{"id":558,"date":"2022-09-16T20:12:01","date_gmt":"2022-09-16T20:12:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jeshua.net\/lv\/?p=558"},"modified":"2022-09-16T20:12:01","modified_gmt":"2022-09-16T20:12:01","slug":"apzinieties-savu-vientulibu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jeshua.net\/lv\/cenelingi\/riti-ar-jesua\/apzinieties-savu-vientulibu\/","title":{"rendered":"Apzinieties savu vientul\u012bbu"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Pamelas Kribes \u010denelings ar Je\u0161ua<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0101rgie draugi,
es esmu Je\u0161ua. Es sveicu j\u016bs visus no klusuma un m\u012blest\u012bbas oke\u0101na. \u0160is neredzamais oke\u0101ns nodro\u0161ina, ka viss j\u016bsu pasaul\u0113 ir caurcaur\u0113m savienots. Neredzams gobel\u0113ns, ener\u0123ijas t\u012bkls, kur\u0161 savieno visu ar visu un atbalsta visu. Apzi\u0146a, kuru j\u016bs mekl\u0113jat un kurai j\u016bs piederat, nav saist\u012bta ar laiku un telpu. Vi\u0146a ar\u012b nav kaut kur citur, ne aiz, ne virs Zemes. Vi\u0146a ir daudz tuv\u0101k, ta\u010du taj\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 j\u016bs vienm\u0113r esat no\u0161\u0137irti no vi\u0146as, jo j\u016bs esat ierauti saj\u016btu pasaul\u0113, fiziskaj\u0101 pasaul\u0113, cilv\u0113ku bals\u012bs un ska\u0146\u0101s un apk\u0101rt\u0113j\u0101 sabiedr\u012bb\u0101. Un t\u0101s balsis, kuras j\u016bs dzirdat, n\u0101k ne tikai caur j\u016bsu aus\u012bm, t\u0101s n\u0101k ar\u012b no j\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s telpas. \u0160\u012bs balsis ir piepild\u012bju\u0161as \u0161o telpu, j\u016bsu apzi\u0146u ar saturu: dom\u0101m un uzskatiem, kas nav br\u012bvi no bail\u0113m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bsu apzi\u0146a ir liel\u0101 m\u0113r\u0101 piepild\u012bta ar ietekmi no \u0101rpuses, un \u0161\u012b ietekme n\u0101k no pag\u0101tnes un ir balst\u012bta uz bail\u0113m. \u0160eit ir visu veidu bailes: ba\u017eas par izdz\u012bvo\u0161anu, bailes no s\u0101p\u0113m un vardarb\u012bbas, k\u0101 ar\u012b bailes no noraid\u012bjuma, at\u0161\u0137irt\u012bbas un vientul\u012bbas. T\u0101tad j\u016bs redzat, ka vienot\u012bbas un m\u012blest\u012bbas oke\u0101na vid\u016b j\u016bs esat iestr\u0113gu\u0161i neliel\u0101 bai\u013cu sal\u0101 un ieslodz\u012bti vecos uzskatos, vienlaikus neapzinoties vienot\u012bbu, kas j\u016bs atbalsta. Apzinieties, ka esat sala; apzinies savu vientul\u012bbu. Ikvien\u0101 cilv\u0113k\u0101 dz\u012bvo \u0161\u012bs vientul\u012bbas, vienatnes un at\u0161\u0137irt\u012bbas s\u0101pes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad piln\u012bgi apzin\u0101ti pasauksim \u0161o vientul\u012bbu un neb\u0113gsim no t\u0101s. Neblo\u0137\u0113jiet to, dodieties taisni pie t\u0101s<\/em>. P\u0113c br\u012b\u017ea j\u016bs var\u0113tu paman\u012bt, ka j\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s acs priek\u0161\u0101 par\u0101d\u0101s kaut kas vai k\u0101ds, kas atspogu\u013co \u0161o vientul\u012bbu j\u016bsos: cilv\u0113ka vai dz\u012bvnieka fig\u016bra vai dabas att\u0113ls. Paraugieties uz to, kas atspogu\u013co j\u016bsu vientul\u012bbu, saj\u016btu, ka neesat saist\u012bti ar veselumu, saj\u016btu, ka jums ir j\u0101taust\u0101s pa tumsu. Lai \u0161\u012b vientul\u012bba k\u013c\u016bst liel\u0101ka, un ar\u012b bailes, kas n\u0101k kop\u0101 ar to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Visdzi\u013c\u0101k\u0101s bailes katr\u0101 cilv\u0113k\u0101 galu gal\u0101 ir tikt pamestam: atstumtam no visa, atraid\u012btam no Visuma t\u0113va-m\u0101tes un atgr\u016bstam no sevis pa\u0161a. Tas liek jums justies t\u0101, it k\u0101 jums tr\u016bktu sk\u0101bek\u013ca, ka j\u016bsu elpa ir elsojo\u0161a, gar\u012bgi, protams. J\u016bsu dz\u012bves elpa jums \u0161\u0137iet apr\u0101vusies, ja esat atdal\u012bti no \u0161\u012bs saiknes ar veselumu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0101p\u0113c es aicinu j\u016bs apzin\u0101ties \u0161o vientul\u012bbu? Jo tas ir kaut kas, kas jums j\u0101dara!<\/em> Ja j\u016bs joproj\u0101m neiev\u0113rojat savas visdzi\u013c\u0101k\u0101s s\u0101pes, j\u016bs iek\u0161\u0113ji sastingstat. J\u016bs mekl\u0113jat \u0101rpus sevis pa\u0146\u0113mienus, k\u0101 padar\u012bt \u0161\u012bs s\u0101pes pacie\u0161amas, t\u0101 viet\u0101, lai mekl\u0113tu patieso saikni ar Visuma sirdi \u2013 to, k\u0101 da\u013ca j\u016bs esat, kop\u0101 ar savu dv\u0113seli, kop\u0101 ar saviem dv\u0113seles radiniekiem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160\u012bs iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s saiknes viet\u0101 j\u016bs parasti mekl\u0113jat virspus\u0113jas, \u0101r\u0113jas izklaides. Lai aizpild\u012btu savu iek\u0161\u0113jo tuk\u0161umu, j\u016bs mekl\u0113jat pan\u0101kumus darba jom\u0101 vai cen\u0161aties ieg\u016bt soci\u0101lo cie\u0146u, un t\u0101d\u0113j\u0101di j\u016bs t\u0113r\u0113jat sevi. Un, neatkar\u012bgi no t\u0101, vai j\u016bs to dar\u0101t caur attiec\u012bb\u0101m, amb\u012bcij\u0101m, sap\u0146iem vai v\u0113lm\u0113m, paties\u0101 probl\u0113ma, satrauco\u0161\u0101 probl\u0113ma vienm\u0113r paliek otraj\u0101 pl\u0101n\u0101: saiknes zudums ar to, kas ir svar\u012bg\u0101kais, ar Avotu<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es l\u016bdzu j\u016bs tagad atlaist tos, kas \u0161\u0137iet k\u0101 risin\u0101jumi, un t\u0101 viet\u0101 doties uz savas vientul\u012bbas dzi\u013cumu. Saprotiet, ka, ieejot \u0161aj\u0101 vientul\u012bb\u0101 ar visu savu uzman\u012bbu un apzi\u0146u, j\u016bs vairs neesat vieni tums\u0101 \u2013 apzi\u0146a nes gaismu<\/em>. Ja esat piln\u012bb\u0101 un patiesi kl\u0101teso\u0161i pie savas vientul\u012bbas, j\u016bs apzin\u0101sieties, ka divas izstieptas rokas gaida, lai j\u016bs uz\u0146emtu. T\u0101 ir pati dz\u012bve, kas j\u016bs uz\u0146em un atgrie\u017e j\u016bsu izcelsm\u0113, pie j\u016bsu Avota.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Piln\u012bb\u0101 apzinieties, ka, sperot \u0161o soli, j\u016bs redzat ne tikai savas person\u012bg\u0101s skumjas, bet ar\u012b aci pret aci saskaraties ar cilv\u0113ces kop\u0113jo likteni. Saiknes tr\u016bkums, at\u0161\u0137irt\u012bba un vientul\u012bba ir visdzi\u013c\u0101k\u0101s s\u0101pes visos cilv\u0113kos. J\u016bs varat izlas\u012bt \u0161\u012bs s\u0101pes apk\u0101rt\u0113jo sej\u0101s un ac\u012bs, un jums pat nav j\u0101skat\u0101s \u013coti dzi\u013ci, lai to redz\u0113tu. Lai k\u0101 cilv\u0113ki dz\u012bvotu savu dz\u012bvi, vi\u0146os vienm\u0113r ir vientul\u012bbas saj\u016bta. T\u0101s ir pasaules skumjas; t\u0101 ir atsve\u0161in\u0101ta no visb\u016btisk\u0101k\u0101: pieder\u012bbas, m\u0101ju saj\u016btas, j\u0113gpilnas saiknes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs, kas to dzirdat, esat aicin\u0101ti atgriezt \u0161o saikni pasaul\u0113, cilv\u0113ku vid\u016b. Un j\u016bs to dar\u0101t, raugoties tie\u0161i uz tumsu sev\u012b un sa\u0146emot to ar atv\u0113rtu sirdi. T\u0101d\u0113j\u0101di j\u016bs k\u013c\u016bstat par v\u0101rtiem citiem, par ce\u013cu, kas pal\u012bdz vi\u0146iem cauri savai vientul\u012bbai iet uz vi\u0146u pa\u0161u gaismu. Izt\u0113lojieties tagad, ka e\u0146\u0123e\u013ca sp\u0101rni ir apviju\u0161ies ap j\u016bsu pleciem. Saikne ar Vienoto, dz\u012bv\u012bbas un Kosmosa siltumu ir \u013coti cie\u0161a; t\u0101 nekad nav stiepusies t\u0101lu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tom\u0113r j\u016bsu sabiedr\u012bba ir atdal\u012bjusies no \u0161\u012bs s\u0101kotn\u0113j\u0101s ener\u0123ijas, atdal\u012bjusies no \u0161\u012bs saiknes, virzoties pret\u0113j\u0101 virzien\u0101, un \u0161\u012bs darb\u012bbas rezult\u0101t\u0101 ir iemantojusi lielu sp\u0113ku. Sp\u0113ks vienm\u0113r ved pie atdal\u012b\u0161an\u0101s, p\u0101r\u0101kuma saj\u016btas, kas liek jums dom\u0101t, ka esat augst\u0101k\u0101 st\u0101vokl\u012b nek\u0101 citi cilv\u0113ki, un tas rada at\u0161\u0137irt\u012bbas saj\u016btu un iek\u0161\u0113ju tuk\u0161umu sev\u012b. Ja j\u016btaties augst\u0101k par otru cilv\u0113ku, kad jums ir vara p\u0101r vi\u0146u vien\u0101 vai otr\u0101 veid\u0101, j\u016bs saraujat saikni ar vi\u0146u. J\u016bs atrodaties konflikt\u0101, konkurenc\u0113, kas p\u0113c tam k\u013c\u016bst par tiek\u0161anos domin\u0113t un izvair\u012bties no domin\u0113\u0161anas no citu puses. Jebkur\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 tas noved pie tuk\u0161uma, kas galu gal\u0101 k\u013c\u016bst nepanesams.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pie varas eso\u0161ie cen\u0161as ieg\u016bt v\u0113l liel\u0101ku varu. Un j\u016bs varat to dar\u012bt \u013coti ilgi, bet galu gal\u0101 neviens nevar dz\u012bvot bez patiesas m\u012blest\u012bbas un saiknes. Pasaule joproj\u0101m ir varas gr\u0101bien\u0101 un alk\u0101s, kas izraisa milz\u012bgas cie\u0161anas, s\u0101pes un skumjas. Diem\u017e\u0113l atpaka\u013cce\u013cu nav viegli atrast. Galu gal\u0101, kad sabiedr\u012bba \u013coti ilgu laiku ir bijusi varas un bezsp\u0113c\u012bbas var\u0101, patiesa izpratne par to, kas ir m\u012blest\u012bba, ko \u012bsti noz\u012bm\u0113 saikne \u2013 m\u012blest\u012bba bez manipul\u0101cij\u0101m, saikne bez atkar\u012bbas un konfliktiem<\/em> \u2013 ir zudusi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160ai pasaulei un ikvienam \u0161aj\u0101 pasaul\u0113 visvair\u0101k ir vajadz\u012bga t\u012bras m\u012blest\u012bbas ener\u0123ija. Ta\u010du \u0161o m\u012blest\u012bbu jums ir gr\u016bti pie\u0146emt, jo laika gait\u0101 j\u016bs esat apmald\u012bju\u0161ies sava dom\u0101\u0161anas, grib\u0113\u0161anas un r\u012bc\u012bbas veida d\u0113\u013c, kas ir aizg\u0101jis nepareiz\u0101 virzien\u0101. T\u0101p\u0113c es l\u016bdzu j\u016bs b\u016bt l\u012bdzj\u016bt\u012bgiem pret sevi un sav\u0101m s\u0101p\u0113m un saprast, ka t\u0101s nav tikai j\u016bsu person\u012bg\u0101s s\u0101pes, ar kur\u0101m j\u016bs saskaraties, bet ar\u012b kolekt\u012bvas \u2013 cilv\u0113ces s\u0101pes. Ja j\u016bs to aptverat, tad lab\u0101k saprotat, kas ir uz sp\u0113les: tas, ko j\u016bs dar\u0101t, ir svar\u012bgs visam<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vai j\u016bs uzdro\u0161in\u0101ties skat\u012bties uz savu iek\u0161\u0113jo tumsu ar savas apzi\u0146as gaismu? T\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 j\u016bs lau\u017eat kolekt\u012bv\u0101s apzi\u0146as modeli. P\u0113c tam j\u016bs atgriez\u012bsities pie t\u0101, kas k\u0101dreiz bija pirmatn\u0113js un dabiski saist\u012bts ar kopumu un balst\u012bja to. Ejot savu ce\u013cu, j\u016bs ne tikai veidojat sevi, bet ar\u012b rad\u0101t ener\u0123\u0113tisku atveri citu cilv\u0113ku apzi\u0146ai un k\u013c\u016bstat vi\u0146iem par celmlau\u017eiem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uztveriet sevi nopietni, j\u016bs esat gaismas un apzi\u0146as nes\u0113ji. Saj\u016btiet e\u0146\u0123e\u013cu rokas sev apk\u0101rt; saj\u016btiet M\u0101ju, Avota ener\u0123iju. Ja j\u016bs to piln\u012bb\u0101 apzin\u0101ties, j\u016bs varat viegl\u0101k saprast apk\u0101rt\u0113jo pasauli un redz\u0113t lietas perspekt\u012bv\u0101. J\u016bs redzat apk\u0101rt\u0113jo pasauli t\u0101du, k\u0101da t\u0101 ir, un taj\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 dz\u012bvojat no savas dv\u0113seles un sirds. J\u016bs vairs neiesiet l\u012bdzi varas un atkar\u012bbas ener\u0123ij\u0101m un atlaid\u012bsit c\u012b\u0146u ar pag\u0101tni. Tad j\u016bs b\u016bsiet br\u012bvi, un j\u016bsu br\u012bv\u012bba kalpos cilv\u0113cei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liels paldies par j\u016bsu uzman\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je\u0161ua<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a9 Pamela Kribbe<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ang\u013cu valod\u0101 tulkoju\u0161i Maria Baesa (Maria Baes)<\/em> un Franks Tehans (Frank Tehan)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Become Aware of Your Loneliness<\/a><\/blockquote>