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Pamelas Kribes \u010denelings ar Mariju Magdal\u0113nu<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0101rgie draugi, es esmu Marija Magdal\u0113na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es esmu j\u016bsu vid\u016b, net\u0101lu no jums, bet \u013coti, \u013coti tuvu, tuv\u0101k, nek\u0101 var b\u016bt kop\u0101 divi \u0137erme\u0146i \u2013 es esmu j\u016bsu sird\u012b. Es j\u016btu j\u016bsu s\u0101pes un gar\u012bgo izmisumu, ko t\u0101s izraisa. J\u016bs esat dzi\u013ci ievainoti, jo \u0161aj\u0101 laik\u0101 j\u016bs daudz ko atlai\u017eat un daudz ko integr\u0113jat. S\u0101pes rodas tik dzi\u013ci, ka reiz\u0113m t\u0101s p\u0101r\u0146em j\u016bs un ievaino.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016btiet s\u0101pju dzi\u013cumu, bet nebaidieties. T\u0101s sak\u0146ojas pag\u0101tn\u0113, kaut ar\u012b bie\u017ei j\u016bs t\u0101s j\u016btat tikai da\u013c\u0113ji. T\u0101s ir bailes patiesi dz\u012bvot no sava avota, no t\u0101, kas j\u016bs esat dv\u0113seles l\u012bmen\u012b. T\u0101s ir bailes tikt noraid\u012btiem; bailes, ka nevar\u0113siet \u0161aj\u0101 realit\u0101t\u0113 b\u016bt pa\u0161i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016btiet ar\u012b sav\u0101 b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101 v\u0113lmi p\u0113c laimes, v\u0113lmi p\u0113c vienot\u012bbas un saiknes; ilgas p\u0113c kop\u012bbas, p\u0113c M\u0101j\u0101m. J\u016btiet \u0161o<\/em> ilgu dzi\u013cumu. Lai ar\u012b tas sag\u0101d\u0101 s\u0101pes, kaut ar\u012b j\u016bs piedz\u012bvojat vientul\u012bbu un savrup\u012bbu, j\u016bsu v\u0113lmju un s\u0101pju dzi\u013cums kaut ko pasaka par j\u016bsu dv\u0113seles varen\u012bbu. J\u016bsu dv\u0113sele nenomierin\u0101sies, kam\u0113r neb\u016bsiet atkl\u0101ju\u0161i visu ne\u012bsto un atlaidu\u0161i to. J\u016bs esat t\u012bri sav\u0101 b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101, t\u0101p\u0113c jums b\u016bs j\u0101iet cauri visa veida il\u016bzij\u0101m, kuras \u0161\u012b pasaule uzskata par paties\u0101m, un j\u0101atsak\u0101s no t\u0101m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs mekl\u0113jat m\u012blest\u012bbu. Dz\u012bves laik\u0101 j\u016bs mekl\u0113jat m\u012blest\u012bbu un attiec\u012bbas, s\u0101kot ar vec\u0101kiem un v\u0113l\u0101k ar vienaud\u017eiem, k\u0101 ar\u012b ar panteri vai m\u012b\u013coto cilv\u0113ku; ta\u010du j\u016bs atrodat daudz probl\u0113mu. J\u016bs gan otr\u0101 cilv\u0113k\u0101, gan sev\u012b atrodat milz\u012bgu bezsp\u0113c\u012bbu, s\u0101pes un at\u0161\u0137irt\u012bbu, kas var rasties attiec\u012bb\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Darb\u0101 un rado\u0161uma jom\u0101 j\u016bs k\u0101 t\u012bra dv\u0113sele v\u0113laties izpausties no sirds, atdot sevi piln\u012bb\u0101, un \u0161\u012b v\u0113lme izriet no pa\u0161as dv\u0113seles b\u016bt\u012bbas. Dv\u0113sele ir k\u0101 starojo\u0161a zvaigzne: vi\u0146a v\u0113las mirdz\u0113t<\/em>. No ener\u0123ijas avota, no kura vi\u0146a n\u0101k, no m\u016b\u017e\u012bgi rado\u0161\u0101 kodola, dv\u0113sele v\u0113las rad\u012bt, piedz\u012bvot un starot, dal\u012bties sev\u012b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160aj\u0101 starojum\u0101 un sevis do\u0161an\u0101 dv\u0113sele piedz\u012bvo ar\u012b s\u0101pes, tumsu un negat\u012bvismu, un t\u0101d\u0101s reiz\u0113s dv\u0113seles stari tiek kav\u0113ti. Dv\u0113seles gaisma var piln\u012bgi nodzist pretest\u012bbas, zaud\u0113tas drosmes un s\u0101pju d\u0113\u013c. Tom\u0113r tas nav nepareizi. T\u0101d\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 dv\u0113sele integr\u0113 sev\u012b savu gaismu, savu apzi\u0146u, un tas ved pie transform\u0101cijas procesa, al\u0137\u012bmijas formas. No turienes dv\u0113sele izpau\u017eas ar jaunu sparu un izl\u012bst pasaul\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs visus ir \u201cinfic\u0113jis\u201d \u0161is al\u0137\u012bmiskais process, kur\u0101 j\u016bs p\u0101rveidojat \u0161\u012bs dz\u012bves, k\u0101 ar\u012b iepriek\u0161\u0113jo dz\u012bvju pieredzi. Un tas ir intens\u012bvs process, kur\u0161 prasa cent\u012bbu un galvenok\u0101rt tic\u012bbu sev. Neuztraucieties par apk\u0101rt\u0113j\u0101s pasaules t\u0113liem, gaid\u0101m un ide\u0101liem. Daudzu t\u0101du ide\u0101lu un ener\u0123iju pamat\u0101 joproj\u0101m ir bailes, izdz\u012bvo\u0161anas instinkts un nepamatotas idejas par attiec\u012bb\u0101m un rado\u0161umu. Ziniet, ka \u0161is ir dzi\u013cu p\u0101rmai\u0146u laiks, kur\u0161 prasa \u0101rk\u0101rt\u012bgu j\u016bsu b\u016btnes, j\u016bsu apzi\u0146as koncentr\u0113\u0161anos. Tas prasa \u0101rk\u0101rt\u012bgu koncentr\u0113\u0161anos uz to, kas j\u016bs esat savos dzi\u013cumos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es aicinu j\u016bs tagad piev\u0113rst savu uzman\u012bbu, apzi\u0146u savam \u0137ermenim. \u013baujiet elpai mier\u012bgi iepl\u016bst v\u0113der\u0101. Saj\u016btiet v\u0113deru no iek\u0161ienes; j\u016btiet miera un klusuma centru, kur\u0161 tur atrodas. Tas ir kodols bez emocij\u0101m, \u013coti iezem\u0113ts un vienots ar visu cilv\u0113cisko \u0161eit uz Zemes. Tas caur apzi\u0146u caurstr\u0101vo j\u016bsu cilv\u0113c\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160obr\u012bd saj\u016btiet savu dv\u0113seli v\u0113der\u0101. Saj\u016btiet sp\u0113c\u012bgo apzi\u0146u, kura dz\u012bvo j\u016bsos, to da\u013cu, kura daudzk\u0101rt ir bijusi \u0161eit uz Zemes. \u0160\u012b da\u013ca ir cieta un sp\u0113c\u012bga k\u0101 klints, kura pak\u013cauta visiem sezon\u0101lajiem faktoriem: lietum, v\u0113trai, aukstumam un karstai saulei. Saj\u016btiet sp\u0113ka kodolu \u0161aj\u0101 klint\u012b, kas atrodas j\u016bsu v\u0113dera dzi\u013cumos. Tas ir j\u016bsu pamats, un tas nes gan Zemes, gan j\u016bsu dv\u0113seles, gan Saules un Kosmosa ener\u0123iju \u2013 \u0161eit<\/em> t\u0101s apvienojas. \u013baujiet \u0161\u012bs klints ener\u0123ijai pl\u016bst caur j\u016bsu aug\u0161stilbiem, ce\u013cgaliem, l\u012bdz pat p\u0113d\u0101m. J\u016btieties iezem\u0113ti, tikpat stipri k\u0101 senais kalns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja j\u016bs esat sens kalns, j\u016bsu laika izj\u016bta ir \u013coti at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bga; cilv\u0113ka m\u016b\u017es ir \u013coti \u012bss, tikpat \u012bss k\u0101 viens elpas vilciens. Iedom\u0101jieties, ka j\u016bs esat \u0161is kalns<\/em>. J\u016bs j\u016btat pla\u0161\u0101s debesis virs sevis un uztverat apk\u0101rt\u0113jo dz\u012bvi: putnus, dz\u012bvniekus, z\u0101li, kokus un dz\u012bv\u012bbas ener\u0123iju izstarojo\u0161os ziedus. J\u016bs j\u016btat, ka augstu v\u0113rt\u0113jat dz\u012bvi uz Zemes. J\u016bs redzat, ka j\u016bsu sird\u012b ir m\u012blest\u012bba pret Zemi un visu, kas \u0161eit dz\u012bvo. J\u016bs nolai\u017eaties l\u012bdz \u0161\u012b kalna pamatnei un j\u016btat, cik vecs esat. J\u016bs j\u016btat, cik daudz kas ir atn\u0101cis un aizg\u0101jis, bet j\u016bs joproj\u0101m st\u0101vat stingri. J\u016bs esat absorb\u0113jis neskait\u0101mus p\u0101rdz\u012bvojumus un j\u016btat, k\u0101d\u0101 dzi\u013c\u0101 l\u012bmen\u012b ir b\u016btne j\u016bsos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uz br\u012bdi izveidojiet savienojumu ar Zemi. J\u016bs j\u016btat vi\u0146as sp\u0113ku un m\u012blo\u0161o, g\u0101d\u012bgo izpratni. Kam\u0113r j\u016bs esat \u0161is kalns, j\u016bsu izpratne pl\u016bst p\u0101r Zemi. Nav \u012bstas robe\u017eas starp jums un vi\u0146u. J\u016bs esat atsl\u0101bin\u0101jies un zin\u0101t, ka esat da\u013ca no visa, kaut ar\u012b j\u016bsu cilv\u0113ka pr\u0101ts nevar aptvert \u201ck\u0101\u201d un \u201cko\u201d. J\u016bs esat intens\u012bvi saist\u012bts ar visu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad izt\u0113lojieties, ka \u0161aj\u0101 dzi\u013caj\u0101, iezem\u0113taj\u0101 apzi\u0146\u0101 j\u016bs satiekat sevi k\u0101 cilv\u0113ku. J\u016bs joproj\u0101m esat tas kalns, t\u0101 klints, kura nes sp\u0113ku. J\u016bs redzat sevi t\u0101du, k\u0101ds \u0161obr\u012bd esat, ierodoties k\u0101 cilv\u0113ks. \u0160is cilv\u0113ks aps\u0113\u017eas uz jums, klints, kalna. Tagad saj\u016btiet sevis k\u0101 cilv\u0113ka ener\u0123iju. J\u016btiet, cik darb\u012bga un \u0101tra ir j\u016bsu ener\u0123ija sal\u012bdzin\u0101jum\u0101 ar kalna ener\u0123iju. K\u0101 j\u016bs, cilv\u0113ks, j\u016btaties, sastopoties ar \u0161o kluso Zemes ener\u0123iju? Vai j\u016btat \u0161aubas vai bailes sev\u012b? Vai varb\u016bt dusmas vai skumjas? Sa\u0146emiet sev\u012b siltumu no kalna, un \u013caujiet, lai tas ir j\u016bsu iezem\u0113jums, pamats. Tas ir tas, kas jums nepiecie\u0161ams, lai uz Zemes justos k\u0101 m\u0101j\u0101s: zin\u0101t, ka esat saist\u012bts ar \u0161o veselumu un ka \u0161is veselums j\u016bs atbalsta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Izt\u0113lojieties, ka j\u016bs k\u0101 cilv\u0113ks esat izstiepies, apgu\u013coties uz \u0161\u012bs klints, un j\u016btaties atbalst\u012bts. J\u016bs saprotat, ka paties\u012bb\u0101 nav par ko uztraukties. Cilv\u0113ka pr\u0101tam tas izklaus\u0101s traki, bet paties\u012bb\u0101 j\u016bsos un ap jums ir galvenie sp\u0113ki, kurus j\u016bs ar savu pr\u0101tu nevarat kontrol\u0113t. Ziniet, ka \u0161ie sp\u0113ki ir labv\u0113l\u012bgi<\/em>. Lai ar\u012b tie j\u016bs ieved t\u0101d\u0101s pieredz\u0113s, kas ir \u013coti intens\u012bvas un reiz\u0113m s\u0101p\u012bgas, tom\u0113r Zemes, Saules un Kosmosa sp\u0113ki, kas apvienojas j\u016bsos, p\u0113c savas b\u016bt\u012bbas ir labi, labv\u0113l\u012bgi un v\u0113rsti uz izaugsmi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad piln\u012bb\u0101 atlaidiet cilv\u0113ku pasauli, visus \u0161os soci\u0101los ide\u0101lus un standartus, un j\u016btieties pie dabas k\u0101 m\u0101j\u0101s. \u013baujiet ener\u0123ijai pl\u016bst prom no galvas un no v\u0113dera savienojieties ar M\u0101ti Zemi. Izt\u0113lojieties, ka M\u0101te Zeme tagad ir j\u016bsu v\u0113der\u0101; j\u016bs vi\u0146u tagad redzat k\u0101 sievieti, sievietes form\u0101. Vienk\u0101r\u0161i paraugieties uz vi\u0146as seju, ieskatieties vi\u0146as ac\u012bs un pal\u016bdziet vi\u0146ai nos\u016bt\u012bt jums \u012bsu un sp\u0113c\u012bgu zi\u0146u. Sa\u0146emiet to, ko vi\u0146a v\u0113las pateikt, v\u0101rdos, att\u0113l\u0101 vai k\u0101 saj\u016btu, un \u013caujiet tam darboties sev\u012b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs esat \u0161eit uz Zemes, lai realiz\u0113tu savu Es, savu dv\u0113seli. Nekas, ko j\u016bs dar\u0101t, nav nepareizs; katra pieredze ir da\u013ca no j\u016bsu ce\u013ca. Nirstiet dzi\u013c\u0101k sev\u012b un nebaidieties. J\u016bs atgriez\u012bsieties m\u0101j\u0101s un atkl\u0101siet sev\u012b arvien jaunus, arvien dzi\u013c\u0101kus sp\u0113kus. Dz\u012bve ir laba<\/em>. \u0160is ir transform\u0101cijas laiks uz Zemes. Jo vair\u0101k j\u016bs sev tic\u0113siet un jo vair\u0101k jut\u012bsiet ap jums eso\u0161os Zemes un Saules, un Kosmosa sp\u0113kus, jo liel\u0101ku dz\u012bves prieku j\u016bs piedz\u012bvosiet. Tas nenoz\u012bm\u0113, ka probl\u0113mas un pieredze, pat nepat\u012bkama, vairs nepar\u0101d\u012bsies. Bet caur iek\u0161\u0113ju mieru un tic\u012bbu sev viss tiek apmirdz\u0113ts ar prieku, un tas ir tas, kas jums nepiecie\u0161ams. Tas ir tas, kas vajadz\u012bgs Zemei un cilv\u0113cei: vair\u0101k maiguma, vair\u0101k atlai\u0161anas. Dz\u012bve v\u0113las j\u016bs piepild\u012bt, v\u0113las pastiept roku. Pa\u0146emiet to<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paldies par j\u016bsu uzman\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a9 Pamela Kribbe<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

No ang\u013cu valodas tulkoju\u0161i Marija Baesa (Maria Baes)<\/em> un Franks Tehans (Frank Tehan)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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