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Pamelas Kribes \u010denelings ar Je\u0161ua<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0101rgie m\u012b\u013cie draugi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

es esmu ar jums; es esmu j\u016bsu draugs, Je\u0161ua. Es esmu l\u012bdz\u012bgi dom\u0101jo\u0161s, t\u0101pat k\u0101 j\u016bs, es esmu ce\u013c\u0101 uz liel\u0101ku apzi\u0146u, uz liel\u0101ku m\u012blest\u012bbu un liel\u0101ku atdo\u0161anos, un t\u0101p\u0113c ar\u012b es esmu uz ce\u013ca, t\u0101pat k\u0101 j\u016bs visi. Apzi\u0146as izaugsmei nav gala. Pati apzi\u0146a ir bezgal\u012bga, t\u0101pat ar\u012b iesp\u0113jas piedz\u012bvot, augt un ieiet arvien augst\u0101kos apzi\u0146as l\u012bme\u0146os. \u0160is process rada prieku Rad\u012b\u0161anas Dej\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u013ca no dz\u012bves ir jaunu iesp\u0113ju un ar to saist\u012bt\u0101 rado\u0161uma izp\u0113te; tieksme uz jauno, uz izaugsmi un papla\u0161in\u0101\u0161anos. Viss, kas dz\u012bvo, att\u012bst\u0101s. G\u016bstiet prieku no \u0161\u012bs att\u012bst\u012bbas; prieks ir t\u0101s dabiskais st\u0101voklis. Tom\u0113r uz Zemes cilv\u0113ki cen\u0161as ierobe\u017eot dz\u012bv\u012bbu sev\u012b; vi\u0146i neuzticas main\u012bgajai dz\u012bves pl\u016bsmai. Cilv\u0113c\u0113, t\u0101s kolekt\u012bvaj\u0101 apzi\u0146\u0101 ir tendence neuztic\u0113ties \u0161ai dz\u012bves pl\u016bsmai, tai piem\u012bto\u0161ajai tieksmei uz izaugsmi un papla\u0161in\u0101\u0161anos. Past\u0101v v\u0113lme visu kontrol\u0113t ar pr\u0101tu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160odien m\u0113s apsprie\u017eam sp\u0113ku, ien\u0101k\u0161anu sav\u0101 sp\u0113k\u0101 un to, ko tas noz\u012bm\u0113. Cilv\u0113ka att\u012bst\u012bb\u0101 sp\u0113ks jeb stingr\u012bba identific\u0113jas ar pr\u0101ta un dom\u0101\u0161anas izmanto\u0161anu, un t\u0101 ir liela k\u013c\u016bda. Dz\u012bves kontrole, manipul\u0113\u0161ana, p\u0101rvald\u012b\u0161ana ar pr\u0101ta, intelekta pal\u012bdz\u012bbu ir k\u013cuvusi par varas defin\u012bciju. Paskatoties sev apk\u0101rt, j\u016bs varat redz\u0113t, cik daudz m\u0113s zin\u0101m un varam ra\u017eot. Visur var redz\u0113t m\u016bsu prasmes un to, k\u0101 m\u0113s pat varam manipul\u0113t ar cilv\u0113ka \u0137ermeni. Ja j\u016bs l\u016bgtu cilv\u0113cei nor\u0101d\u012bt uz t\u0101s augst\u0101ko sp\u0113ka izpausmi, liel\u0101ko sasniegumu, t\u0101 nor\u0101d\u012btu uz tehnolo\u0123isk\u0101 progresa aug\u013ciem, kas b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101 ietver sp\u0113ku p\u0101rveidot dabu un pa\u0161u dz\u012bvi saska\u0146\u0101 ar m\u016bsu priek\u0161statu par to, k\u0101 liet\u0101m vajadz\u0113tu norit\u0113t, un p\u0113c tam t\u0101s kontrol\u0113t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bet d\u012bvain\u0101 k\u0101rt\u0101, kad j\u016bs to dar\u0101t, j\u016bs iz\u0146emat no dz\u012bves \u201cdz\u012bv\u012bbu\u201d. J\u016bs to nogalin\u0101t, lai var\u0113tu to sak\u0101rtot un p\u0101rstruktur\u0113t atbilsto\u0161i saviem priek\u0161statiem \u2013 j\u016bsu pr\u0101ta priek\u0161statiem. B\u016bt\u012bb\u0101 \u0161\u012b tieksme uz dz\u012bves sak\u0101rto\u0161anu un struktur\u0113\u0161anu ir dzimusi no bail\u0113m. T\u0101s ir bailes neuzdr\u012bkst\u0113ties virz\u012bties l\u012bdzi lielaj\u0101m dz\u012bves kust\u012bb\u0101m, kas saist\u012btas ar gadalaiku mai\u0146u, ar dzim\u0161anu un n\u0101vi, b\u0113rna aug\u0161anu, seksualit\u0101tes uzplauk\u0161anu, deju starp v\u012brieti un sievieti. Visi rado\u0161ie sp\u0113ki, ko izpau\u017e m\u0101kslinieks vai m\u0101te, kura audzina b\u0113rnus, viss, ko dara cilv\u0113ki, izriet no dzi\u013cas iek\u0161\u0113jas iedvesmas un rado\u0161uma pl\u016bsmas, ko nevar satvert, aptvert vai saprast tikai ar pr\u0101tu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u012as\u0101k sakot, ir noticis tas, ka doma ir nost\u0101d\u012bta augst\u0101k par autentisku saj\u016btu. Ar autentisku saj\u016btu es dom\u0101ju seko\u0161anu savai iedvesmai, seko\u0161anu dz\u012bves straumei, t\u0101s dabiskajai att\u012bst\u012bt\u012bbai. Past\u0101v mald\u012bgs priek\u0161stats par to, ko noz\u012bm\u0113 sp\u0113ks. Sp\u0113ks parasti tiek defin\u0113ts k\u0101 \u201cvara p\u0101r\u201d, lai sp\u0113tu visu p\u0101rvald\u012bt v\u012bri\u0161\u0137\u0101 veid\u0101, un tas nav sp\u0113ks \u0161\u012b v\u0101rda \u012bstaj\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113. Patiess sp\u0113ks noz\u012bm\u0113 virz\u012bbu l\u012bdzi dz\u012bves straumei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u016bdzu, paturiet pr\u0101t\u0101, ka j\u016bsu dv\u0113sele ir dz\u012bves atspulgs, dievi\u0161\u0137\u0101 Avota izpausme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja j\u016bs redzat Dz\u012bvi, ar lielo D, k\u0101 straumi, kas caurstr\u0101vo visu un ir kl\u0101teso\u0161a it vis\u0101 \u2013 Dz\u012bvi, kas ir kust\u012bb\u0101, aug un veido robe\u017eas; kas virz\u0101s no nediferenc\u0113t\u0101 uz diferenc\u0113to \u2013 tad dv\u0113sele ir t\u0101 Dz\u012bves da\u013ca, kas pieder jums. Dv\u0113sele ir unik\u0101la un jums piedero\u0161a, un tur j\u016bs esat M\u0101j\u0101s; dv\u0113sele ir j\u016bsu Dz\u012bves da\u013ca. J\u016bsu dv\u0113sele tiek uz\u0146emta \u0161aj\u0101 lielaj\u0101 straum\u0113 un nest\u0101v atsevi\u0161\u0137i no t\u0101s; vi\u0146a ir da\u013ca no veseluma. Tom\u0113r j\u016bsu dv\u0113sele ir unik\u0101la, at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bga b\u016btne, kas padara j\u016bs par to, kas j\u016bs esat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dv\u0113sele v\u0113las sevi att\u012bst\u012bt t\u0101pat, k\u0101 att\u012bst\u0101s dz\u012bve, zin\u0101t un saprast sevi. Un jo \u012bpa\u0161i dv\u0113sele v\u0113las piedz\u012bvot l\u012bdz dzi\u013cumam visas j\u016btas, kas vi\u0146ai j\u0101sastop. Dv\u0113sele nav izv\u0113l\u012bga un v\u0113las gan tumsu, gan gaismu. Dv\u0113sele ir \u013coti zin\u0101tk\u0101ra un v\u0113las uzzin\u0101t, piedz\u012bvot un non\u0101kt pie sapratnes, t\u0101p\u0113c katra konkr\u0113ta dv\u0113sele sav\u0101 dz\u012bves ce\u013c\u0101 vienm\u0113r mekl\u0113 gal\u0113j\u012bbas. Vien\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113 tas var notikt vair\u0101k nek\u0101 cit\u0101, vien\u0101 iemiesojum\u0101 vair\u0101k nek\u0101 cit\u0101, bet unik\u0101la dv\u0113sele var un tai ir j\u0101non\u0101k l\u012bdz iek\u0161\u0113jai izaugsmei; vi\u0146a nevar vienk\u0101r\u0161i piel\u0101goties liet\u0101m, ko uzliek cilv\u0113ku likumi. T\u0101tad zin\u0101tk\u0101re un piedz\u012bvojumu alkas pieder jums k\u0101 dv\u0113selei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ko tad noz\u012bm\u0113 sp\u0113ks t\u0101 piln\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113? Ko noz\u012bm\u0113 b\u016bt \u201csav\u0101 sp\u0113k\u0101\u201d? Es grib\u0113tu to defin\u0113t k\u0101 uztic\u0113\u0161anos savai dv\u0113selei<\/em>. Un tas prasa drosmi, jo j\u016bsu dv\u0113sele ir savdab\u012bga, individu\u0101la un unik\u0101la. \u0160\u012b uztic\u0113\u0161an\u0101s savai dv\u0113selei prasa radik\u0101lu ap\u0146em\u0161anos. J\u016bs nesal\u012bdzin\u0101t sevi ar to, kas ir \u0101rpus\u0113 un ko citi cilv\u0113ki tur redz vai neredz. J\u016bs ne\u013caujat k\u0101dam likumam vai teorijai no pag\u0101tnes vai \u0101rpus jums izlemt, kas jums ir piem\u0113roti, bet j\u016bs patiesi klaus\u0101ties sav\u0101 iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 bals\u012b. Saj\u016btiet, k\u0101di noska\u0146ojumi aizskar j\u016bs dzi\u013cum\u0101. Klausieties \u0161\u012bs j\u016bras vi\u013c\u0146us un pa\u013caujieties uz taj\u0101 eso\u0161ajiem element\u0101rajiem sp\u0113kiem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uz to var raudz\u012bties ar\u012b \u0161\u0101di: atrodoties zemes pl\u0101na \u0137ermen\u012b, jums ir j\u0101tiek gal\u0101 ar savu person\u012bbu, kura j\u016btas t\u0101, it k\u0101 j\u016bs t\u0101di b\u016btu. Agr\u0101k to sauca ar\u012b par ego. Es lietoju \u0161o v\u0101rdu \u013coti neitr\u0101l\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113, bez laba vai slikta uzl\u012bm\u0113m. Jums ir noteikta person\u012bba, kas ir ieg\u016bta no j\u016bsu g\u0113niem, no t\u0101, ko esat biolo\u0123iski mantoju\u0161i no saviem vec\u0101kiem, no j\u016bsu audzin\u0101\u0161anas; jums ir noteikts temperaments. Bet person\u012bb\u0101 dz\u012bvo ar\u012b bailes; person\u012bba v\u0113las sevi pasarg\u0101t, v\u0113las izdz\u012bvot. J\u016bsu person\u012bb\u0101 ir visda\u017e\u0101d\u0101kie izdz\u012bvo\u0161anas meh\u0101nismi, un tas ir t\u0101p\u0113c, ka person\u012bba ir augusi un audzin\u0101ta ar trauksmi. Bailes caurstr\u0101vo j\u016bsu sabiedr\u012bbu, pat ja tagad lietas iet uz labo pusi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Papildus person\u012bbai jums ir ar\u012b dv\u0113sele, kas ir j\u016bsu eksistences galvenais avots \u0161eit; j\u016bsu kl\u0101tb\u016btnes avots dz\u012bv\u0113. J\u016bsu dv\u0113sele v\u0113las j\u016bs iedvesmot un v\u0113las sapl\u016bst ar jums k\u0101 zemes person\u012bbu. J\u016bsu dv\u0113sele v\u0113las augt caur j\u016bsu person\u012bbu, papla\u0161in\u0101ties un piedz\u012bvot visu. Bet, ja j\u016bsu person\u012bbai ir virsroka un j\u016bs dom\u0101jat un r\u012bkojaties tikai no savas person\u012bbas \u2013 t\u0101tad no pag\u0101tnes bail\u0113m un s\u0101p\u0113m \u2013, tad j\u016bsu dv\u0113selei nav pietiekami daudz vietas br\u012bvai sp\u0113lei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es sp\u0113ku defin\u0113ju k\u0101 atdo\u0161anos savai dv\u0113selei<\/em>; telpas rad\u012b\u0161anu vi\u0146ai un l\u012bdz ar to sp\u0113kam, vilnim jeb kust\u012bbai, ko nevar kontrol\u0113t ar savu person\u012bbu. J\u016bsu person\u012bba v\u0113las kontrol\u0113t, v\u0113las zin\u0101t, saprast, organiz\u0113t; un, galvenais, v\u0113las paredzam\u012bbu un dro\u0161\u012bbu. Dv\u0113sele tom\u0113r ne vienm\u0113r pied\u0101v\u0101 dro\u0161\u012bbu, jo dv\u0113sele v\u0113las augt, v\u0113las p\u0101rk\u0101pt robe\u017eas un ieg\u016bt jaunu pieredzi. Person\u012bba bie\u017e\u0101k dz\u012bvo zem pag\u0101tnes bai\u013cu dikt\u0101ta: zem t\u0101, ko juta j\u016bsu vec\u0101ki, un zem t\u0101, k\u0101das ir kolekt\u012bv\u0101s cilv\u0113cisk\u0101s idejas. T\u0101tad vienm\u0113r past\u0101v spriedze starp person\u012bbu un dv\u0113seli, veco un jauno, bet non\u0101k\u0161ana sav\u0101 sp\u0113k\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113 \u013cau\u0161anos jaunajam, dv\u0113seles sp\u0113kam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0101tad j\u016bs redzat, ka sp\u0113ks p\u0113c manas defin\u012bcijas ir tie\u0161i pret\u0113js v\u0113lmei kontrol\u0113t, manipul\u0113t un dz\u012bvot no galvas, kas paties\u012bb\u0101 ir dro\u0161a impotences un bai\u013cu paz\u012bme. Lai virz\u012btos kop\u0101 ar dv\u0113seli, ir vajadz\u012bga liela drosme, j\u0101atlai\u017e dro\u0161\u012bbas saj\u016bta. Bet t\u0101da atdo\u0161an\u0101s dv\u0113selei, ko da\u017ek\u0101rt izraisa kr\u012bze, t\u0101da atlai\u0161ana noz\u012bm\u0113 non\u0101kt sav\u0101 sp\u0113k\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0101d\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 pirmais solis ir ieklaus\u012bties sav\u0101 dv\u0113sel\u0113 un noskaidrot, kas j\u016bs patiesi iekustina, \u2013 ko j\u016bs \u012bsti j\u016btat sev\u012b? Jums ir iem\u0101c\u012btas visda\u017e\u0101d\u0101k\u0101s idejas par to, k\u0101 liet\u0101m b\u016btu j\u0101b\u016bt, k\u0101 liet\u0101m ir j\u0101b\u016bt, ko var un ko nevar dar\u012bt, un \u0161\u012bs balsis var domin\u0113t, t\u0101d\u0113j\u0101di aizsedzot dv\u0113seles balsi. T\u0101tad pirmais solis, lai dz\u012bvotu no savas dv\u0113seles un non\u0101ktu sav\u0101 sp\u0113k\u0101, ir j\u016bsu izpratne par at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bbu starp to, ko dom\u0101jat, kas jums ir nepiecie\u0161ams, un to, ko j\u016bs iek\u0161\u0113ji dzi\u013ci v\u0113laties.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0101p\u0113c ir svar\u012bgi b\u016bt klusum\u0101 un spert soli prom no ikdienas dz\u012bves steigas ar t\u0101s pras\u012bb\u0101m un cer\u012bb\u0101m. Pirmais solis, lai non\u0101ktu sav\u0101 sp\u0113k\u0101, ir b\u016bt \u013coti mier\u012bgam un ieklaus\u012bties dzi\u013c\u0101kaj\u0101s saj\u016bt\u0101s, kas ir nedaudz fon\u0101. Patiesi ieklausieties Sev\u012b, ar lielo S. Tas ir diezgan sare\u017e\u0123\u012bts process, jo bai\u013cu d\u0113\u013c j\u016bs bie\u017ei vien joproj\u0101m esat spiesti klaus\u012bties citos, paklaus\u012bt vai piel\u0101goties. T\u0101d\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 j\u016bs neieg\u016bstat sp\u012bt\u012bbu, ap\u0146\u0113m\u012bbu, kas ir vajadz\u012bga. T\u0101p\u0113c atbr\u012bvojiet vietu sev un radik\u0101li pagriezieties uz iek\u0161ieni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Laika gait\u0101 ir nepiecie\u0161ams nost\u0101ties uz t\u0101, kas, j\u016bsupr\u0101t, ir j\u016bsu unik\u0101lais ce\u013c\u0161, n\u0101kam\u0101 galven\u0101 lieta j\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113. Un tas vienm\u0113r noz\u012bm\u0113 spert soli tuv\u0101k savam centram, atbr\u012bvojoties no vec\u0101 balasta, t\u0101p\u0113c par\u0101d\u0101s j\u016bsu s\u0101kotn\u0113j\u0101s kr\u0101sas, j\u016bsu b\u016bt\u012bba. Nost\u0101ties sav\u0101 sp\u0113k\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113 dz\u012bvot saska\u0146\u0101 ar savu dv\u0113seli. Un tas ir kaut kas \u013coti pl\u016bsto\u0161s un vienm\u0113r main\u012bgs; tas nav kaut kas t\u0101ds, kas vienm\u0113r paliek nemain\u012bgs, statisks. Dz\u012bvot no savas dv\u0113seles noz\u012bm\u0113 vienu dienu to, otru dienu to \u2013 tas ir kaut kas dinamisks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es l\u016bdzu j\u016bs tagad savienoties ar savu dv\u0113seles apzi\u0146u. Vienk\u0101r\u0161i atlaidiet to, kas, j\u016bsupr\u0101t, j\u016bs esat ar visiem saviem ierobe\u017eojumiem un bail\u0113m. Dom\u0101jiet pla\u0161i<\/em>. Iedom\u0101jieties, ka j\u016bsu sirds vid\u016b dz\u012bvo sp\u0113ks, kas ir saska\u0146\u0101 ar pa\u0161u dz\u012bvi, ar dabu j\u016bsos un \u0101rpus jums: tot\u0101ls dabas sp\u0113ks, kas neizj\u016bt bailes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Iedom\u0101jieties, k\u0101 \u0161is sp\u0113ks sniedzas no j\u016bsu sirds pa visu \u0137ermeni, uz aug\u0161u un uz leju. Ja j\u016bs j\u016btat \u0161o sp\u0113ku, sp\u0113ku sev\u012b, j\u016bs var\u0113tu ar\u012b ieraudz\u012bt, ka t\u0101 ir da\u013ca no liel\u0101ka veseluma, liel\u0101kas pl\u016bsmas. \u0160is j\u016bsu dv\u0113seles sp\u0113ks ir saist\u012bts ar citiem sp\u0113kiem, ar sp\u0113ku mijiedarb\u012bbu. Saj\u016btiet, ja varat, to k\u0101 vilni j\u016br\u0101. J\u016bs esat vilnis, kas veic noteiktu kust\u012bbu, tom\u0113r j\u016bs esat da\u013ca no j\u016bras. Saj\u016btiet da\u017e\u0101d\u0101s kust\u012bbas, kas pl\u016bst ap jums \u0161aj\u0101 \u013coti lielaj\u0101 lauk\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Apzinieties sevi k\u0101 \u0161o vilni. Redziet, ka no \u0161\u012b viena vi\u013c\u0146a, kas j\u016bs katrs esat, it k\u0101 par\u0101d\u0101s att\u0113ls, kr\u0101sa, v\u0101rds vai saj\u016bta, kas pav\u0113sta kaut ko par n\u0101kamo soli, kas jums b\u016bs labs, \u2013 j\u016bs klaus\u0101ties sav\u0101 dv\u0113sel\u0113<\/em>. Iedom\u0101jieties, ka atrodaties uz vi\u013c\u0146a, kas sav\u0101c visu savu sp\u0113ku un tad l\u0113n\u0101m ce\u013cas aug\u0161up un kr\u012bt. Atdodieties piln\u012bb\u0101, vi\u013c\u0146a fronte kr\u012bt uz leju un izpl\u016bst pludmal\u0113. Non\u0101kt sav\u0101 sp\u0113k\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113 uztic\u0113ties \u0161ai kust\u012bbai, uztic\u0113ties \u0161im vilnim, iet l\u012bdzi kust\u012bbai un dar\u012bt to, ko no jums prasa j\u016bsu dv\u0113sele. Liels paldies par uzman\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a9 Pamela Kribbe<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Angliski tulkoja Marija Baesa (Maria Baes)<\/em> un Franks Tehans (Frank Tehan)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

2023.11.14.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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