{"id":64,"date":"2020-02-29T09:32:01","date_gmt":"2020-02-29T09:32:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jeshua.net\/lv\/wp\/?p=64"},"modified":"2020-02-29T09:32:01","modified_gmt":"2020-02-29T09:32:01","slug":"atlaizot-savu-gimeni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jeshua.net\/lv\/cenelingi\/izdziedinasana\/atlaizot-savu-gimeni\/","title":{"rendered":"Atlai\u017eot savu \u0123imeni"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

\u010cenelings notika 2004. gada 10. oktobr\u012b praktiskaj\u0101 semin\u0101r\u0101 Tilburg\u0101<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Runas teksts tika viegli apstr\u0101d\u0101ts las\u012b\u0161anas \u0113rt\u012bbai. Tekstu ang\u013cu valod\u0101 p\u0101rtulkoja dr. Vemdija Gillisena.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0101rgie, man sag\u0101d\u0101 milz\u012bgu prieku atkal b\u016bt ar jums. Kad esmu ar jums un run\u0101ju caur Pamelu, es j\u016btu j\u016bsu kl\u0101tb\u016btni, un redzu j\u016bs k\u0101 gaismas ener\u0123ijas, kuras mekl\u0113 ce\u013cu caur tum\u0161u pasauli, kur\u0101 j\u016bs bie\u017ei saduraties ar gr\u016bt\u012bb\u0101m un ener\u0123ij\u0101m, ar kur\u0101m j\u016bs nezin\u0101t, ko dar\u012bt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Visi j\u016bs esat v\u012bri\u0161\u0137\u012bgi kareivji. J\u016bsu kl\u0101tb\u016btne fiziskaj\u0101 \u0137ermen\u012b uz Zemes jau vien run\u0101 par j\u016bsu v\u012bri\u0161\u0137\u012bbu un gatav\u012bbu c\u012bn\u012bties ar tum\u0161aj\u0101m ener\u0123ij\u0101m un \u0161\u0137\u0113r\u0161\u013ciem j\u016bsos pa\u0161os. Pamela raiz\u0113jas v\u0101rda \u201cc\u012bn\u012bties\u201d sakar\u0101, kuru es tiku lietojis. Ta\u010du es tom\u0113r lietoju \u0161o v\u0101rdu, jo j\u016bs zin\u0101m\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113 esat kareivji. Kareivji, kuri p\u0101rvar gr\u016bt\u012bbas ne tikai ar m\u012blest\u012bbu sird\u012b, bet ar\u012b v\u0113r\u012bguma zobenu. V\u0113r\u012bgums noz\u012bm\u0113: b\u016bt sp\u0113j\u012bgiem skaidri atpaz\u012bt, kad ener\u0123ijas neatrodas harmonij\u0101 ar jums (lai j\u016bs var\u0113tu \u013caut t\u0101m aiziet no j\u016bsu ener\u0123\u0113tisk\u0101 lauka). V\u0113r\u012bgums \u2013 t\u0101 ir zobena ener\u0123ija, v\u012bri\u0161\u0137\u0101 ener\u0123ija un t\u0101s noz\u012bme t\u0113m\u0101, kuru es apspried\u012b\u0161u \u0161odien, ir \u013coti liela.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es gribu run\u0101t par p\u0101rejas laiku, k\u0101 j\u016bs to saucat, laiku, kuru da\u017ereiz sauc par p\u0101reju no Zivs \u016adensv\u012br\u0101 vai no tre\u0161\u0101 piektaj\u0101 l\u012bmen\u012b. J\u016bs esat paz\u012bstami ar da\u017e\u0101diem ener\u0123ijas nosaukumiem p\u0101rejai, pa\u0161reiz notieko\u0161ai j\u016bsu zemes sf\u0113r\u0101. Es nem\u012blu run\u0101t par \u0161o p\u0101reju \u0101r\u0113jo notikumu terminos, pare\u0123ojumu par to, kas notiks uz j\u016bsu Zemes, terminos. Piem\u0113ram, par zemestr\u012b\u010du vai stihisko nelaimju skaitu, kuri var notikt l\u012bdz tam, kam\u0113r p\u0101rmai\u0146as b\u016bs pabeigtas. Es gribu parun\u0101t par izmai\u0146\u0101m sird\u012b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daudziem no jums ir vajadz\u012bba zin\u0101ma pa\u013c\u0101v\u012bba. \u0160\u012b iemesla d\u0113\u013c j\u016bs da\u017ereiz pa\u013caujaties uz p\u0101rejas teorij\u0101m un pare\u0123ojumiem, kurus j\u016bs las\u0101t un par kuriem dzirdat. J\u016bs at\u013caujat sevi vest bail\u0113m un\/vai zi\u0146k\u0101r\u012bbai. Ta\u010du, darot to, j\u016bs da\u017ereiz palai\u017eat gar\u0101m faktu, ka tikai \u013coti neskaidras ener\u0123ijas var tikt asoci\u0113tas ar \u0161iem pare\u0123ojumiem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sakar\u0101 ar to, es l\u016bdzu j\u016bs \u2013 kad j\u016bs las\u0101t par n\u0101kotnes pare\u0123ojumiem, par \u0161o transform\u0101cijas periodu, vienm\u0113r mekl\u0113jiet avotu. Jaut\u0101jiet par to savai sirdij, vienk\u0101r\u0161i saj\u016btiet, no k\u0101da ener\u0123\u0113tiska avota izn\u0101k \u0161ie pie\u0146\u0113mumi, \u0161\u012bs p\u0101rejas teorijas. Izmantojiet v\u0113r\u012bguma zobenu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es \u013coti apsveicu \u0161\u012b p\u0101rejas laika izpratni iek\u0161\u0113jos terminos. T\u0101dej\u0101di, es run\u0101ju par p\u0101reju no apzi\u0146as, balst\u012btas uz ego, uz apzi\u0146u, balst\u012btu uz sirdi. \u0160o iek\u0161\u0113jo transform\u0101ciju es detaliz\u0113ti esmu aprakst\u012bjis s\u0113rij\u0101, velt\u012bt\u0101 Gaismas Darbiniekiem, Pamelas un Gerrita vebsait\u0101. Es run\u0101ju par to t\u0101dos terminos, jo runa iet par iek\u0161\u0113jo transform\u0101ciju, kuru j\u016bs visi varat just iek\u0161ien\u0113. Nav nek\u0101 \u0101rpus jums, kas jums b\u016btu nepiecie\u0161ams \u0161ai izmai\u0146ai, un nekas \u0101r\u0113js nevar attur\u0113t j\u016bs no t\u0101s. T\u0101pat nav nek\u0101da \u201cgal\u0113j\u0101 termi\u0146a\u201d. Nav noteikta laika, kur\u0101 kaut kam ir j\u0101b\u016bt izdar\u012btam. T\u0101 ir j\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 p\u0101reja, kuru j\u016bs, person\u012bgi un unik\u0101li, izejat soli pa solim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160aj\u0101 \u010deneling\u0101 es grib\u0113tu noilustr\u0113t \u0161o transform\u0101cijas procesu (no ego uz sirdi) ar t\u0113mu, kura dzi\u013ci skar j\u016bs visus \u2013 attiec\u012bbas ar j\u016bsu pa\u0161u \u0123imeni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bsu attieksme pret savu \u0123imeni \u013coti daudz pasaka par j\u016bsu pa\u0161u progresu p\u0101rej\u0101 no apzi\u0146as, balst\u012btas uz ego, uz apzi\u0146u, balst\u012btu uz sirdi. J\u016bsu piedzim\u0161anu \u0161eit, uz Zemes, var sal\u012bdzin\u0101t ar sava veida kri\u0161anu tums\u0101, ta\u010du tas nek\u0101di neasoci\u0113jas ar gr\u0113ka un vainas j\u0113dzieniem. T\u0101 patie\u0161\u0101m ir grim\u0161ana dzi\u013cum\u0101, kuru j\u016bsu uz\u0146\u0113m\u0101ties apzin\u0101ti no zin\u0101ma j\u016bsu dv\u0113seles l\u012bme\u0146a. Piesl\u0113g\u0161an\u0101s moment\u0101 j\u016bs p\u0101rejat \u201cnezin\u0101\u0161anas\u201d st\u0101vokl\u012b, kur\u0101 j\u016bs iz\u0161\u0137\u012bstat mat\u0113rijas pasaul\u0113. Tas ir moments, kad j\u016bs nok\u013c\u016bstat j\u016bsu m\u0101tes dzemd\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No vienas puses, j\u016bs nesat sev l\u012bdzi \u013coti spo\u017eu ener\u0123iju \u2013 M\u0101ju ener\u0123iju. J\u016bs v\u0113l aizvien atceraties, kam tas ir l\u012bdz\u012bgs \u2013 b\u016bt Otr\u0101 pus\u0113. J\u016bs atceraties m\u012blest\u012bbu, kuru j\u016bs jut\u0101t apk\u0101rt, k\u0101 dabisku st\u0101vokli un saikni ar visu, kas eksist\u0113, ar visu, kas dz\u012bvo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160\u012bs M\u0101ju ener\u0123ijas v\u0113l joproj\u0101m ir stipras j\u016bsos, kad j\u016bs nolai\u017eaties uz Zemes k\u0101 embrijs. Ta\u010du tai pat laik\u0101 j\u016bs saduraties ar to, ko es saucu par \u201cvec\u0101ku paradigmu\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paradigma \u2013 tas ir v\u0101rds, kas noz\u012bm\u0113 skatu uz pasauli, ta\u010du tas satur vair\u0101k k\u0101 to. Tas aptver ne tikai j\u016bsu vec\u0101ku domas un spriedumus, bet ar\u012b vi\u0146u j\u016btas un pa\u0161as dzi\u013c\u0101k\u0101s emocijas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160is viss veselais \u201cdro\u0161\u012bbas t\u012bkls\u201d ir paradigma, kur\u0101 j\u016bs iegrimstat k\u0101 jauna dv\u0113sele, kura ierodas uz Zemes, jaun\u0101s iemieso\u0161an\u0101s s\u0101kum\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs iegrimstat \u201ctre\u0161\u0101s dimensijas\u201d realit\u0101t\u0113, jeb, k\u0101 es to nosauktu, \u2013 uz ego balst\u012btas apzi\u0146as pasaul\u0113, ego, k\u0101ds izpau\u017eas j\u016bsu vec\u0101kos. T\u0101 ir ener\u0123\u0113tisk\u0101 realit\u0101te, kur\u0101 domin\u0113 zin\u0101mas il\u016bzijas. Es gribu piemin\u0113t \u0161eit tr\u012bs pa\u0161as svar\u012bg\u0101k\u0101s no t\u0101m.1. Meistar\u012bbas zaud\u0113\u0161ana<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pirm\u0101 il\u016bzija \u2013 t\u0101 ir meistar\u012bbas zaud\u0113\u0161anas il\u016bzija. \u0160\u012b il\u016bzija piespie\u017e j\u016bs aizmirst, kam\u0113r j\u016bs dz\u012bvojat, str\u0101d\u0101jat un, visp\u0101r, esat dz\u012bvs uz zemes, ka j\u016bs esat rad\u012bt\u0101js visam, kas notiek j\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113. J\u016bs neesat sp\u0113j\u012bgi atpaz\u012bt, ka tas, kas notiek j\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113 \u2013 ir j\u016bsu pa\u0161a rad\u012bts. Laiku pa laikam j\u016bs j\u016btaties k\u0101 upuris. J\u016bs ticat, ka eksist\u0113 liel\u0101ks sp\u0113ks, nek\u0101 j\u016bs, kur\u0161 taisa un organiz\u0113 j\u016bsu dz\u012bvi. T\u0101 ir meistar\u012bbas zaud\u0113\u0161ana.2. Vienot\u012bbas zaud\u0113\u0161ana<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un tad, grimstot dzi\u013cum\u0101, grimstot j\u016bsu vec\u0101ku paradigm\u0101, kuri ir dz\u012bvoju\u0161i ar to pietieko\u0161i ilgi, rodas ar\u012b paties\u0101s vienot\u012bbas ar visu dz\u012bvojo\u0161o zaud\u0113jums. Vienot\u012bbas starp jums un pasauli atpaz\u012b\u0161ana ir priek\u0161 jums pazaud\u0113ta. Uz ego balst\u012bt\u0101 apzi\u0146\u0101 eksist\u0113 sl\u0113dziens, ka visi m\u0113s eksist\u0113jam atsevi\u0161\u0137i viens no otra, katrs sav\u0101 atsevi\u0161\u0137\u0101 \u0137ermen\u012b. T\u0101 ir p\u0101rliec\u012bba, ka m\u0113s dz\u012bvojam \u0161aj\u0101 \u0137ermen\u012b un ir nepiecie\u0161ams pielikt lielas p\u016bles kontaktiem ar citiem. T\u0101 ir \u0137erme\u0146a k\u0101 cietuma il\u016bzija. T\u0101 ir otr\u0101 il\u016bzija.2. M\u012blest\u012bbas zaud\u0113\u0161ana<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tre\u0161\u0101 il\u016bzija, kuru es gribu piemin\u0113t \u2013 tas ir m\u012blest\u012bbas zaud\u0113jums. Sf\u0113r\u0101, no kuras j\u016bs non\u0101c\u0101t uz Zemes, m\u012blest\u012bbas ener\u0123ija bija ac\u012bmredzams atbalsts. Kad j\u016bs ierodaties \u0161eit, sal\u012bdzino\u0161i tum\u0161\u0101 pasaul\u0113, kur eksist\u0113 milz\u012bgs daudzums \u201cnem\u012blest\u012bbas\u201d, j\u016bs s\u0101kat jaukt m\u012blest\u012bbu ar visiem ener\u0123iju veidiem, kuri nav m\u012blest\u012bba. T\u0101diem, k\u0101 j\u016bsmo\u0161ana par emocion\u0101lo atkar\u012bbu. Es atgriez\u012b\u0161os pie \u0161\u012b jucek\u013ca v\u0113l\u0101k \u0161aj\u0101 \u010deneling\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad es grib\u0113tu pa\u0146emt j\u016bs j\u016bsu dzim\u0161anas moment\u0101 \u0161eit, kad j\u016bs v\u0113l ar vienu k\u0101ju esat Debes\u012bs, bet ar otru jau uz Zemes, un v\u0113l neesat labi piel\u0101goju\u0161ies tam visam. Vienm\u0113r eksist\u0113 zin\u0101mi momenti, kad j\u016bsu vec\u0101ki ir \u013coti saist\u012bti ar \u0161o paradigmu, un momenti, kad vi\u0146i ir br\u012bvi no t\u0101s. Citiem v\u0101rdiem, kad sirds ener\u0123ija atbr\u012bvojas vi\u0146os. Ta\u010du tie vienm\u0113r ir tie pa\u0161i punkti, kuros vi\u0146i ir stipri iestr\u0113gu\u0161i uz ego balst\u012bt\u0101s apzi\u0146as paradigm\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un \u0161aj\u0101 moment\u0101 atn\u0101kat j\u016bs, svaigs, t\u0101 sakot, no Debes\u012bm. T\u016bl\u012bt p\u0113c tam b\u0113rna att\u012bst\u012bb\u0101 attiec\u012bb\u0101s ar vec\u0101kiem notiek tas, ka vispirms vi\u0146\u0161 \u013coti stipri piesl\u0113dzas vec\u0101ku paradigmai, bet p\u0113c tam, pieaugot, s\u0101k l\u0113ni atk\u0101pties no t\u0101s. \u0160is aug\u0161anas process ir l\u012bdz\u012bgs p\u0101rejai no ego ener\u0123ijas uz sirds ener\u0123iju, kur\u0161 notiek cilv\u0113ces kolekt\u012bvaj\u0101 apzi\u0146\u0101 kopum\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tie\u0161i t\u0101, k\u0101 tas notiek liel\u0101 m\u0113rog\u0101, tas notiek ar\u012b maz\u0101 m\u0113rog\u0101, person\u012bbas l\u012bmen\u012b. P\u0101reja no ego apzi\u0146as uz sirds apzi\u0146u mikrol\u012bmen\u012b bie\u017ei reduc\u0113jas uz nepiecie\u0161am\u012bbu p\u0101rk\u0101pt robe\u017eas, ar bail\u0113m p\u0101rslogot\u0101s ener\u0123ijas, kuras j\u016bs esat ieguvis b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101 no vec\u0101kiem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Es gribu aprakst\u012bt \u0161o apzi\u0146as transform\u0101ciju maz\u0101 m\u0113rog\u0101, piem\u0113ram, aprakstot savstarp\u0113j\u0101s attiec\u012bbas starp vec\u0101ku un b\u0113rnu, jo tas ir viegli atpaz\u012bstams jums visiem un paz\u012bstams no person\u012bg\u0101s pieredzes. Es nem\u012blu pare\u0123ojumus vai izteikumus, kuri nesaskan ar pieredzi, paz\u012bstamu j\u016bsu pa\u0161u sirdij, j\u016bsu pa\u0161u j\u016bt\u0101m. L\u016bk, k\u0101p\u0113c es atkal l\u016bdzu j\u016bs: kad j\u016bs las\u0101t vai klaus\u0101ties materi\u0101lus par p\u0101rejas periodu, l\u016bdzu, p\u0101rbaudiet tos ar savu sirdi un paskatieties, vai tie saskan ar j\u016bsu pa\u0161u pieredzi. T\u0101p\u0113c, ka j\u016bs vairs neesat m\u0101cek\u013ci, j\u016bs visi esat meistari. Un p\u0101rbaudes akmens jums ir j\u016bsu pa\u0161u pieredze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bsu sirdis ir piepild\u012btas ar intuit\u012bv\u0101m saj\u016bt\u0101m, maig\u0101m un lieg\u0101m, par to, kas atn\u0101k, lai aizietu. Ticiet t\u0101m. K\u0101d\u0101 form\u0101 \u0161\u012b iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 apzi\u0146as p\u0101rb\u012bde izpaud\u012bsies uz \u0101rpusi, Zemes fiziskaj\u0101 realit\u0101t\u0113 \u2013 tas nav svar\u012bgi. Dz\u012bvosim \u2013 redz\u0113sim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tas ir sirds solis, iek\u0161\u0113js solis emociju valst\u012bb\u0101, kur\u0161 vien\u012bgais patie\u0161\u0101m tiek ieskait\u012bts p\u0101rej\u0101 uz Jauno \u0112ru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Moment\u0101, kad s\u0101kas j\u016bsu dz\u012bve \u0161eit uz Zemes, j\u016bs saduraties ar realit\u0101ti p\u0101rsvar\u0101 caur saviem vec\u0101kiem. Ierodoties \u0161eit, j\u016bs v\u0113l nesat sev l\u012bdzi atmi\u0146u par M\u0101j\u0101m un j\u016btat vieglu nosta\u013c\u0123iju. M\u0113s jau piemin\u0113j\u0101m agr\u0101k kosmisk\u0101s dzim\u0161anas traumu (sk. \u0161\u012bs s\u0113rijas \u010denelingu 2), kuru j\u016bs nesat sev l\u012bdzi k\u0101 dv\u0113sele cauri visam ce\u013cam atpaka\u013c l\u012bdz pa\u0161am j\u016bsu ce\u013cojuma s\u0101kumam, cauri vis\u0101m dz\u012bv\u0113m \u0161eit uz Zemes vai, kur tas v\u0113l ar\u012b neb\u016btu. Ta\u010du katra reize, kad j\u016bs s\u0101kat jaunu dz\u012bvi uz Zemes k\u0101 b\u0113rns, ar\u012b ir dzim\u0161anas trauma. Es ar dom\u0101ju pamat\u0101 v\u0101rda psiholo\u0123isko j\u0113gu. Katru reizi \u0161\u012b aizie\u0161ana no M\u0101j\u0101m un nepiecie\u0161am\u012bba piem\u0113roties atrod savu ce\u013cu Zemes ener\u0123ij\u0101. J\u016bsu dzim\u0161anas moment\u0101 j\u016bsu vec\u0101ki jau pieder Zemes ener\u0123ijai. Vi\u0146i jau ir piem\u0113roju\u0161ies \u0161ai dimensijai un \u0161eit str\u0101d\u0101jo\u0161ajiem likumiem Bie\u017ei tie ir ierobe\u017eojo\u0161ie likumi soci\u0101lo normu un ideju sf\u0113r\u0101, kurus j\u016bsu vec\u0101ki piln\u012bb\u0101 ir pie\u0146\u0113mu\u0161i, bet kuri ne visi ir ac\u012bmredzami b\u0113rnam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vec\u0101ki, t\u0101dej\u0101di, p\u0101rst\u0101v b\u0113rnam ego apzi\u0146u. Tr\u012bs il\u016bziju paradigmu. B\u0113rns sastopas ar to vec\u0101ku m\u0101j\u0101, un forma, kuru \u0161\u012b paradigma pie\u0146em vi\u0146a vec\u0101kos, \u013coti stipri ietekm\u0113 visu vi\u0146a dz\u012bvi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Protams, vec\u0101ki \u2013 Pamela l\u016bdz mani att\u012bst\u012bt \u0161o domu, jo vi\u0146a negrib, ka vec\u0101ki par\u0101d\u012btos slikt\u0101 gaism\u0101 \u2013 ar\u012b bija sav\u0101 laik\u0101 b\u0113rni un ir izg\u0101ju\u0161i caur to pa\u0161u procesu. Vec\u0101ki nep\u0101rnes apzin\u0101ti savas bailes un il\u016bzijas uz b\u0113rniem. Tom\u0113r, k\u0101 pieaugu\u0161ie vi\u0146i negribot uzs\u016bc vec\u0101s, uz ego balst\u012bt\u0101s, paradigmas ener\u0123ijas, paradigmas, kuru noform\u0113ju\u0161as \u0161\u012bs tr\u012bs, agr\u0101k piemin\u0113t\u0101s, il\u016bzijas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0113rns ien\u0101k vis\u0101 taj\u0101 svaigs un jauns un s\u0101k apzin\u0101ties, ka realit\u0101te neatbilst, nav harmonij\u0101 ar to, pie k\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 ir pieradis. \u0160aj\u0101 \u013coti agraj\u0101 dz\u012bves f\u0101z\u0113 b\u0113rns atrodas pas\u012bv\u0101k\u0101 apzi\u0146as st\u0101vokl\u012b. Visa vi\u0146a b\u016btne, pr\u0101ts un j\u016btas ir \u013coti atkl\u0101tas, un vi\u0146\u0161 ies\u016bc visu, kas vi\u0146u aptver. \u012apa\u0161i pirmajos tr\u012bs m\u0113ne\u0161os vi\u0146a sp\u0113ja uzs\u016bkt ir neticama. Vi\u0146\u0161 asimil\u0113 vi\u0146u aptvero\u0161o ener\u0123\u0113tisko realit\u0101ti visdzi\u013c\u0101kaj\u0101 \u0161\u016bnu l\u012bmen\u012b. Tuv\u0101k\u0101s apk\u0101rtnes ener\u0123\u0113tisko realit\u0101ti, parasti vec\u0101kus, vi\u0146\u0161 dzer un pie\u0146em k\u0101 realit\u0101ti. No otras puses, vi\u0146\u0101 v\u0113l joproj\u0101m eksist\u0113 \u201cdebesu da\u013ci\u0146a\u201d, kura ir avots t\u012brajai, nenosac\u012btajai, il\u016bzij\u0101m nepak\u013cautajai eksistencei. Zin\u0101m\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113 \u0161\u012bs ener\u0123\u0113tisk\u0101s realit\u0101tes ir pretrun\u0101 viena otrai, ta\u010du b\u0113rns sl\u0113pj to no sevis, jo \u0161is konflikts ir p\u0101r\u0101k s\u0101p\u012bgs \u0161aj\u0101 ievainojamaj\u0101 stadij\u0101, kur\u0101 b\u0113rns atrodas, kad vi\u0146\u0161 ir tikko nesen dzimis. Lai pasl\u0113ptu \u0161o sadursmi, \u0161o iek\u0161\u0113jo konfliktu no sevis, b\u0113rns pak\u013caujas apk\u0101rtnei. Vi\u0146\u0161 grib atrast sav\u0101 apk\u0101rtn\u0113 apstiprin\u0101jumu tai m\u012blest\u012bbas, vienot\u012bbas un meistar\u012bbas ener\u0123ijai, kura v\u0113l joproj\u0101m ir kl\u0101t vi\u0146\u0101 pa\u0161\u0101 vi\u0146a dabiskaj\u0101 st\u0101vokl\u012b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0113rns v\u0113l arvien ir savas realit\u0101tes meistars, saimnieks. Vi\u0146\u0161 j\u016bt vienot\u012bbu, veselumu, vi\u0146am ir m\u012blest\u012bba, ta\u010du vi\u0146\u0161 grib sa\u0146emt apstiprin\u0101jumu visam tam no savas apk\u0101rtnes. Vi\u0146\u0161 s\u0101k mekl\u0113t \u0161os apstiprin\u0101jumus, ta\u010du bie\u017ei vien sa\u0146em no t\u0101s mulsino\u0161as atbildes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146a vec\u0101ki negrib dot vi\u0146am m\u012blest\u012bbu, un vi\u0146os ir tik daudz bai\u013cu. Ir tik daudz blo\u0137\u0113tas ener\u0123ijas, kura nevar br\u012bvi pl\u016bst, jo vi\u0146i ne\u013cauj sev pl\u016bst. Ir vec\u0101kos ar\u012b ilgas un nostal\u0123ija p\u0113c vi\u0146u pa\u0161u meistar\u012bbas, m\u012blest\u012bbas, p\u0113c saj\u016btas b\u016bt saist\u012btam ar Visu Eso\u0161o, ta\u010du vi\u0146i sen ir pazaud\u0113ju\u0161i \u0161o pr\u0101ta st\u0101vokli. Vi\u0146i ir tik \u013coti pieradu\u0161i dz\u012bv\u0113 uz Zemes pie vis\u0101m \u0161\u012bm il\u016bzij\u0101m, ka s\u0101ku\u0161i uztvert \u0161\u012bs il\u016bzijas k\u0101 kaut ko re\u0101lu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0101, negribot, vec\u0101ki audzina b\u0113rnu ener\u0123ij\u0101s, kuras baida vi\u0146u. Un atkal, l\u012bdz zin\u0101mam punktam, vec\u0101kus nevar vainot \u0161aj\u0101. Taj\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113, ka apzin\u0101t\u0101 l\u012bmen\u012b vi\u0146i \u013coti cen\u0161as dot savam b\u0113rnam pa\u0161u lab\u0101ko.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ar b\u0113rna piedzim\u0161anu vec\u0101ki bie\u017ei vair\u0101k atveras gaismai un m\u012blest\u012bbai. \u0160aj\u0101 laik\u0101 Dievi\u0161\u0137ais avots, beznosac\u012bjuma m\u012blest\u012bba pieskaras vi\u0146iem. Vi\u0146i j\u016bt dzim\u0161anas un maz\u0101s rad\u012bbas, kura uztic sevi vi\u0146iem dz\u012bv\u0113, sv\u0113tumu. B\u0113rnam dzimstot, vi\u0146u sirdis pla\u0161i atveras, un vi\u0146i st\u0101jas kontakt\u0101 ar pa\u0161u Dievi\u0161\u0137\u012bgumu, sv\u0113to b\u016bt\u012bbu. Ta\u010du bie\u017ei tas ir tikai uz laiku, jo v\u0113l\u0101k viss s\u0101k nok\u0101rtoties, atkal sak\u0101rtoties atpaka\u013c vi\u0146u ener\u0123\u0113tiskaj\u0101 realit\u0101t\u0113, k\u0101da bija l\u012bdz b\u0113rna piedzim\u0161anai. Un, t\u0101dej\u0101di, logs uz sirds realit\u0101ti atkal var aizv\u0113rties, bie\u017ei t\u0101 ar\u012b notiek. Vec\u0101ki kr\u012bt atpaka\u013c vecaj\u0101 domu, j\u016btu un v\u0113lmju t\u0113l\u0101. Un kas tad notiek ar augo\u0161o b\u0113rnu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vairums b\u0113rnu izv\u0113las tik labi adapt\u0113ties pie vec\u0101ku paradigmas, ka vi\u0146i zaud\u0113 kontaktu ar s\u0101kotn\u0113jo savas dv\u0113seles ener\u0123iju, kuru vi\u0146i v\u0113l labi apzin\u0101j\u0101s savas iemieso\u0161an\u0101s s\u0101kum\u0101. \u0160aj\u0101 pirmaj\u0101 dz\u012bves f\u0101z\u0113 (l\u012bdz dzimumbriedumam) vi\u0146i ir tik \u013coti koncentr\u0113ti uz \u0161o pasauli un m\u012blest\u012bbas un uzman\u012bbas sa\u0146em\u0161anu no saviem vec\u0101kiem, ka pa\u0161i aizmirst, kas vi\u0146i ir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0113rnam eksist\u0113 nepiepild\u0101mas m\u012blest\u012bbas un tuv\u012bbas sl\u0101pes, un, kad vec\u0101ki nevar pietiekami nodro\u0161in\u0101t to, b\u0113rns izdar\u012bs visu, lai t\u0101 vai cit\u0101di dab\u016btu t\u0101s. Tas rada iluzoru m\u012blest\u012bbas t\u0113lu. To uzdod par m\u012blest\u012bbu aplamas ener\u0123ijas, piem\u0113ram, vec\u0101ka lepnums, kad b\u0113rns sasniedz kaut ko, kas \u0101r\u0113j\u0101 pasaul\u0113 skait\u0101s gudrs vai labs. \u0160is vec\u0101ku lepnuma veids \u012bsten\u012bb\u0101 nek\u0101di nav saist\u012bts ar pa\u0161u b\u0113rnu. Tas nav lepnums no iek\u0161\u0113jiem sasniegumiem, bet no \u0101r\u0113jas izt\u0113lo\u0161an\u0101s, kurai nav nepiecie\u0161ams b\u0113rna iek\u0161\u0113js impulss. \u0160o lepnuma veidu b\u0113rns var kultiv\u0113t, lai pie\u0146emtu par m\u012blest\u012bbu. Un bie\u017ei vi\u0146\u0161 \u013coti smagi str\u0101d\u0101s sav\u0101 n\u0101ko\u0161aj\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113 un nesp\u0113s saprast, k\u013cuvis pieaudzis, k\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146\u0161 visu laiku ir spiests tik smagi str\u0101d\u0101t, k\u0101p\u0113c darbs ir k\u013cuvis vi\u0146am par nepiecie\u0161am\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Otrs m\u012blest\u012bbas izkrop\u013cojums jeb iluzors t\u0113ls rodas, kad b\u0113rns s\u0101k jaukt m\u012blest\u012bbu ar emocion\u0101lu atkar\u012bbu. Daudzi vec\u0101ki pa\u0161i ir izjutu\u0161i b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101 \u012bstas m\u012blest\u012bbas tr\u016bkumu. Vi\u0146i nejut\u0101s pa \u012bstam pie\u0146emti siltuma un dro\u0161\u012bbas atmosf\u0113r\u0101. Kad tagad vi\u0146iem pa\u0161iem ir b\u0113rns, vi\u0146i ieskauj to ar jauktiem sign\u0101liem. No vienas puses \u2013 t\u0101 ir \u012bsta m\u012blest\u012bba, no otras \u2013 neapzin\u0101ta vajadz\u012bba aizpild\u012bt zaud\u0113jumu. Vec\u0101ki m\u0113\u0123ina izdziedin\u0101t emocion\u0101lu r\u0113tu sev\u012b, atrodot m\u012blest\u012bbu un emocion\u0101lu dro\u0161\u012bbu, kuru vi\u0146i ir palaidu\u0161i gar\u0101m pag\u0101tn\u0113, attiec\u012bb\u0101s ar vi\u0146u b\u0113rnu. Kad tas notiek, b\u0113rns sa\u0146em no vec\u0101ka \u013coti sajauktus sign\u0101lus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ener\u0123\u0113tiskie sign\u0101li \u201cEs m\u012blu tevi\u201d un \u201cTu man esi vajadz\u012bgs\u201d b\u016bs nesaraujami saist\u012bti un samud\u017ein\u0101ti. \u0160\u012bs sajauk\u0161anas d\u0113\u013c, kuru j\u016bs varat izt\u0113loties k\u0101 spir\u0101lveid\u012bgi sav\u012btu auklu, b\u0113rns s\u0101k asoci\u0113t m\u012blest\u012bbu ar vajadz\u012bbu p\u0113c k\u0101da. \u0160is sajukums s\u0101kas ar emocion\u0101l\u0101s atkar\u012bbas attiec\u012bb\u0101m starp vec\u0101kiem un b\u0113rnu, un tam var b\u016bt \u013coti posto\u0161as sekas ne tikai attiec\u012bb\u0101s vec\u0101ks\u2013b\u0113rns, bet ar\u012b turpm\u0101k, int\u012bmaj\u0101s attiec\u012bb\u0101s, kuras b\u016bs b\u0113rnam, kad vi\u0146\u0161 pieaugs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0101kotnes savstarp\u0113j\u0101s attiec\u012bb\u0101s ar citiem pieaugu\u0161ajiem vi\u0146\u0161 vai vi\u0146a viegli var padom\u0101t, ka \u201cb\u016bt vajadz\u012bgam\u201d ir nepiecie\u0161ama m\u012blest\u012bbas komponente. Vi\u0146\u0161 var s\u0101kt uzskat\u012bt atkar\u012bbas vai pat greizsird\u012bbas j\u016btas un \u012bpa\u0161uma j\u016btas k\u0101 m\u012blest\u012bbas formu, tai laik\u0101, kad \u0161\u012bs ener\u0123ijas ir diametr\u0101li pret\u0113jas tai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Summ\u0113jot visu teikto pirmaj\u0101 da\u013c\u0101, j\u016bs redzat, ka esat ieradu\u0161ies uz Zemes, dzimu\u0161i vec\u0101ku paradigm\u0101, kura s\u0101kum\u0101, teiksim, pirmaj\u0101 dz\u012bves pus\u0113, var izsaukt pietiekami lielu sajukumu. T\u0101 j\u016bs, ar sajauktu pr\u0101tu, ar zin\u0101m\u0101m izredz\u0113m un iesp\u0113j\u0101m, ieejat sav\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113, kura uzaicina j\u016bs izp\u0113t\u012bt un at\u0161\u0137etin\u0101t \u0161o mezglu. J\u016bs esat p\u0101rcietu\u0161i pa\u0161identifik\u0101cijas kr\u012bzi, kad nekas nav noteikts, un j\u016bs past\u0101v\u012bgi \u0161aub\u0101ties par to, kas j\u016bs esat, un kas n\u0113. Tas bija aprakst\u012bts s\u0113rij\u0101 \u201cGaismas Darbinieki\u201d k\u0101 pirm\u0101 f\u0101ze p\u0101rej\u0101 no ego uz sirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u012asta j\u016bsu il\u016bziju un k\u013c\u016bdu noskaidro\u0161ana notiek, kad j\u016bs sak\u0101rtojat sakarus ar sirds ener\u0123iju. Tas ar\u012b bija aprakst\u012bts s\u0113rij\u0101 \u201cGaismas Darbinieki\u201d. Bet, kas attiecas uz j\u016bsu vec\u0101kiem, tad tas noz\u012bm\u0113 b\u016bt patie\u0161\u0101m sp\u0113j\u012bgam atlaist vi\u0146us, piedot vi\u0146iem dv\u0113sel\u0113 un s\u0101kt iet pa savu pa\u0161a ce\u013cu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zin\u0101m\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113 j\u016bs bij\u0101t savu vec\u0101ku, k\u0101 ego apzi\u0146as p\u0101rst\u0101vju j\u016bsu b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101, upuri. Uz laiku un da\u013c\u0113ji j\u016bs dz\u012bvoj\u0101t atbilsto\u0161i vi\u0146u il\u016bzij\u0101m. B\u016bdami vi\u0146u b\u0113rni, jums vienk\u0101r\u0161i nebija izv\u0113les. Ta\u010du, \u0161\u012b upura st\u0101vok\u013ca p\u0101rvar\u0113\u0161ana \u2013 t\u0101 ir viena no pa\u0161\u0101m svar\u012bg\u0101kaj\u0101m izlau\u0161an\u0101m, kuras j\u016bs varat izdar\u012bt dz\u012bv\u0113. Tas padara j\u016bs par br\u012bvu cilv\u0113ku, kad j\u016bs varat atpaz\u012bt no b\u0113rn\u012bbas atnestos ener\u0123\u0113tiskos imprintus un lemjat, kuri no tiem jums der un kurus j\u016bs uzskat\u0101t lab\u0101k atlaist. T\u0101 ir meistar\u012bba. \u0160aj\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 j\u016bs vairs nepieska\u0146ojaties zemapzi\u0146\u0101 j\u016bsu vec\u0101ku v\u0113l\u0113\u0161an\u0101m un gaid\u0101m, kuras neatbilst j\u016bs\u0113j\u0101m. Taj\u0101 pat laik\u0101 j\u016bs vairs nesace\u013caties pret vi\u0146iem. J\u016bs varat uzskat\u012bt jums neatbilsto\u0161os imprintus vienk\u0101r\u0161i k\u0101 kaut ko, jums nepiedero\u0161u. Jums vairs nav vajadz\u012bbas ties\u0101t savus vec\u0101kus, apgr\u016btinot sevi ar to. Jums vairs nav j\u0101c\u012bn\u0101s ar to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs piederat ego apzi\u0146ai caur j\u016bsu vec\u0101kiem, un j\u016bs atkal p\u0101rvarat ego caur vi\u0146iem, taisni atlai\u017eot vi\u0146us m\u012blest\u012bb\u0101 un piedo\u0161an\u0101 un apzinoties sevi k\u0101 neatkar\u012bgu meistaru, k\u0101di j\u016bs ar\u012b esat. T\u0101 ir savas meistar\u012bbas piepras\u012b\u0161ana, apzin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s, ka j\u016bs esat savas dz\u012bves rad\u012bt\u0101js un pie\u0146emat visas savas izv\u0113les, par aplam\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gaismas darbinieki un vi\u0146u vec\u0101ki<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

\u0160aj\u0101 da\u013c\u0101 es gribu atsevi\u0161\u0137i parun\u0101t par gaismas darbinieku dv\u0113sel\u0113m. Vi\u0146as iegrimst vec\u0101ku paradigm\u0101, kurus pa\u0161i ir izv\u0113l\u0113ju\u0161ies, t\u0101pat ar\u012b k\u0101 savu dzim\u0161anu. Tagad gaismas darbinieki bie\u017ei atnes sev l\u012bdzi speci\u0101lu uzdevumu attiec\u012bb\u0101 pret vec\u0101kiem jeb vec\u0101ku paradigmu. Gaismas darbiniekiem, kad vi\u0146i n\u0101k uz Zemi, ir nodoms ies\u0113t Kristus apzi\u0146as, Jaun\u0101s \u0112ras ener\u0123ijas s\u0113klu, d\u0113stus. Gaismas darbinieku dv\u0113seles, pat stipr\u0101k, nek\u0101 citas, ir noska\u0146otas sirds paradigmas realiz\u0101cijai zemes realit\u0101t\u0113. Tie\u0161i \u0161\u012b iemesla d\u0113\u013c \u2013 un tas var izskat\u012bties paradoks\u0101li \u2013 daudzas gaismas darbinieku dv\u0113seles izv\u0113las iemiesoties \u0123imen\u0113s, kur\u0101s ir daudz tumsas. Ar tumsu es saprotu tikai vien\u012bgi il\u016bzijas, par kur\u0101m es run\u0101ju agr\u0101k, tr\u012bs il\u016bzijas, kuras ved pie j\u016bsu meistar\u012bbas, \u012bsten\u0101s vienot\u012bbas un m\u012blest\u012bbas zaud\u0113\u0161anas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0101dej\u0101di, kad gaismas darbinieki atn\u0101k uz Zemi ar att\u012bst\u012btu, att\u012br\u012btu apzi\u0146u jeb \u201cvecuma\u201d saj\u016btu dv\u0113sel\u0113, vi\u0146i apst\u0101jas \u0123imen\u0113s, kur\u0101s \u201ckaut kas notiek\u201d, kur t\u0101s vai citas il\u016bzijas pieredze tiek p\u0101rdz\u012bvota ekstrem\u0101li. Savas misijas dabas d\u0113\u013c gaismas darbinieki k\u0101 magn\u0113ts pievelkas situ\u0101cij\u0101m, kur ener\u0123ija iestr\u0113gst, kur t\u0101 sast\u0101vas k\u0101 strupce\u013c\u0101. Pal\u012bdz\u0113t ener\u0123ijai atkal tec\u0113t \u0161eit vi\u0146i j\u016bt k\u0101 savu uzdevumu. L\u016bk, k\u0101p\u0113c gaismas darbinieki bie\u017ei dzimst gr\u016bt\u0101s \u0123imen\u0113s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pirms jaun\u0101s dz\u012bves s\u0101kuma gaismas darbinieki bie\u017ei ir piln\u012bgi p\u0101rliecin\u0101ti, ka vi\u0146i atrad\u012bs savu ce\u013cu uz gaismu un p\u0101rvar\u0113s \u0161o ierobe\u017eojo\u0161o ener\u0123iju. Ta\u010du, kad vi\u0146i piedzimst k\u0101 b\u0113rni un aug, vi\u0146i atveras t\u0101m pa\u0161\u0101m dilemm\u0101m un juceklim, t\u0101pat k\u0101 citi b\u0113rni. Zin\u0101m\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113 vi\u0146i izj\u016bt \u0161o samulsumu pat dzi\u013c\u0101k un stipr\u0101k. T\u0101 k\u0101 vi\u0146i nes sev l\u012bdzi vair\u0101k M\u0101ju ener\u0123ijas, vi\u0146i (iek\u0161\u0113ji) k\u0101 ar pieri sien\u0101 saduras ar blo\u0137\u0113tajiem ener\u0123ijas \u0161abloniem sav\u0101 apk\u0101rtn\u0113, un tas vi\u0146us ievaino dzi\u013c\u0101k. T\u0101dej\u0101di, gaismas darbinieku ce\u013cojums uz \u0161\u012bm tumsas un k\u013c\u016bdu viet\u0101m satur sev\u012b zin\u0101mu risku. T\u0101 ir b\u012bstama misija. Atcerieties, es nosaucu j\u016bs par drosm\u012bgiem kareivjiem \u2013 tie\u0161i \u0161\u012b iemesla d\u0113\u013c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bsu piedzim\u0161ana \u0161eit \u2013 t\u0101 ir izk\u0101p\u0161ana neviesm\u012bl\u012bg\u0101 viet\u0101 tikai ar sevi, j\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113jo zin\u0101\u0161anu, k\u0101 bag\u0101\u017eu. \u0160eit eksist\u0113 \u013coti neliela rezonanse ar apk\u0101rt\u0113jo vidi, \u013coti neliela paz\u012b\u0161anas un atz\u012b\u0161anas pak\u0101pe tam, kas j\u016bs esat. K\u0101 gaismas darbinieks j\u016bs mekl\u0113jat kaut ko neviet\u0113ju. K\u0101 gaismas darbinieks, j\u016bs esat pionieris, kur\u0161 grib izmain\u012bt un p\u0101rvirz\u012bt kaut ko, un j\u016bs vienm\u0113r esat pirmais, kur\u0161 to dara dotaj\u0101 apk\u0101rtn\u0113. Un, t\u0101tad, j\u016bs ne uzreiz atrodat l\u012bdz\u012bgus sev. Un tas ievaino, tas ir smagi cilv\u0113ciskajai dv\u0113selei. K\u0101 gar\u012bga b\u016bt\u012bba, j\u016bs apzin\u0101ti esat izv\u0113l\u0113jies \u0161o ce\u013cu, ta\u010du cilv\u0113ciskajai b\u016btnei, b\u0113rnam tas ir bargi un nepat\u012bkami. L\u016bk, k\u0101p\u0113c es aicinu j\u016bs atpaz\u012bt sev\u012b \u0161\u012bs s\u0101pes, jo tikai izdarot to, j\u016bs var\u0113siet ar to str\u0101d\u0101t un atbr\u012bvot t\u0101s. T\u0101s ir bezpajumtes b\u0113rna s\u0101pes, kur\u0161 nekad neatrod savas unikalit\u0101tes sapratni. B\u0113rns \u2013 ir \u201c\u0101rzemnieks\u201d \u0161aj\u0101 apk\u0101rtn\u0113. Gaismas darbinieki izj\u016bt to pat ilg\u0101k, jo vi\u0146i: 1. ir \u013coti stipri \u201ccit\u0101di\u201d, 2. mekl\u0113 apk\u0101rtni, kur \u0161o at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bbu neatz\u012bst vai atz\u012bst ar gr\u016bt\u012bb\u0101m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pilno ce\u013cu b\u0113rnam uz pieaugu\u0161o un pat uz vecumu var uzskat\u012bt k\u0101 izaicin\u0101jumu mekl\u0113t ce\u013cu atpaka\u013c pie sevis, pie savas dabisk\u0101s iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s gaismas. Izaicin\u0101jumu, kur\u0161 s\u0101kas dzi\u013ci iek\u0161\u0101 no zin\u0101\u0161anas un saj\u016btas: \u201cTas esmu es, un tas ir tas, ko es atnesu uz \u0161ejieni\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tas ir \u012bpa\u0161i pareizi gaismas darbiniekiem. Tas ir vi\u0146u pamata uzdevums \u2013 k\u013c\u016bt par to, kas vi\u0146i ir. Darot to, vi\u0146i izpilda savu misiju. Tas nav j\u016bsu uzdevums \u2013 padar\u012bt pasauli lab\u0101ku. J\u016bsu uzdevums \u2013 atrast sevi. Un tad patie\u0161\u0101m pasaule k\u013c\u016bs par lab\u0101ku vietu, jo j\u016bsu Gaisma iemirdz\u0113sies sav\u0101 dabiskaj\u0101 veid\u0101. Ta\u010du jums nav j\u0101str\u0101d\u0101 priek\u0161 t\u0101, tas vienk\u0101r\u0161i notiks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u012astais darbs \u2013 ir atbr\u012bvoties no vis\u0101m \u0161\u012bm ego paradigmas sast\u0101vda\u013c\u0101m (bailes, il\u016bzija), kuras j\u016bs esat uzs\u016bku\u0161i tik dzi\u013ci, b\u016bdami b\u0113rni, pirmajos tr\u012bs m\u0113ne\u0161os un v\u0113l\u0101k. \u0160\u012b atlai\u0161ana \u2013 ir \u013coti smaga misija. Es negribu v\u0101jin\u0101t j\u016bsu v\u012bri\u0161\u0137\u012bbu, sakot to. V\u0113l vair\u0101k, es gribu iem\u0101c\u012bt j\u016bs izjust cie\u0146u pret sevi, jo j\u016bs \u2013 esat pa\u0161i drosm\u012bg\u0101kie kareivji, kurus es zinu. Izaicin\u0101jums \u2013 patie\u0161\u0101m b\u016bt visam, kas j\u016bs varat b\u016bt apk\u0101rtn\u0113, kura nav j\u016bsu. Tas ir pioniera darbs, t\u0101 darbs, kur\u0161 kl\u0101j ce\u013cu jaunai apzi\u0146ai \u0161eit, uz Zemes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0122imenes karmas atrisin\u0101\u0161ana<\/h3>\n\n\n\n

Tekst\u0101, kur\u0161 nopublic\u0113ts agr\u0101k sait\u0101 (s\u0113rij\u0101 \u201cGaisnas Darbinieki\u201d), es daudz run\u0101ju par so\u013ciem, kuri jums j\u0101sper, lai atbr\u012bvotos no apzi\u0146as, kas balst\u012bta uz ego, un s\u0101ktu virz\u012bties sirds virzien\u0101. Taj\u0101 es \u0161eit neiedzi\u013cin\u0101\u0161os. Es speci\u0101li apst\u0101\u0161os pie savstarp\u0113j\u0101m attiec\u012bb\u0101m ar j\u016bsu vec\u0101kiem un gribu saist\u012bt t\u0101s ar meditat\u012bvajiem vingrin\u0101jumiem, kurus izpild\u012bja Gerrits s\u0101kum\u0101. (\u0160aj\u0101 \u010deneling\u0101 nav aprakst\u012bti.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ir \u013coti svar\u012bgi apzin\u0101ties visas j\u016btas, kuras iesaist\u012btas savstarp\u0113j\u0101s attiec\u012bb\u0101s ar vec\u0101kiem, \u012bpa\u0161i j\u016btas, kuras j\u016bsu iek\u0161\u0113jais b\u0113rns j\u016bt attiec\u012bb\u0101 pret vi\u0146iem. Var b\u016bt \u013coti pam\u0101co\u0161i piln\u012bb\u0101 izmain\u012bt lomas, k\u0101 tas tiek dar\u012bts vingrin\u0101jum\u0101 (vingrin\u0101jum\u0101 j\u016bs satik\u0101ties ar saviem vec\u0101kiem k\u0101 b\u0113rniem). Lietas var par\u0101d\u012bties piln\u012bgi negaid\u012bt\u0101 gaism\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160\u012b lomu mai\u0146a nes sev\u012b paties\u012bbas graudu. P\u0113c b\u016bt\u012bbas j\u016bs (t\u0101pat) esat j\u016bsu vec\u0101ku vec\u0101ks. Tas bija j\u016bsu nodoms sp\u0113l\u0113t vec\u0101ka lomu, kad j\u016bs atn\u0101c\u0101t uz Zemi \u0161aj\u0101 noteiktaj\u0101 \u0123imen\u0113: j\u016bs grib\u0113j\u0101t atvest j\u016bsu vec\u0101kus kaut kur, vai aizvest no kaut k\u0101; j\u016bs grib\u0113j\u0101t aicin\u0101t vi\u0146us izaugt gai\u0161\u0101k\u0101 realit\u0101t\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs bie\u017ei dom\u0101jat, ka esat cietis taj\u0101 zaud\u0113jumu. J\u016bs j\u016btat, ka tas nav izdevies, ka j\u016bs esat izr\u0101d\u012bjies nesp\u0113j\u012bgs pal\u012bdz\u0113t j\u016bsu vec\u0101kiem ce\u013c\u0101, kuru j\u016bs redzat. Ta\u010du tas t\u0101 nav.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Visa lieta ir taj\u0101, lai patie\u0161\u0101m saprastu, ko noz\u012bm\u0113 \u201cpal\u012bdz\u0113t\u201d. Tas str\u0101d\u0101 sekojo\u0161\u0101 veid\u0101: j\u016bs dzimstot iegrimstat paradigm\u0101, pie kuras, p\u0113c savas dabas, nepiederat. Ta\u010du j\u016bs s\u0101kat dz\u012bvot saska\u0146\u0101 ar to. J\u016bs ies\u016bcat to tik stipri, ka tas k\u013c\u016bst par da\u013cu no jums. Tas tik \u013coti k\u013c\u016bst par da\u013cu no jums, ka no \u0161\u012b laika j\u016bs patie\u0161\u0101m nezin\u0101t, kas \u0161eit ir j\u016bsu, un kas n\u0113. Zemapzi\u0146\u0101 tas ievaino un ved pie iek\u0161\u0113ja konflikta. Kad j\u016bs izaugat, j\u016bs varat izv\u0113l\u0113ties apzin\u0101ties \u0161\u012bs s\u0101pes un str\u0101d\u0101t ar t\u0101m. J\u016bs nost\u0101jaties uz iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s izaugsmes un apzin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s ce\u013ca. J\u016bs s\u0101kat apzin\u0101ties arvien dzi\u013c\u0101kus s\u0101pju sl\u0101\u0146us sev\u012b un dziedin\u0101t t\u0101s. Neatz\u012b\u0161anas s\u0101pes, vientul\u012bbas s\u0101pes, visas \u0161\u012bs da\u013cas izn\u0101k virspus\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un, kad j\u016bs to dar\u0101t \u2013 j\u016bs izpild\u0101t j\u016bsu uzdevumu. J\u016bs pal\u012bdzat saviem vec\u0101kiem, ne tie\u0161i, bet netie\u0161i. Tas, ko j\u016bs dar\u0101t \u2013 j\u016bs kl\u0101jat ce\u013cu, ener\u0123\u0113tisku taci\u0146u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bs k\u0101pjat aug\u0161up no ielejas, tum\u0161as vietas, kur valda il\u016bzijas, un atst\u0101jat aiz sevis ener\u0123\u0113tiskas p\u0113das. \u0160\u012b k\u0101p\u0161ana prasa milz\u012bgu sp\u0113ka un ener\u0123ijas daudzumu. Un t\u0101 ir j\u016bsu misija. Uzdevums, kuru j\u016bs esat uzliku\u0161i sev. Att\u012brot \u201crisin\u0101juma ce\u013cu\u201d, \u0161\u012bs ener\u0123\u0113tisk\u0101s p\u0113das k\u013c\u016bst ener\u0123\u0113tiski iesp\u0113jamas j\u016bsu vec\u0101kiem, j\u016bsu \u0123imenei un visiem, kas grib\u0113s to izmantot; katrs, kur\u0161 ir strupce\u013c\u0101, var izmantot \u0161o risin\u0101juma ener\u0123iju, kuru j\u016bs padar\u012bj\u0101t pieejamu ar savu k\u0101p\u0161anu no dzi\u013cuma. (Sk. ar\u012b \u010deneligu \u201cSlazdi ce\u013c\u0101 uz to, lai k\u013c\u016btu par dziednieku\u201d.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0101dej\u0101di, p\u0113das, kuras j\u016bs atst\u0101jat aiz sevis ce\u013c\u0101 uz savu pa\u0161a apgaismot\u012bbu, pa\u0161a prieku, tad ar\u012b ir j\u016bsu uzdevuma pild\u012b\u0161ana. Tas nav j\u016bsu uzdevums, papildus stiept uz sevis vai aiz sevis savus vec\u0101kus. Jums nav j\u0101maina vi\u0146i, nav j\u0101atdala no il\u016bzij\u0101m un bail\u0113m. Tas nav j\u016bsu uzdevums. J\u016bsu uzdevums \u2013 atst\u0101t ener\u0123\u0113tisk\u0101s p\u0113das, kuras j\u016bs rad\u0101t ar savu pa\u0161a iek\u0161\u0113jo izaugsmi, un atlaist to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0122imenes karmas ideja, kuru izmanto ezot\u0113riskaj\u0101s aprind\u0101s, var novest pie nepareizas izpratnes. \u0122imenes karmas gad\u012bjum\u0101 ir paredz\u0113ta karmas eksistence \u0101rpus indiv\u012bda un, ka to k\u0101ds no \u0123imenes (protams, gaismas darbinieks) var pie\u0146emt sev. Tas patie\u0161\u0101m ir tiesa, ka \u0123imen\u0113 \u2013 un tas var tikt nov\u0113rots daudzas paaudzes \u2013 zin\u0101mas t\u0113mas un probl\u0113mas var atk\u0101rtoties atkal un atkal. Taj\u0101 pat var iesaist\u012bties \u0123en\u0113tika. \u0160\u012bs probl\u0113mas \u2013 t\u0101 ir risin\u0101juma  mekl\u0113\u0161ana zin\u0101m\u0101 l\u012bmen\u012b, t\u0101s tiks izietas, tikl\u012bdz par\u0101d\u012bsies risin\u0101jums. Daudz dv\u0113se\u013cu, ne tikai gaismas darbinieki, pie\u0146em \u0123imenei piedero\u0161as karmas da\u013ci\u0146u, dzimstot zin\u0101m\u0101 \u0123imenes l\u012bnij\u0101. Gaismas darbinieki bie\u017ei izv\u0113las to vair\u0101k vai maz\u0101k apzin\u0101ti ar skaidru m\u0113r\u0137i ienest savu ieguld\u012bjumu \u0161\u012bs nost\u0101v\u0113ju\u0161\u0101s ener\u0123ijas at\u0161\u0137etin\u0101\u0161an\u0101. Ta\u010du \u0161is ieguld\u012bjums nenes sev l\u012bdzi pien\u0101kumu atbr\u012bvot \u0123imeni no karmas. Te runa iet par pa\u0161a sevis atbr\u012bvo\u0161anu no karmas. Darot to, j\u016bs rad\u0101t ener\u0123\u0113tisku iesp\u0113ju telpu, kuru citi var izmantot, ja vi\u0146i to grib. Citi var ar\u012b izv\u0113l\u0113ties nedar\u012bt to. T\u0101s ir vi\u0146u ties\u012bbas un tas ir tas, ko jums ir tik smagi pie\u0146emt un atlaist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u017ereiz j\u016bs patie\u0161\u0101m uzskat\u0101t, ka jums ir, figur\u0101li sakot, j\u0101velk savi vec\u0101ki vai m\u012b\u013cie aug\u0161up kaln\u0101. Ka j\u016bsu misijas pan\u0101kumi patie\u0161\u0101m ir atkar\u012bgi no izmai\u0146\u0101m, kuras notiek citu cilv\u0113ku dz\u012bv\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tas t\u0101 nav. Tie citi, kurus j\u016bs m\u012blat un tik stipri gribat aizvest uz Gaismu, var nodz\u012bvot v\u0113l vair\u0101kus gadsimtus ielej\u0101. Ta\u010du vienreiz vi\u0146i atrad\u012bs mazas p\u0113das, kuras ved aug\u0161up, un nodom\u0101s: \u201cO, tas ir interesanti. Tas izskat\u0101s tik labi, lai to pam\u0113\u0123in\u0101tu. Man patie\u0161\u0101m ir ne p\u0101r\u0101k labi \u0161eit apak\u0161\u0101\u201d. Un tad vi\u0146i dosies ce\u013c\u0101. Vi\u0146i ies pa\u0161i pa savu iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s izaugsmes ce\u013cu, ar savu pa\u0161a k\u0101p\u0161anu uz Gaismu. Un, vai tad tas nav br\u012bni\u0161\u0137\u012bgi un fantastiski, ka vi\u0146iem b\u016bs p\u0113das, pie kur\u0101m vi\u0146i var\u0113s tur\u0113ties.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146i ies pa savu ce\u013cu, ta\u010du vienm\u0113r eksist\u0113s b\u0101ka. Ce\u013c\u0161, izkl\u0101ts priek\u0161 vi\u0146iem, un, t\u0101tad, vi\u0146iem b\u016bs viegl\u0101k spert \u0161os so\u013cus. Pateicoties jums. Taj\u0101 ir j\u016bsu uzdevums. Taj\u0101 ir pioniera loma: att\u012br\u012bt ce\u013cu caur me\u017eon\u012bgu apvidu, caur kaut ko, kas v\u0113l nebija iekarots un aprakst\u012bts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja j\u016bs esat tiku\u0161i va\u013c\u0101 no \u0161\u012bm tr\u012bs il\u016bzij\u0101m, ja j\u016bs at\u013caujat meistar\u012bbas, vienot\u012bbas un m\u012blest\u012bbas ener\u0123ijai pl\u016bst sav\u0101 dz\u012bv\u0113, tad j\u016bs esat kontakt\u0101 ar savu sirdi un dz\u012bvojat ar apzi\u0146u, kas balst\u0101s uz sirdi. J\u016bs varat tad atlaist veco paradigmu un zin\u0101m\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113 pamest savus vec\u0101kus. Ne burtiski, bet iek\u0161\u0113ji. Iek\u0161\u0113ji atst\u0101t savus vec\u0101kus noz\u012bm\u0113: at\u013caut vi\u0146iem b\u016bt tiem, kas vi\u0146i ir, necensties vairs izmain\u012bt vi\u0146us. J\u016bsu uzdevums ir izpild\u012bts. J\u016bs esat veiku\u0161i ce\u013cu ar m\u012blest\u012bbu. Tas ir tas, k\u0101d\u0113\u013c j\u016bs atn\u0101c\u0101t, j\u016bs neesat k\u013c\u016bd\u012bju\u0161ies. J\u016bs ieraudz\u012bsiet, ka p\u0113c \u0161\u012bs iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101s atvad\u012b\u0161an\u0101s attiec\u012bbas ar vec\u0101kiem k\u013c\u016bs maz\u0101k sasp\u012bl\u0113tas, ka c\u012b\u0146as, p\u0101rmetumu un vainas ener\u0123ijas var noiet no skatuves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

J\u016bsu tie\u0161aj\u0101 apk\u0101rtn\u0113 var par\u0101d\u012bties citi cilv\u0113ki, kuri ir da\u013ca no j\u016bsu \u201cgar\u012bg\u0101s \u0123imenes\u201d. J\u016bsu gar\u012bgajai \u0123imenei nav nek\u0101 kop\u012bga ar biolo\u0123iju, g\u0113niem un iedzimt\u012bbu. Te runa ir par radniec\u012bg\u0101m dv\u0113sel\u0113m. Bie\u017ei t\u0101s ir dv\u0113seles, paz\u012bstamas jums no iepriek\u0161\u0113j\u0101m dz\u012bv\u0113m. Bie\u017ei j\u016bs saista ar vi\u0146iem draudz\u012bgas attiec\u012bbas. Kad j\u016bs satiekat k\u0101du t\u0101du, j\u016bs br\u012bn\u0101ties par to, cik \u0101tri nodibin\u0101s kontakts un cik \u0101tri j\u016bs iepaz\u012bstat viens otru no vis\u0101m pus\u0113m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0101kum\u0101 j\u016bs p\u0101rvar\u0113j\u0101t lielas gr\u016bt\u012bbas, lai saglab\u0101tu savu at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bbu no citiem un dz\u012bvotu ar to. Bie\u017ei j\u016bs jut\u0101t, ka \u201cneierakst\u0101ties\u201d. Ta\u010du tagad, kad j\u016bs patie\u0161\u0101m esat atlaidu\u0161i veco paradigmu, j\u016bsu ce\u013c\u0101 par\u0101d\u012bsies cilv\u0113ki, ar kuriem var kontakt\u0113ties, at\u0161\u0137iroties no vi\u0146iem. Tas atnes\u012bs jums milz\u012bgu prieku un apmierin\u0101jumu. T\u0101 ir j\u016bsu \u012bst\u0101s \u0123imenes, j\u016bsu gar\u012bgo radinieku ener\u0123ija, pie kuriem j\u016bs atrad\u012bsiet atz\u012b\u0161anu, kuru mekl\u0113j\u0101t visu \u0161o laiku. Kad j\u016bs esat sp\u0113j\u012bgi atz\u012bt sevi k\u0101 neatkar\u012bgu no jebkura, kur\u0161 tas ar\u012b neb\u016btu, tad br\u012bni\u0161\u0137\u012bga draudz\u012bba un savstarp\u0113jas attiec\u012bbas par\u0101d\u012bsies j\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113 autom\u0101tiski ar burv\u012bgu nepiespiest\u012bbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je\u0161ua par izdziedin\u0101\u0161anu<\/em><\/strong>Nodots caur Pamelu Kribbe<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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