{"id":533,"date":"2022-01-05T12:38:28","date_gmt":"2022-01-05T12:38:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jeshua.net\/lv\/?p=533"},"modified":"2022-01-05T12:38:28","modified_gmt":"2022-01-05T12:38:28","slug":"klut-par-sevi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jeshua.net\/lv\/raksti\/klut-par-sevi\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u013c\u016bt par sevi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong><em>Gerits Gilens<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u013c\u016bt par sevi: k\u0101p\u0113c tas ir tik gr\u016bti? Dz\u012bvot no sevis; starot no sevis; b\u016bt pa\u0161am \u2013 k\u0101 to dar\u012bt?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0101kum\u0101: tu uzaugi \u0161aj\u0101 pasaul\u0113, ieg\u016bstot priek\u0161statu, k\u0101di ir cilv\u0113ki. Un \u0161is t\u0113ls tev tika sniegts caur trad\u012bcij\u0101m, taviem vec\u0101kiem, literat\u016bru un reli\u0123iju utt. Tu biji \u0161o ideju ielenkts, un tu t\u0101s internaliz\u0113ji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kas tas ir par t\u0113lu? Ka tu neesi \u012bsti labs vai skaists k\u0101 cilv\u0113ks. To da\u017ereiz sauc par glaz\u016bras teoriju: tas, ko m\u0113s saucam par civiliz\u0101ciju, ir \u0101r\u0113jais sl\u0101nis. Visi m\u016bsu sabiedr\u012bbas noteikumi, visi likumi, gar\u012bgie priek\u0161raksti un t\u0101 t\u0101l\u0101k ir nepiecie\u0161ami, lai cilv\u0113ks kaut cik piekl\u0101j\u012bgi uzvestos. Bez \u0161iem noteikumiem cilv\u0113ks ir savt\u012bgs dz\u012bvnieks, kur\u0161 dom\u0101 tikai par sevi. <em>\u201cHomo homini lupus est\u201d<\/em> ir labi zin\u0101ms lat\u012b\u0146u sak\u0101mv\u0101rds: \u201cCilv\u0113ks cilv\u0113kam vilks\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Daudzi ir internaliz\u0113ju\u0161i \u0161o t\u0113lu. Ta\u010du stingra noteikumu iev\u0113ro\u0161ana noved pie visu veidu j\u016btu un tieksmju apspie\u0161anas un kopum\u0101 ieg\u016bst izkrop\u013cotu raksturu. Tas, ka tu nesp\u0113j vai nevari sev \u013caut izpausties, izraisa dusmas, p\u0101rest\u012bbas un vil\u0161an\u0101s saj\u016btu vis\u0101s sf\u0113r\u0101s. T\u0101 rezult\u0101t\u0101 cilv\u0113ki patie\u0161\u0101m s\u0101k tic\u0113t, ka vi\u0146i ir slikti, un t\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 sist\u0113ma sevi uztur. T\u0101tad priek\u0161stats par sevi, ko esam pieradu\u0161i internaliz\u0113t: iev\u0113rojot noteikumus, tu vari izskat\u012bties labs, bet b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101 tu neesi labs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kad tev ir t\u0101ds priek\u0161stats par sevi, ko tu dar\u012bsi? L\u016bk, tad tu dom\u0101: \u201cMan nevajadz\u0113tu sevi par\u0101d\u012bt, jo mana paties\u0101 b\u016bt\u012bba ir slikta. Man ir j\u0101piel\u0101gojas. Man ir j\u0101apspie\u017e sava daba. Doma, ka tev nav \u013cauts b\u016bt pa\u0161am, ka tev sevi ir j\u0101apspie\u017e, jo paties\u012bb\u0101 tu neesi labs, ir \u013coti dzi\u013ca. Viss aug\u0161anas, izgl\u012bto\u0161an\u0101s un k\u013c\u016b\u0161anas par pieaugu\u0161o process paties\u012bb\u0101 ir v\u0113rsts uz, l\u016bk, ko: lai tu apspiestu savu dabu, b\u0113rnu sev\u012b, jo \u0161\u012b daba ir savt\u012bga un nekontrol\u0113jama, un t\u0101 ir j\u0101apspie\u017e, ir j\u0101veido. Un piel\u0101goties un m\u0101c\u012bties pieska\u0146oties \u2013 tas ir labi. Ja galu gal\u0101 tu to iev\u0113rosi, tu b\u016bsi veiksm\u012bgs pieaugu\u0161ais.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0160\u012b ideja ir pretrun\u0101 visam, ko mums m\u0101ca gar\u012bgums. Gar\u012bgums noz\u012bm\u0113 uzman\u012bbu tam, kas ir cilv\u0113k\u0101. Svar\u012bgi ir tas, kas ir iek\u0161ien\u0113. Tav\u0101 iek\u0161ien\u0113 ir kaut kas \u013coti skaists, kaut kas \u013coti t\u012brs un labs, ko var ieraudz\u012bt, ko var pie\u0146emt, it \u012bpa\u0161i tu pats. D\u0113\u013c apm\u0101c\u012bbas, ko tu izg\u0101ji, parasti vajag daudz laika, lai to pie\u0146emtu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Apsver sekojo\u0161o. Tu ieraugi kaut ko skaistu: ziedu, zvaigznes, jauku ainavu. Vai ar\u012b dzirdi skaistu m\u016bziku. Tu skaties vai klausies un dom\u0101: cik tas ir skaisti. Saproti: skaistums, ko tu piedz\u012bvo, raugoties uz ziedu, ir tev\u012b. Ja \u0161\u012b skaistuma tev\u012b neb\u016btu, tu nevar\u0113tu to baud\u012bt \u0101rpus sevis. Dz\u012bvnieks, kur\u0161 skat\u0101s uz ziedu, piem\u0113ram, suns, neizj\u016bt skaistumu. Suns tikai kaut ko ierauga un dom\u0101: vai es varu to \u0113st, j\u0101, n\u0113; p\u0113c k\u0101 tas smar\u017eo? Un tas ar\u012b viss. Skaistuma piedz\u012bvo\u0161ana ir iesp\u0113jama tikai t\u0101p\u0113c, ka \u0161is skaistums jau ir tev\u012b: tu esi tas skaistums. Un no \u0161\u012bs skaistuma pieredzes rodas dzi\u013ca mijiedarb\u012bba. Br\u012bd\u012b, kad tu j\u016bti, ka Zeme, j\u016bra, daba ir skaista, vai izbaudi dz\u012bvnieka kl\u0101tb\u016btni, tu kaut ko sniedz. Zieds, uz kuru raug\u0101s, apzin\u0101s savu skaistumu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Redz\u0113t un piedz\u012bvot skaistumu noz\u012bm\u0113 dal\u012bties sav\u0101 skaistum\u0101. Uztvert skaisto un izstarot t\u0101 apzi\u0146u ir rad\u012b\u0161anas akts. Br\u012bd\u012b, kad tev pieskaras kaut kas skaists, tu radi. T\u0101tad viss skaistais, ko tu redzi, jau ir tev\u012b. Ko tas noz\u012bm\u0113? Tas vienk\u0101r\u0161i noz\u012bm\u0113, ka tu esi skaists iek\u0161\u0113ji. Katrs cilv\u0113ks piedzimst ar skaistuma, paties\u012bbas, labest\u012bbas saj\u016btu. Tas viss n\u0101k no t\u0101, ko es saucu par dv\u0113seli: cilv\u0113ka dv\u0113seli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bet, ja tev \u0161\u0137iet, ka esi iek\u0161\u0113ji slikts, ka tev sevi ir j\u0101apspie\u017e, ka tu nevari izcelties, ko tu dari? Tu apspied savu dv\u0113seli. Pati ideja, ka cilv\u0113ks iek\u0161\u0113ji ir slikts, noved pie t\u0101, ka dv\u0113sele tiek apspiesta un nesp\u0113j izpausties \u0161aj\u0101 pasaul\u0113. K\u0101das tam ir sekas? Ka cilv\u0113ce neplaukst, ka cilv\u0113ce nedz\u012bvo no dv\u0113seles, bet no bail\u0113m. Un ko tu dari, kad tev ir bail: tu v\u0113lies kontrol\u0113t dz\u012bvi, kontrol\u0113t cilv\u0113kus un situ\u0101cijas, tu v\u0113lies sp\u0113l\u0113t bosu. Tas ir tas, kas notiek ar pasauli. Cilv\u0113ce ir boss. M\u0113s dz\u012bvojam laik\u0101, ko sauc par \u201cantropoc\u0113nu\u201d: laik\u0101, kad cilv\u0113ki aiz\u0146em nesam\u0113r\u012bgi lielu \u0161\u012bs pasaules da\u013cu un dz\u012bvnieki un augi tiek atspiesti arvien t\u0101l\u0101k. Tas visu pak\u013cauj spiedienam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Neraugoties uz visu, kas cilv\u0113kam pieder, vis\u0101m vi\u0146a lielaj\u0101m pils\u0113t\u0101m, nozar\u0113m un tehnolo\u0123ij\u0101m, cilv\u0113ks nav laim\u012bgs. K\u0101p\u0113c nav? Jo vi\u0146\u0161 dom\u0101, ka ir slikts. Iek\u0161\u0113ji vi\u0146\u0161 sev netic. Vi\u0146\u0161 skrien t\u0101l\u0101k, turpina b\u016bv\u0113t, iekaro pasauli. Vi\u0146\u0161 apspie\u017e un izjauc dabu un \u0161o plan\u0113tu. T\u0101p\u0113c ir tik svar\u012bgi, lai cilv\u0113ki pav\u0113rstos uz iek\u0161ieni, pateiktu sev \u201cj\u0101\u201d un p\u0101rst\u0101tu sevi v\u0113rt\u0113t. Sakot sev \u201cj\u0101\u201d, piln\u012bgi pie\u0146emot sevi, tu atlaid bailes, un s\u0101k pl\u016bst m\u012blest\u012bba. Tu atkal piedz\u012bvo savu skaistumu, savu paties\u012bbas saj\u016btu, kas izpau\u017eas intu\u012bcij\u0101 un zin\u0101\u0161an\u0101, kas ir pareizi. Tad tu dz\u012bvo un darbojies no sirds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Atlaid bailes, ka neesi labs, atlaid sevi piln\u012bb\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Beidz apspiest sevi, esi tu pats. <em>K\u013c\u016bsti par sevi pa\u0161u<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tas s\u0101kas ar v\u0113r\u0161anos uz iek\u0161ieni, jo tur ir vieta, kur tu atrodies. Tu neesi apk\u0101rt\u0113j\u0101 pasaul\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tu neesi tava automa\u0161\u012bna, tava m\u0101ja, tavas attiec\u012bbas vai tavs darbs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013 Tu esi tu pats.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00a9 <strong>Gerrit Gielen<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No holandie\u0161u valodas ang\u013cu valod\u0101 tulkoju\u0161i Gerits Gilens <em>(Gerrit Gielen)<\/em> un Franks Tehans <em>(Frank Tehan)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-wp-embed is-provider-the-jeshua-channelings wp-block-embed-the-jeshua-channelings\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"4LjeeZ6utv\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.jeshua.net\/articles\/by-gerrit\/becoming-yourself\/\">Becoming Yourself<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" style=\"position: absolute; clip: rect(1px, 1px, 1px, 1px);\" title=\"&#8220;Becoming Yourself&#8221; &#8212; The Jeshua Channelings\" src=\"https:\/\/www.jeshua.net\/articles\/by-gerrit\/becoming-yourself\/embed\/#?secret=ejDs4BPjcj#?secret=4LjeeZ6utv\" data-secret=\"4LjeeZ6utv\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\"><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Tulkoja J\u0101nis Oppe<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gerits Gilens K\u013c\u016bt par sevi: k\u0101p\u0113c tas ir tik gr\u016bti? Dz\u012bvot no sevis; starot no sevis; b\u016bt pa\u0161am \u2013 k\u0101 to dar\u012bt? S\u0101kum\u0101: tu uzaugi \u0161aj\u0101 pasaul\u0113, ieg\u016bstot priek\u0161statu, k\u0101di ir cilv\u0113ki. Un \u0161is t\u0113ls tev tika sniegts caur trad\u012bcij\u0101m, taviem vec\u0101kiem, literat\u016bru un reli\u0123iju utt. 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