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Gerits Gilens<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Par ko visi v\u0113las k\u013c\u016bt, bet neviens nev\u0113las b\u016bt?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Vecs.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Priek\u0161v\u0101rds<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u016bsu sabiedr\u012bb\u0101 noveco\u0161ana asoci\u0113jas ar bied\u0113jo\u0161u realit\u0101ti, piem\u0113ram, fizisku un gar\u012bgu pasliktin\u0101\u0161anos, draugu un tuvinieku zaud\u0113\u0161anu, izol\u0101ciju, kad lietas j\u0101k\u0101rto vienatn\u0113, un draud\u012bg\u0101m vesel\u012bbas apr\u016bpes izmaks\u0101m. Veid\u0101, k\u0101 tas tiek att\u0113lots pla\u0161sazi\u0146as l\u012bdzek\u013cos, noveco\u0161ana tiek uzskat\u012bta par \u013coti nev\u0113lamu. Jaut\u0101jums ir, k\u0101 m\u0113s tiekam gal\u0101 ar neizb\u0113gamo? K\u0101 m\u0113s ar p\u0101rliec\u012bbu un saska\u0146u non\u0101kam m\u016bsu dz\u012bves beig\u0101s?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Katrs noveco\u0161anai pieiet sav\u0101 veid\u0101. \u0160aj\u0101 esej\u0101 es v\u0113los dal\u012bties sav\u0101s dom\u0101s par to, jo, dzimis 1956. gad\u0101, tagad tieku uzskat\u012bts par vecu un saskaros ar tiem pa\u0161iem negat\u012bvajiem v\u0113st\u012bjumiem un realit\u0101ti. Priek\u0161stati par noveco\u0161anu, k\u0101 tie tiek pausti m\u016bsdienu sabiedr\u012bb\u0101, ir pamat\u0101 aplami un parasti negat\u012bvi. Ja m\u0113s var\u0113tu atbr\u012bvoties no \u0161\u012bm nolietotaj\u0101m idej\u0101m, noveco\u0161ana var\u0113tu b\u016bt bag\u0101tino\u0161s, priec\u012bgs, atbr\u012bvojo\u0161s ce\u013c\u0161 atpaka\u013c uz gaismu, paties\u012bbu, sevi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es varb\u016bt izklausos naivsnoti, bet es uzskatu, ka gadi, kas mums ir paliku\u0161i uz m\u0101tes zemes, var b\u016bt laiks, kad m\u0113s atgrie\u017eam savu uzman\u012bbu uz avotu, uz kl\u0101tb\u016btni. Vecumam nav j\u0101l\u012bdzin\u0101s bezj\u0113dz\u012bgai un nepriec\u012bgai eksistencei. Pajaut\u0101jiet sev, k\u0101p\u0113c j\u016bs nevar\u0113tu b\u016bt p\u0101rliecin\u0101ts, ka tas t\u0101 nevar b\u016bt. Neticiet visam, ko dom\u0101jat. \u0145emiet v\u0113r\u0101, ka liel\u0101k\u0101 da\u013ca v\u0113st\u012bjumu par noveco\u0161anu ietekm\u0113 m\u016bsu bailes. Noraidiet tos k\u0101 k\u013c\u016bdainus un ierobe\u017eojo\u0161us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja esat p\u0101rliecin\u0101ts, ka vecums ir process, kur\u0101 v\u0113rojama \u0137erme\u0146a sabruk\u0161ana, un p\u0113c n\u0101ves nav dz\u012bves, nav cer\u012bbas, k\u0101p\u0113c gan nepalolot iesp\u0113ju, ka past\u0101v dz\u012bve p\u0113c n\u0101ves, ka vienm\u0113r ir cer\u012bba, ka m\u0113s turpin\u0101simies \u0101rpus \u0137erme\u0146a. Ja j\u016bs uz br\u012bdi apturat savus uzskatus pat izm\u0113\u0123inot, rodas cer\u012bba. Ko tur zaud\u0113t? Visuma darb\u012bba var at\u0161\u0137irties no t\u0101, k\u0101 j\u016bs dom\u0101jat. Atskatieties uz savu dz\u012bvi ar atv\u0113rtu pr\u0101tu. Cik daudz skaistu, neizskaidrojamu lietu ar jums ir noticis dz\u012bves laik\u0101? Vai m\u0113s, nemaz nerun\u0101jot par Visuma pla\u0161umiem, neesam br\u012bnumi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es redz\u0113ju interviju ar slavenu psiholo\u0123ijas profesoru, kur\u0161 atrad\u0101s savas dz\u012bves p\u0113d\u0113j\u0101 posm\u0101. Vi\u0146\u0161 nomira pirms gadiem, bet es nekad neaizmirs\u012b\u0161u vi\u0146a teikto: “K\u0101p\u0113c nav neviena, kas god\u012bgi atz\u012btu, ka m\u0113s visp\u0101r neko nesaprotam?” Pat cilv\u0113ki, kuri ir eksperti sav\u0101 jom\u0101 un p\u0101rpilni ar zin\u0101\u0161an\u0101m, apzin\u0101s dz\u012bves nosl\u0113pumu un br\u012bnumu un atz\u012bst, ka m\u016bsu izpratne par to ir \u0101rk\u0101rt\u012bgi ierobe\u017eota. Ja m\u0113s p\u0101rst\u0101sim tik daudz pa\u013cauties uz savu dom\u0101\u0161anu un sprie\u0161anu, m\u0113s varam piepild\u012bt savas dienas ar prieku un cer\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paskatieties god\u012bgi uz savu dz\u012bvi. Ieskatieties k\u0101dam ac\u012bs un redziet un saj\u016btiet to, kas sl\u0113pjas aiz t\u0101m, jo j\u016bs redz\u0113siet neizskaidrojama br\u012bnuma kl\u0101tb\u016btni. Neskaidr\u012bb\u0101 ir vieta nosl\u0113pumiem un cer\u012bb\u0101m. J\u016bsu dz\u012bves dzi\u013c\u0101kos mirk\u013cus nevar aprakst\u012bt vai izskaidrot v\u0101rdos, jo tie ir nosl\u0113pumi. Kad m\u0113s k\u013c\u016bstam veci, \u013caujieties \u0161im nosl\u0113pumam, aiciniet to sav\u0101 apzi\u0146\u0101. Vecums ir dom\u0101ts k\u0101 dzi\u013c\u0161 gar\u012bgs process, un tas sast\u0101v no atlai\u0161anas un at\u013cau\u0161anas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atlai\u0161ana<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Viss ap mani samazin\u0101s,” reiz dzird\u0113ju k\u0101du vec\u0101ka gadag\u0101juma sievieti sak\u0101m. T\u0101p\u0113c daudzi no mums to negrib sagaid\u012bt, jo vi\u0146ai ir taisn\u012bba \u2013 \u0161is ir zaud\u0113jumu un samazin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s laiks. M\u0113s fiziski un gar\u012bgi samazin\u0101mies. M\u016bsu b\u0113rni ir aiz\u0146emti pa\u0161i ar sevi, un m\u0113s vi\u0146us neredzam tik bie\u017ei. M\u0113s arvien maz\u0101k saprotam pasauli. Ir gr\u016bti izsekot visam, kas notiek mums apk\u0101rt. M\u016bsu jaun\u012bba ir pag\u0101jusi, un daudzi m\u016bsu draugi ar\u012b ir aizg\u0101ju\u0161i. Nav br\u012bnums, ka m\u0113s nev\u0113lamies, ka tas notiktu ar mums. Ironiski \u2013 m\u0113s tam nelok\u0101mi pie\u0137eramies tie\u0161i t\u0101p\u0113c, ka nev\u0113lamies, ka tas notiktu, un nevaram pie\u0146emt, ka tas notiek. T\u0101 ir tra\u0123\u0113dija, jo pie\u0137er\u0161an\u0101s jebkam apgr\u016btina noveco\u0161anu. Kad m\u0113s pretojamies p\u0101rmai\u0146\u0101m, m\u0113s cie\u0161am, jo nesp\u0113jam atlaist un pl\u016bst kop\u0101 ar dz\u012bvi, kop\u0101 ar apzi\u0146u. Ja m\u0113s nevaram atlaist, m\u0113s peldam pret straumi, un laika gait\u0101 \u0161\u012bs p\u016bles at\u0146em mums sp\u0113kus. Ir nepiecie\u0161ams daudz ener\u0123ijas, lai turpin\u0101tu palikt izmisum\u0101. M\u0113s burtiski esam \u201cveci\u201d, kad turamies pie idej\u0101m, kuru laiks ir aizg\u0101jis, vienlaikus pretojoties jaunajam, kas var\u0113tu ienest m\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113 jaunekl\u012bgu, atjaunotu ener\u0123iju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ko tas noz\u012bm\u0113 \u2013 atlaist? Viss nemit\u012bgi main\u0101s. Paskatieties uz apk\u0101rt\u0113jo pasauli un sal\u012bdziniet to, ko redzat tagad, ar to, ko redz\u0113j\u0101t b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101. Ir skaidrs, ka viss ir \u013coti main\u012bjies. Ja viss past\u0101v\u012bgi main\u0101s, k\u0101p\u0113c m\u0113s turamies pie t\u0101, ko m\u0113s zin\u0101m, ka tas pazud\u012bs? K\u0101 m\u0113s varam atbr\u012bvoties<\/em> no sava tv\u0113riena un atlaist? T\u0101 ir d\u012bvaina cilv\u0113ku \u012bpa\u0161\u012bba \u2013 tur\u0113ties pie liet\u0101m, cilv\u0113kiem un m\u012b\u013c\u0101s dz\u012bves idej\u0101m. Vai ir iesp\u0113jams necensties apskaut<\/em> un nepie\u0137erties, bet t\u0101 viet\u0101 pateikt dz\u012bvei \u201cJ\u0101\u201d un t\u0101s neizb\u0113gamaj\u0101m p\u0101rmai\u0146\u0101m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u016bsu pr\u0101ts ir pilns ar idej\u0101m par mums pa\u0161iem, par to, kas m\u0113s esam, par to, kas ar mums notika pag\u0101tn\u0113, par to, k\u0101dai pasaulei vajadz\u0113tu b\u016bt. Aptveriet \u0161\u012bs domas un idejas, kas ir noenkurotas pag\u0101tn\u0113. T\u0101pat k\u0101 ku\u0123a enkurs ne\u013cauj tam iet l\u012bdzi oke\u0101na straum\u0113m, \u0161\u012bs domu formas ir iek\u0161\u0113js, ener\u0123isks enkurs, kas notur m\u016bsu saikni ar pag\u0101tni un kav\u0113 virz\u012bbu uz priek\u0161u. Kad m\u0113s to nov\u0113rojam novecojo\u0161os cilv\u0113kos, m\u0113s sak\u0101m, ka vi\u0146i ir iestr\u0113gu\u0161i sav\u0101 ce\u013c\u0101. Citiem v\u0101rdiem sakot, vi\u0146i ir “veci”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u016bsu dom\u0101\u0161ana m\u016bs noenkuro pag\u0101tn\u0113, k\u0101 tas bija agr\u0101k, vecajos labajos laikos, un dz\u012bvo\u0161ana pag\u0101tn\u0113 ir tas, kas m\u016bs patie\u0161\u0101m padara vecus. Kad m\u0113s esam iestr\u0113gu\u0161i un noenkuroju\u0161ies, t\u0101s ir izaugsmes beigas. Da\u017ereiz m\u0113s neapzin\u0101mies, ka turamies pie novecoju\u0161\u0101m, izsmelt\u0101m idej\u0101m, kas pieder pag\u0101tnes pasaulei, nevis tagadnei. \u0160\u012bs idejas, pie kur\u0101m m\u0113s tik stingri turamies, nav tas, kas m\u0113s paties\u012bb\u0101 esam. M\u0113s neesam m\u016bsu domas. M\u0113s esam m\u016b\u017e\u012bgas t\u012bras gaismas b\u016btnes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tie, kas visu m\u016b\u017eu turas pie pag\u0101tnes, kurn par jaunie\u0161iem, kuri neattaisno vi\u0146u cer\u012bbas. Vi\u0146i redz jaunus cilv\u0113kus, kuri ir br\u012bvi un atrais\u012bti, kuri maz\u0101k dom\u0101 par sevi, ka j\u0101nostr\u0101d\u0101 l\u012bdz n\u0101vei, un vair\u0101k interes\u0113jas par dz\u012bves baud\u012b\u0161anu. \u0160ie jaunie\u0161i ne\u013cauj sev \u201cuzbraukt\u201d, bet t\u0101 viet\u0101, lai sa\u0146emtu atbalstu, vi\u0146i tiek asi nosod\u012bti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man\u0101 jaun\u012bb\u0101 se\u0161desmitajos gados, kad daudziem v\u012brie\u0161iem bija gari mati, tas tika uztverts k\u0101 z\u012bme, ka civiliz\u0101cija noteikti tuvojas savam galam. \u201cGarmatains, vi\u0146\u0161 darbam uzsp\u013cauj!\u201d bija izplat\u012bts sauciens. P\u0113c sabiedr\u012bbas dom\u0101m, tas ir nepareizi, ja v\u012brietis izaudz\u0113 skaistu galvas rotu, apkampj savu sievi\u0161\u0137o aspektu un bauda br\u012bvi izv\u0113l\u0113tu dz\u012bvi. \u0160\u0101ds spriedums bija ne tikai se\u0161desmitajos gados, tas ir bijis vis\u0101 cilv\u0113ces v\u0113stur\u0113. Vec\u0101k\u0101 paaudze vienm\u0113r kurn\u0113ja par jauno \u2013 pag\u0101tne bija lab\u0101ka par tagadni, jaunie\u0161iem tr\u016bkst rakstura, un vi\u0146i dara, ko grib, vi\u0146i nesp\u0113l\u0113 p\u0113c noteikumiem. Galu gal\u0101 kurn\u0113\u0161ana aprimst, jo dz\u012bvei ir savs ce\u013c\u0161. Saule joproj\u0101m lec austrumos. M\u0113s interpret\u0113jam izmai\u0146as k\u0101 sliktas, negat\u012bvas, samazin\u0101tas, un \u0161ie kritiskie spriedumi ir izplat\u012bti kop\u0161 laika s\u0101kuma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cilv\u0113ki, kas nosoda jaunos, nosoda savas dv\u0113seles ener\u0123iju. Dv\u0113sele v\u0113las augt, papla\u0161in\u0101ties, b\u016bt piedz\u012bvojumos, bet t\u0101 viet\u0101 t\u0101s trajektoriju blo\u0137\u0113 novecoju\u0161ie dom\u0101\u0161anas un v\u0113rt\u0113\u0161anas \u0161abloni. Vecumam nav j\u0101iestieg vecaj\u0101 dom\u0101\u0161an\u0101. Da\u017ereiz m\u0113s redzam vecus cilv\u0113kus, bet m\u0113s varam just, ka vi\u0146i ir jauni. Tas ir iesp\u0113jams. \u0160ie vecie cilv\u0113ki ir atv\u0113rti, pie\u0146emo\u0161i, zin\u0101tk\u0101ri un nevienu neties\u0101. Neatkar\u012bgi no t\u0101, cik vecs j\u016bs esat, t\u0101 ir dro\u0161a jaun\u012bbas paz\u012bme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pirmais solis, lai atlaistu, s\u0101kas ar \u0161aubu pie\u0146em\u0161anu, jo, ja m\u0113s atz\u012bstam, ka mums ir \u0161aubas, m\u0113s atz\u012bstam savu nezin\u0101\u0161anu. Cilv\u0113ks, kur\u0161 neap\u0161auba savu dom\u0101\u0161anu, pie\u0146em, ka zina visu. Sokrats teica: “Es zinu tikai to, ka es neko nezinu.” \u0160is ir pirmais solis \u2013 atz\u012bt, cik maz m\u0113s zin\u0101m. Ir iesp\u0113jams \u013cauties \u0161aub\u0101m un saprast, ka m\u016bsu patiesais Es at\u0161\u0137iras no person\u012bbas, par kuru m\u0113s uzskat\u0101m, ka m\u0113s t\u0101 esam. Tom\u0113r liel\u0101k\u0101 da\u013ca pasaules t\u0101 nedom\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atlaidiet laiku, lai pieredz\u0113tu savu m\u016b\u017e\u012bgo Es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atlaidiet telpu, lai aptvertu vienot\u012bbu ar Visumu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atlaidiet \u201cne-es\u201d, lai b\u016btu vair\u0101k Es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atlaidiet bailes, lai aptvertu m\u012blest\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atlaidiet dom\u0101\u0161anu \u201ckast\u0113\u201d \u2013 j\u016bs esat liel\u0101ks par \u201ckasti\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atlaidiet ierobe\u017eojo\u0161\u0101s idejas, un j\u016bsu dz\u012bve main\u012bsies, j\u016bs esat neierobe\u017eots un m\u016b\u017e\u012bgs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

At\u013cau\u0161ana<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atlai\u0161ana k\u013c\u016bst viegl\u0101ka, kad apzin\u0101mies, ka varam \u013caut savai apzi\u0146ai kaut ko skaistu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cTu k\u013c\u016bsti vecs, kad pie\u0137eries kaut kam pag\u0101tn\u0113. Tu nepie\u013cauj jauno, kas vienm\u0113r sev\u012b nes jaun\u012bbas atjaunojo\u0161o ener\u0123iju.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160\u012b ir atbr\u012bvojo\u0161a ideja, jo jaunais vienm\u0113r nes sev l\u012bdzi atsvaidzino\u0161u, jaunekl\u012bgu ener\u0123iju, un, kad m\u0113s \u013caujam \u0161ai ener\u0123ijai ien\u0101kt, t\u0101 ir m\u016b\u017e\u012bg\u0101s dz\u012bves atsl\u0113ga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0113s mirstam, lai piedzimtu no jauna, ta\u010du tai nav j\u0101b\u016bt straujai p\u0101rejai. T\u0101pat k\u0101 auglis att\u012bst\u0101s dzemd\u0113, novecojo\u0161\u0101 cilv\u0113k\u0101 att\u012bst\u0101s gaismas e\u0146\u0123elis. \u0160is e\u0146\u0123elis nes apzi\u0146u t\u0101l\u0101k sav\u0101 kosmiskaj\u0101 ce\u013cojum\u0101 un sp\u0113j atst\u0101t zemes \u0137ermeni aiz sevis, neturoties pie t\u0101. \u0160is ir jaunu neso\u0161s e\u0146\u0123elis. Mums novecojot, \u0161is e\u0146\u0123elis pal\u012bdz mums izaudz\u0113t jaunus sp\u0101rnus, un, kad m\u0113s \u013caujam \u0161im e\u0146\u0123elim ien\u0101kt m\u016bsos, m\u0113s par vi\u0146u k\u013c\u016bstam<\/em>, un tad m\u0113s varam atlaist visu veco.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0113s esam (gandr\u012bz) piln\u012bb\u0101 pazaud\u0113ju\u0161i sevi sav\u0101s uzskatu sist\u0113m\u0101s un bail\u0113s dz\u012bvot \u0161aj\u0101 pasaul\u0113, kas uzsver dar\u012b\u0161anu, izskatu un pan\u0101kumus, un uzvaru \u201c\u017eurku skr\u0113jien\u0101\u201d. Bet tagad m\u016bsos ir kaut kas t\u0101ds, kas lietas uztver un p\u0101rdz\u012bvo sav\u0101d\u0101k un nev\u0113las dz\u012bvot pa vecam. Kad j\u016bs audzin\u0101t \u0161o e\u0146\u0123eli sev\u012b, j\u016bs esat vi\u0146\u0161, un jauna dz\u012bve atkl\u0101sies un par\u0101d\u012bs jums savu sp\u0113ku, gaismu un veselumu. Atlaidiet pag\u0101tni un \u013caujieties iek\u0161\u0113jam e\u0146\u0123elim. Tas ir veids, k\u0101 novecot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atlaist ir viegl\u0101k un dabisk\u0101k, ja apzin\u0101mies, ka \u013caujam par\u0101d\u012bties m\u016bsu patiesajam Es. Kad m\u0113s k\u013c\u016bstam veci, m\u0113s varam k\u013c\u016bt par to, kas m\u0113s paties\u012bb\u0101 esam. M\u0113s tik ilgi esam sp\u0113l\u0113ju\u0161i sav\u0113jo lomu \u0161aj\u0101 pasaul\u0113, ka dom\u0101jam, ka esam \u0161\u012b loma un dz\u012bves sp\u0113le ir viss, kas past\u0101v, ta\u010du novecojot m\u0113s apzin\u0101mies, ka esam kas vair\u0101k nek\u0101 t\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Noveco\u0161ana t\u0101s dzi\u013c\u0101kaj\u0101 l\u012bmen\u012b nav pat at\u013cau\u0161an\u0101s per se<\/em> (ang\u013cu valod\u0101 tiek lietots, lai at\u0161\u0137irtu kaut ko \u0161aur\u0101k\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113 no t\u0101, ko tas p\u0101rst\u0101v liel\u0101k\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113, piem\u0113ram, \u2013 opoz\u012bcijas partija var uzbrukt prezidenta politikai nevis t\u0101p\u0113c, ka tai nepat\u012bk pati politika, bet gan t\u0101p\u0113c, ka t\u0101 v\u0113las v\u0101jin\u0101t pa\u0161u prezidentu \u2013 tulk. piez.)<\/em>, bet gan m\u016bsu v\u0113lme g\u016bt un atjaunot paties\u012bbu par to, kas m\u0113s esam. Runa ir par izaugsmi, nevis pagrimumu. Runa ir par atbr\u012bvo\u0161anos, par at\u013cau\u0161anu. M\u0113s esam atbr\u012bvoti no nepaties\u012bbas, no fizisk\u0101s pasaules \u0137\u0113d\u0113m. Noveco\u0161ana ir process, kur\u0101 m\u0113s uz visiem laikiem atst\u0101jam aiz sevis fizisk\u0101s realit\u0101tes ierobe\u017eojumus, cilv\u0113ku sabiedr\u012bbas ierobe\u017eojumus ar vis\u0101m t\u0101s pras\u012bb\u0101m un bail\u0113m. Tas ir process, kur\u0101 m\u0113s \u013caujam savai dievi\u0161\u0137ajai realit\u0101tei, savam m\u016b\u017e\u012bgajam Es, savai br\u012bv\u012bbai izvirz\u012bties priek\u0161pl\u0101n\u0101. K\u0101p\u0113c tas ir tik gr\u016bti? Jo tas, kas m\u0113s paties\u012bb\u0101 esam, ir pretrun\u0101 ar to, kas, m\u016bsupr\u0101t, m\u0113s esam. Paties\u012bba ir pretrun\u0101 tam, kam m\u0113s ticam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Novecojo\u0161s cilv\u0113ks nes gr\u016btniec\u012bb\u0101 E\u0146\u0123eli, kas par\u0101d\u0101s vi\u0146\u0101 \u2013 v\u012briet\u012b vai sieviet\u0113. Bet daudzi noraida \u0161o E\u0146\u0123eli, nev\u0113las t\u0101di b\u016bt; t\u0101d\u0113j\u0101di j\u016bs noraid\u0101t E\u0146\u0123e\u013ca audzino\u0161o un dziedino\u0161o ener\u0123iju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Galvenais, lai risin\u0101tu savas vecuma probl\u0113mas, ir izpratne par to, ka esat gr\u016btniec\u012bb\u0101; galvenais, lai aptvertu vecu cilv\u0113ku probl\u0113mas, ir izpratne par to, ka vi\u0146i ir gr\u016btniec\u012bb\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un visskaist\u0101kais ir tas, ka j\u016bs esat gr\u016btniec\u012bb\u0101 ar sevi. L\u0113n\u0101m j\u016bs \u013caujaties savam patiesajam Es, l\u0113n\u0101m atlai\u017eat lomu, ko sp\u0113l\u0113j\u0101t \u0161aj\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113. Novecot ir problem\u0101tiski tikai tad, ja j\u016bs to nepie\u0146emat. Pagrimums notiek, kad j\u016bs pretojaties \u0161ai att\u012bst\u012bbai: kad j\u016bs pretojaties tam, ka ce\u013caties uz gaismu \u2013 gaismu, kas j\u016bs esat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atmo\u0161an\u0101s<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kas ir gaisma? Kad m\u0113s run\u0101jam par gaismu, m\u0113s dom\u0101jam par \u0101r\u0113ju par\u0101d\u012bbu, piem\u0113ram, sauli vai lampu, ko varam iesl\u0113gt. Bet kas nes gaismu? Vienot\u012bba nes gaismu. Br\u012bd\u012b, kad uzlec saule un paz\u016bd nakts, gaism\u0101 viss ir viens. Ir vienot\u012bba, viss ir saist\u012bts. M\u0113s j\u016btamies k\u0101 da\u013ca no pasaules. Gaisma m\u016bs savieno un izdzen bailes. Kab\u012b\u0146u, robe\u017eu un c\u012b\u0146u pasaule tagad mums \u0161\u0137iet nere\u0101la. Gaisma ir m\u016b\u017e\u012bgs st\u0101voklis. Ja ce\u013cojat pa gaismas staru, gaismas \u0101trum\u0101 laiks un telpa paz\u016bd. Viss sapl\u016bst m\u016b\u017e\u012bgaj\u0101 tagadn\u0113. M\u0113s paz\u012bstam gaismu, jo gaisma ir m\u012blest\u012bba. M\u012blest\u012bba savieno, t\u0101 p\u0101rsniedz laiku un telpu. M\u012blest\u012bba m\u016bs atgrie\u017e pie avota, un m\u012blest\u012bb\u0101 m\u0113s k\u013c\u016bstam par avotu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Novecot noz\u012bm\u0113 dzird\u0113t avota aicin\u0101jumu. “Atgriezieties pie manis, atst\u0101jiet at\u0161\u0137irt\u012bbas, bai\u013cu pasauli, atgriezieties pie manis. \u0160\u012bs ir j\u016bsu m\u0101jas. J\u016bs esat avots. J\u016bs esat Visums. J\u016bs esat m\u012blest\u012bba.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u013baujieties tai. Sakiet tam j\u0101. K\u013c\u016bstiet par to, kas j\u016bs esat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ir pien\u0101cis atmo\u0161an\u0101s laiks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pie\u0146emiet neizskaidrojamo. Atlaidiet un ziniet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pie\u0146emiet br\u012bnumu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs esat br\u012bnums.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a9 Gerrit Gielen<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Redi\u0123\u0113ja S\u016bzija Konveja (Suzy Conway)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Gerits Gilens “Par ko visi v\u0113las k\u013c\u016bt, bet neviens nev\u0113las b\u016bt?” “Vecs.” Priek\u0161v\u0101rds M\u016bsu sabiedr\u012bb\u0101 noveco\u0161ana asoci\u0113jas ar bied\u0113jo\u0161u realit\u0101ti, piem\u0113ram, fizisku un gar\u012bgu pasliktin\u0101\u0161anos, draugu un tuvinieku zaud\u0113\u0161anu, izol\u0101ciju, kad lietas j\u0101k\u0101rto vienatn\u0113, un draud\u012bg\u0101m vesel\u012bbas apr\u016bpes izmaks\u0101m. Veid\u0101, k\u0101 tas tiek att\u0113lots pla\u0161sazi\u0146as l\u012bdzek\u013cos, noveco\u0161ana tiek uzskat\u012bta par \u013coti nev\u0113lamu. Jaut\u0101jums ir,…<\/p>\n

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