci j\u016bs smalki uztv\u0113r\u0101t pasauli un apk\u0101rt\u0113jos cilv\u0113kus. Kam\u0113r j\u016bsu fizisk\u0101s smadzenes v\u0113l piln\u012bb\u0101 nebija att\u012bst\u012bju\u0161\u0101s, j\u016bsu jutek\u013ci jau t\u0101di bija. J\u016bsu sirds bija atv\u0113rta, un j\u016bs jut\u0101t m\u0101tes un t\u0113va s\u0101pes, k\u0101 ar\u012b negat\u012bvu ener\u0123iju j\u016bsu apk\u0101rtn\u0113. Kaut k\u0101d\u0101 m\u0113r\u0101, atceroties savu dv\u0113seles m\u0113r\u0137i, j\u016bs grib\u0113j\u0101t pal\u012bdz\u0113t vi\u0146iem dziedin\u0101ties un padar\u012bt vi\u0146u dz\u012bvi piem\u0113rotu, ienest harmoniju taj\u0101. J\u016bs v\u0113l\u0113j\u0101ties vec\u0101kiem pal\u012bdz\u0113t, r\u0101dot vi\u0146iem gaismu. J\u016bs joproj\u0101m bij\u0101t tik tuvu \u0161ai citai dimensijai, no kurienes atn\u0101c\u0101t j\u016bs un j\u016bsu dv\u0113sele, ka \u013coti sp\u0113c\u012bgi jut\u0101t \u0161o impulsu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gan ilgojoties p\u0113c lolo\u0161anas un apliecin\u0101juma, gan ar\u012b dzi\u013ca impulsa vad\u012bti dziedin\u0101t, rad\u012bt izpratni, v\u0113loties dot, j\u016bs varat pie\u0137erties apk\u0101rt\u0113jai pasaulei t\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101, ka t\u0101 var k\u013c\u016bt un varb\u016bt jau ir k\u013cuvusi \u013coti s\u0101p\u012bga. Uz \u0161\u012bs Zemes j\u016bs varat sevi zaud\u0113t, dodoties un v\u0113loties dziedin\u0101t apk\u0101rt\u0113jo pasauli, t\u0101pat k\u0101 j\u016bs varat ar\u012b sevi zaud\u0113t, r\u016bp\u0113joties un gaismojot uz \u0101rieni no sevis. \u0160\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101, agr\u012bni sevi zaud\u0113jot, j\u016bs v\u0113l piln\u012bb\u0101 neapzin\u0101ties, kas j\u016bs esat un k\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 j\u016bs izce\u013caties no apk\u0101rt\u0113j\u0101s pasaules. Pusaud\u017ea vecum\u0101, v\u0113loties dot un sa\u0146emt, j\u016bs non\u0101kat apmulsum\u0101 par sevi un par to, kas j\u016bs esat, un tad k\u013c\u016bstat atkar\u012bgi no apk\u0101rt\u0113j\u0101s pasaules. J\u016bs s\u0101kat do\u0161anu saist\u012bt ar sa\u0146em\u0161anu. J\u016bs cerat \u2013 ja j\u016bs nesavt\u012bgi dal\u012bsieties ar citiem, simpatiz\u0113jot un j\u016btot l\u012bdzj\u016bt\u012bbu pret citiem, mierinot un dziedinot vi\u0146us, tad j\u016bs ieg\u016bsiet p\u0101rliec\u012bbu un dro\u0161\u012bbu, p\u0113c kur\u0101m j\u016bs tik \u013coti ilgojaties, un tiks atpaz\u012bta j\u016bsu gaisma, kura j\u016bs paties\u012bb\u0101 esat pasaul\u0113, kura jums \u0161\u0137iet d\u012bvaina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Agr\u0101k vai v\u0113l\u0101k j\u016bs piedz\u012bvojat un atkl\u0101jat, ka \u0161\u0101da pieeja dz\u012bvei j\u016bs maldina. Un \u0161is atkl\u0101jums ir s\u0101p\u012bgs, jo j\u016bs da\u013c\u0113ji pild\u0101t dv\u0113seles misiju, daloties sav\u0101 gaism\u0101, v\u0113loties p\u0101rveidot negat\u012bvo ener\u0123iju harmonij\u0101. Neraugoties uz to \u2013, lai k\u013c\u016btu par patiesu, sevi apzino\u0161os gaismas darbinieku, tas no jums prasa atk\u0101pties no \u0161\u012bs piln\u012bgi vai da\u013c\u0113ji apzin\u0101t\u0101s do\u0161anas un sa\u0146em\u0161anas dinamikas, no v\u0113lmes starot gaismu un sp\u0113ku no sevis. Jums ir j\u0101atbr\u012bvojas no \u0161iem centieniem, lai patiesi s\u0101ktu mirdz\u0113t no savas b\u016bt\u012bbas, no sava dzi\u013cuma. Visa veida atkar\u012bbas no pasaules \u0101rpus jums galu gal\u0101 ved j\u016bs prom no dv\u0113seles. T\u0101tad \u2013 j\u016bsu ce\u013c\u0161 vispirms vedina j\u016bs pie\u0146emt savu vienatn\u012bbu, lai j\u016bs b\u016btu \u201cEs\u201d, pirms j\u016bs esat gatavs veidot saikni ar pasauli un apk\u0101rt\u0113jiem cilv\u0113kiem ar neatkar\u012bgu sp\u0113ku un m\u012blest\u012bbu. K\u0101 pieaugu\u0161ais, tikl\u012bdz j\u016bs uzs\u0101kat gar\u012bgu ce\u013cu, j\u016bs saskaraties ar senaj\u0101m bail\u0113m, kuras j\u016bt j\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113jais b\u0113rns, kur\u0161 mekl\u0113ja dro\u0161\u012bbu \u0101rpus sevis, un ar to<\/em>, k\u0101 j\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113jam b\u0113rnam dot to, kas vi\u0146am nepiecie\u0161ams. Un tas ir liels solis, uz kuru j\u016bs tiekat aicin\u0101ts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daudzi gaismas darbinieki ir p\u0101rsteigti, k\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146i tik bie\u017ei j\u016btas vientu\u013ci un nesaprasti no apk\u0101rt\u0113jo cilv\u0113ku puses \u2013 gan j\u016bsu dzimtaj\u0101 \u0123imen\u0113, gan v\u0113l\u0101k skol\u0101 un darb\u0101. \u201cK\u0101p\u0113c man ir \u0161\u012b at\u0161\u0137irt\u012bbas, atsve\u0161in\u0101t\u012bbas saj\u016bta?\u201d Un es jums saku, ka da\u013ca no j\u016bsu ce\u013ca, j\u016bsu dv\u0113seles ce\u013ca, iet caur dzi\u013cas vientul\u012bbas posmu. Tikai piedz\u012bvojot \u0161o vientul\u012bbu, j\u016bs var\u0113siet un grib\u0113siet atkl\u0101t, ka j\u016bsu uzdevums ir pa\u0161iem iedegt liesmu, gaismu sev\u012b. Vienatne ir k\u0101 tunelis, caur kuru j\u016bs ejat, \u2013 tas jums ir j\u0101iziet \u2013, lai patie\u0161\u0101m k\u013c\u016btu neatkar\u012bgi no pasaules. Doma ir sekojo\u0161a: b\u016bt pasaul\u0113, bet nepieder\u0113t pasaulei<\/em>. \u201cB\u016bt pasaul\u0113\u201d noz\u012bm\u0113, ka j\u016bs ietekm\u0113 pras\u012bbas, kas rodas no \u0101rpuses, piem\u0113ram, tikt atz\u012btiem un akcept\u0113tiem vai ne, b\u016bt veiksm\u012bgiem vai ne. \u0160\u012b \u201cpieder\u012bba pasaulei\u201d ved j\u016bs prom no j\u016bsu dv\u0113seles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0101p\u0113c es aicinu j\u016bs velt\u012bt laiku, lai piln\u012bb\u0101 par\u016bp\u0113tos par sevi. Izt\u0113lojieties, ka j\u016bs izstarojat gaismu, par kuru es run\u0101ju iepriek\u0161, gaismu, kura tik \u013coti v\u0113las starot un ir apgr\u016btin\u0101ta ar j\u016bsu dzi\u013c\u0101kaj\u0101m bail\u0113m un vajadz\u012bbas p\u0113c dro\u0161\u012bbas un p\u0101rliec\u012bbas. Nepiecie\u0161ams apsk\u0101viens, piln\u012bgi ap\u0146emot to ar j\u016bsu dv\u0113seles un sirds siltumu. Pa\u0146emiet j\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113jo b\u0113rnu kl\u0113p\u012b vai sird\u012b. J\u016btiet, ka vi\u0146\u0161 nes s\u0101pju, zaud\u0113jumu, bai\u013cu br\u016bces un r\u0113tas, ta\u010du j\u016btiet ar\u012b savu lielo gaismu un to, ka t\u0101 sp\u0113j b\u0113rnu piln\u012bb\u0101 piepild\u012bt, \u2013 izdariet to<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160is b\u0113rns tik ilgi ir gaid\u012bjis j\u016bs<\/em>. Kad j\u016bs savu iek\u0161\u0113jo b\u0113rnu barojat ar savu gaismu \u2013 \u0161eit uz Zemes \u2013, j\u016bs dziedin\u0101t vec\u0101s traumas no pag\u0101tnes un rad\u0101t neatkar\u012bbu. Un, to darot, j\u016btiet zem k\u0101j\u0101m M\u0101tes Zemes atbalsto\u0161o, sp\u0113c\u012bgo ener\u0123iju. Vi\u0146a v\u0113las j\u016bs \u0146emt sav\u0101 kl\u0113p\u012b; j\u016bs esat laipni gaid\u012bti \u0161eit, uz Zemes. \u013baujiet gaismai pl\u016bst caur jums un savienot ar Zemi, kam\u0113r j\u016bs dzi\u013ci sev\u012b lolojat iek\u0161\u0113jo b\u0113rnu, sniedzot to, kas vi\u0146am nepiecie\u0161ams. \u013baujiet gaismai pl\u016bst caur j\u016bsu k\u0101j\u0101m un j\u016btiet, k\u0101 M\u0101te Zeme apsveic j\u016bs, \u0161eit<\/em> un tagad<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paldies jums.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a9 Pamela Kribbe<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

No ang\u013cu valodas tulkoju\u0161i Marija Baesa (Maria Baes)<\/em> un Franks Tehans (Frank Tehan)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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